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Steff

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About Me


There's a lot of things I can say or that are said about me. Jealous people or guys who can't have me tend to call me a bitch or a whore, my ex-husband tells the world loving me would only hurt, others have bad opinions for no reasons. On the other hand my kids tell me everyday that I'm the best mom and that they love me, the man I love is looking at me through pink sunglasses and would tell you that I'm simply a dream come true. And my best friend is coming over every day... so I can't be all bad.
I think that I'm somewhere in the middle. Good at heart with the best intentions, but sometimes messing it up anyway, falling over me ;o) I have a lot of temper what can be heaven, but sometimes hell too. When I love, then I do that straight from the heart, with a whole lot of passion. But mess with me and i can use all this passion and temper to give that back to you twice... I'm a caring person, mostly trying to understand the other side too, but sometimes unable to forgive or forget easy.
People who know me and my life mostly describe me as a strong, cool and independent woman that can handle everything. Could be, because I do. But I have my weak sides too and sometimes not even feel half as strong as I seem to be...be told: I'll shoot you if you tell anybody about it!
I for myself think I have a good but morbid sence of humor. That's something you develop when your life never has been that nice and easy as you wanted it to be, lol. This brings us to the fact that I'm not an any religious person. But I can make friends with the thought that god might be an sarcastic old man, sitting in heaven, bored since an eternity and with nothing better to do then making a joke out of my life from time to time.
This brings us to my sceptic side. I think I have a little bit shizophren tendencies. Part of me still the little girl with the big romantic dreams, another the still faithful maiden waiting for her hero (actually "she" thinks I found HIM), then the rational and very sceptic side of me that sometimes makes it hard to take things too easy. This sharp mind with that annoying real voice which just won't shut up.So if you wanna get to know me, lol, then which of us first?
What else about me? I have a big creative part, what's shown in the way I live and what I do during my sometimes bored free time. You'll find me painting in oil, decorating my toilet like Shell Beach, writing for my own pleasure or restaurating old furniture as well as rebuilding the walls of my old house or having my nose stuck in a book.
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My Interests

Well actually I have a lot of fun writing in cooperation with my honey. Normally I do this in my own laguage, but because my page is mostly english I decided to translate the little story we work on for your all pleasure, lol. So to my english people around here: if you find anything in my story (in my blog) that I absolutely can't say like that, then let me know! Lol... each important mistake you find may bring you a "thanx to..." spot in the final book!

I'd like to meet:


Well, I'm interested in nice people that are fun to sometimes talk to. I'm not any interested in friend requests from bands that want to spread their music and already have 10 000 people on their list. If you're that popular and I think your cool, then I'll add you on my own. I don't take your requests that come without saying a word anymore. Cause I see no reason at all to have people as friends that I won't ever talk to or get to know at all. So if you want to be my "friend", even in here, then you have to somehow get my interest. And believe me, a "Hi you're sexy" won't be enough! You have to be smart, fun and charming, but only to the point where this get's to much...Feel free to add me if you think you are fitting into this,lol. If I delete you after a week you know you're not! Hahaha, I start sounding bitchy and complicated... I should stop writing for today!

Music:

I love music and my taste in ist pretty "wide". Means, I'm not stuck to one specific direction of music, but can find in almost every genre pieces that I really like. But of course I do have some, in which I find more that I like then in others. A lot of stuff I really love was made in the 80's and I digg electronical music as well as rocky stuff and Hip Hop. Artists or bands that I'd name as some of my favourites would be Placebo, VNV Nation, Anne Clark, R.E.M., Immortal Technique.....

Movies:

Oh, I'm so into movies! Love long movie nights, especially with my honey as pillow and some tortilla chips to snack! Some of my fav movies are Kill Bill, The Crow, Pulp Fiction, Perdita Durango, Soylent Green, The Bodysnatchers, Lost Highway, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, The Butterfly Effect, Sin City, True Romance and ok, let's be honest, Gone with the Wind, as cheesy as it might be. Uh, and I love everything with Spaceships and far away planets... totally Sci-Fi-Fan!

My Blog

Chapter 2....:o)

Chapter 2.1:Hours had passed since sexual waves from outer space and the seductive aura of my dearest one had put me into morning exctasy.In the meantime a "french breakfast", a cup of coffee, a long ...
Posted by Steff on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 11:29:00 PST

The perfect Love Story - Chapter 1

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Posted by Steff on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 09:44:00 PST