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Carabear

Can you see me fading fast?

About Me

I am 23 Christian drummer chick among many other things. Born in Scotland but have lived other places. Loving life,living it to the fullest,I know who I am, where I have been,what I want in life and can give but also deserve. Making others smile,laugh or just make sense of this world. We only live once so live it while you can take advantage of it all,do what you want and what makes you happy.

My Interests

drumming,music,dancing,movies,cars,playing pool,drawing,writing,tats,piercings,water,uniqueness,cuddlin g,kissing,singing,sports,stars,traveling,concerts,jet skiing,four wheeling,snowboarding,wakeboarding,conversations,sports,hone sty,family,respect,Poetry,theme parks,water parks,roat trips,chivalry, photography.

I'd like to meet:

I am Chilled but also crazy in a good way! Anyone real and true. Lessons are learned many bridges burned to survive it all I realize what faith truly is and that when people tell me how strong I am I can see what they see through all I have overcome and still am. Same interests or passions,nice conversations of broad topics. I want to know it all was not a mistake would like to be proved wrong and find happiness. Happiness seems to be strived for more than getting it or being deserved. confidence,morals and goals, faith and staying strongBi,Straight,Gay,Lesbian, just always be who you truly are there is just already so much fakeness the world doesn't need more!

Music:

Love all kinds of music many genre's! Dj's,techno,classical,live orchestra,acoustic,christian,old-school, guitar,piano,Rock,Rap,Alternative,Christian,World.Jazz,Cajun ,Rap,Punk, Still I know I will never get enough of my bro's music or video's. ..

Movies:

Some favs are Grind and,Lord of Wars,Hackers,Step Up1 and 2.Super Troopers,Funny,Scary,Romantic,True story, Have to say anything with cars,garden state, but I love the ones that have underlying meaning.August Rush for sure, beetle juice and the oldies.

Television:

too many shows to name just one,mtv,car,x-games,certain sports,design,music,outdoors,family guy,travel,forenthsics, true stories,psychichs

Books:

I am into poetry books,graphic design,art,astrology,cars,Ghosts,Angels,Psycics,Architectual ,true stories,real-estate,forenthsics

Heroes:

Common, that is my mom. I also can say my brother although gone now he will always be a hero to me in many ways. Gonna live ours dreams and do my thing! Love you!!

My Blog

Well is it real cause it seems I needed to let it be known.

I can't be one to hold someones happiness in a shell, you know you fell and you fell and things were said you don't want to think of, I could have turned my back the times that you called saying certa...
Posted by Carabear on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 02:53:00 PST

check it out new video with my bro for yall to see

Check out this video: SKONK Introductions Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by Carabear on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 05:49:00 PST

Just thinking, if you care now is the season,give me a reason

it seems in some of the things you write it makes you wonder if that person is blind or if they just need to realize that words go deeper on some levels that can't be talked of, but to see true colors...
Posted by Carabear on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 07:23:00 PST

This is because I had closure this morning from an ex's page!

Wow, I never judged you but took care of the situation, to and from school or when you needed anything, you know you told me you wanted to be with me forever and didn't know why you had not met my bro...
Posted by Carabear on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 08:02:00 PST

let me catch you up on whats up lately

Hey well needed to tell the ones that think I am not wanting to call them or anything that I had my second endometreosis surgery.  I know you probably don't know what that is but hey if you don't...
Posted by Carabear on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 07:45:00 PST

This started as an email to someone but others need to see as well!

I ask myself alot  and damn what the hell is what comes to me its like fresh waters try to test the sea but the birds fly high and come back around the season tells them to get the hell out of to...
Posted by Carabear on Tue, 29 May 2007 05:38:00 PST

For the past, present, and the future!

I have to say this I believe first hand that drugs are not the answer and although plenty say oh I have quit and then you find out otherwise or think it will never happen and want to run your mouth we...
Posted by Carabear on Sat, 26 May 2007 03:19:00 PST

Check out my bros video look close im in some of crowd shots!: Ignorance is Bliss

Ignorance is Bliss Add to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by Carabear on Fri, 18 May 2007 04:12:00 PST

Needing to let everyone know

If you have been trying to call me or emailing me or messaging me sorry I have not been online or gotten back to you.  I was taken to ER other day lost alot of blood pretty scary after trying to ...
Posted by Carabear on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 02:26:00 PST

Man, can things get worse or just get rid of all the crazy dumb ass drivers!

So yeah today was just so sucking! I Swear I hate bad drivers! Big truck just totally hit me today and fled the scene before cops got there was his fault, i got hurt, and was on way taking friend bac...
Posted by Carabear on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 11:51:00 PST