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the B_sides

Lovewillhurt or heal but it alwaysmakesyoufeel.

About Me

...I waited, i pondered, i breathed and i squandered. this is now where to come, this place that feels like home. i write down my words, streams of conciousness, or thought filled works. These are the B-sides to my musical quirks...

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My Interests

i love burnt cheese,cilantro,shopping for vintage shoe's under 4.$, people that look beyond the surface but not to far at first, i want to fall in love again but not to eager, sitting in the garden with my coffee in the morning. i am interested when i impress myself and confidence comes back. i love writing a song that moves someone, i like taking lots of pictures and painting shocking images. i love orange silk and spider webs and warm water and oil... and those are some of my favourite things!!!!!!!!

I'd like to meet:

people that aren't like leeches

Music:

pj harvey, massive attack, the pixies, lou reed, neil young, tori amos, lisa germano, so many styles, billie holiday, ella, nina, etc., white stripes, bjork, and so on until i can think of some more, there's always more... thought of some more... jarbo(from swans), anita lane,mick harvey, nick cave, lauri anderson, frou frous, goldfrapp, linda perry( i love her writing from a writers point of view, i wish i could do that shit... hey maybe i can?) shirley bassey, the beatles, rollin' stones, any real good ol' fuckin' rock 'n' roll!!!!! kissey xoxo and some lucinda williams or lorretta lynn never hurt nobody!!!! jolie holland, Lhasa, jim white, marrianne faithfull, kate bush, Musicantica (local, traditional italian folk artists), edith piaf, patti griffin, serge gainsborg, queens of the stone age, eagles of death metal, cape verde, tom waits, neil young, adrien belew, david bowie, siousxie and the banshees, gypsy music is always good, tamborines and musical things.

Movies:

Secret Agent Red 99: The First Season

Add to My Profile | More VideosCamille Claudell, Chocolat, Amelie, Red White and Blue ( trilogy), Pane' e Tulipane, City of the Lost Children and Delicatessan also House of Fools...anything that has a clever storyline, and that has intriging visuals. Chef in Love, Mostly Martha, Paunette, Closer(very good writer). In All the Mornings of the World, Whale Rider, alot of art flicks, but i do have the taste for a little western now and again, you know, COOWBOY!!!???i'm a gemini it just depends on my mood.but those are some of my favs.

Television:

Sex and the City, L word( i know its bad), Six Feet Under, The Cooks (Oz show) stuff on BBC and nature and history shows. the wyld boyz, although i try not to., Deadwood, and of course my new favourite, CARNIVALE' !!!!!!!!

Books:

Like Water for Chocolate, most writings by Sylvia Plath, Aniis Nins diaries and erotica, Kafka's collected stories. (secret loves... romance novels byNora Roberts) i swear she's really good...no, seriously i can't stop!!!

Heroes:

My Mother ( no need for x-planation she raised 'ME'!), and My favorite Artists who have done what they love and remained intact and constantley themselves. And people that never make excuses for their art... " Art never apologizes". -anon

My Blog

...that friend i knew...

...i am wondering what happened to the friend i knew,the one who'd respond in a second or two.the feelings of a night expressed with you,i am wondering what happened to the friend i knew.i write to hi...
Posted by the B_sides on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 11:42:00 PST

I love you Charles Carter...Dance Now in Peace...

To my Spiritual Father,...I wish I knew how to express my words to you,My friend, my teacher, my spiritual Father.Like I said to you the other day, " Our words are between You, Me and God ". You came ...
Posted by the B_sides on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:45:00 PST

Finding the Wild Woman Again...

~ it is the Psyche, more than anything... the Soul..." You have this one hair that grows from an unnatural place, " they say." You are a woman, you should not have a hair there. "" But why? " i respon...
Posted by the B_sides on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 12:42:00 PST

Come Undone...

...the past as come undone again.it has unraveled now to where i can't deny it happened.i have over stepped myself again,i have out done myself in all the ways that brought me to this.the music beats ...
Posted by the B_sides on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 04:45:00 PST

pretty pink shoes...

Pretty pink shoes, and those sleepy eyes,Under the sleeves are a path so preserved,in the lining of her veins.She speaks of the Mississippi, lucky she's alive,How the heroines so sexy the way it moves...
Posted by the B_sides on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 12:51:00 PST

born again...

I am speachless, i am without words, i have everything to express,in my feeling, in my action, in my intention and with my hands.i will clean up the ashes of a girl once alive in me, who has now passe...
Posted by the B_sides on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 12:57:00 PST

this Life, one of many...

~I was once Royalty. I was once prisoner. I was once gypsy. I was once free.I have been the victim, I have been the victimizer. I have been betrayed and I have been the betrayer. I have been lied to a...
Posted by the B_sides on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 12:38:00 PST

Bones...

i carry this,this weight of my own,and it is heavy.i drag it down, thislengthy road,though i feel the great collapse,i continue on,knowing you are there at the end.knowing you will take over, and carr...
Posted by the B_sides on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 12:19:00 PST

this love...

...i want to scream and run for days if i thought my legs could hold me.i want to have what i want and to irraticate this dysfunction.i want love and i want love to want me...i am not a faithless pers...
Posted by the B_sides on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 12:15:00 PST

tattered seams...

---------------------------------> changed myself outside in, tried to find the skin within, so many times i left you numb, to see if you'd come seeking home. find our limbs entangled more, ...
Posted by the B_sides on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST