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Bay

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About Me



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My Interests



Music:

Bright Eyes
Interpol
The Shins
Against Me!
Anti-Flag
Aqua
The Birthday Massacre
M. ward
Mindless Self Indulgence
Emilie Autumn
Scarling
Jack Off Jill
As I Lay Dying
Combichrist
Betty Blowtorch
Butt Trumpets
The Cure
Cradle of Filth
Arch Enemy
Himsa
Daniel Johnston
Dirty Sanchez
The Distillers
The Faint
Green Day
Hole
Horrorpops
Kittie
Ladytron
Juno Reactor
Oingo Boingo
Blonde Redhead
Dirty Sanchez
The Faint
Garbage
H.I.M.
Mankind is Obsolete
Monsters are Waiting
Nightwish
Raidohead
Shiny Toy Guns
Voltaire

Books:

From The Corner Of His Eye
Dean Koontz

Neverwhere
Neil Gaiman

Odd Thomas
Dean Koontz

My Blog

going for the gold

Ignore my other blogs.I am tremendously happy.And plan to be for quite some time.
Posted by Bay on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 05:05:00 PST

make a plan to love me

I am mentally unstable.I'm afraid of happiness.I question it.It's as though I'm undeserving..Why, though?I haven't done anything wrong.Why shouldn't I be happy?Why won't my mind accept my happiness?I'...
Posted by Bay on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 05:49:00 PST

The Joy in Forgetting / The Joy in Acceptance

GDehjfgsjkfgjk!!!!!!It's really darned cold.Sheesh.I'm working on Thanksgiving stuff.. YES! I am aware that it is February.But I feel like cooking for the people at this cheery home.Cooking relieves m...
Posted by Bay on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 02:09:00 PST

Endless Entertainment

I'm more paranoid than ever.Meh.
Posted by Bay on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 02:18:00 PST

spent on rainy days

I'm trying to force my hair to part in the center.I haven't done that since I was far younger.Pete is at a club.I am at his house.I hope he hasa good time.I'm thinking of going for a walk, or somethi...
Posted by Bay on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 08:59:00 PST

Stray Dog Freedom

So, basically...I don't have any friend friends.I have those acquaintence-like friends.And that's about it.Oh, and people who use me.Swell.But you know what!?I don't NEED them.I don't need any of thos...
Posted by Bay on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 09:52:00 PST

a scale, a mirror and those indifferent clocks

I'm not satisfied. With where and who I am.
Posted by Bay on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 12:45:00 PST

Go Find Yourself a Dry Place

Just when you think it's impossible for Baylee to hate men more than she does... She finds out that while she was seeing a boy... ages ago... [meaning almost a year] he slept with another girl and kno...
Posted by Bay on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 10:34:00 PST

Patient Hope In New Snow

Oh, I totally lied in my last blog. I did, and still do, like someone.   HA!     [More blog later]...
Posted by Bay on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 08:01:00 PST

crazy as a loon

Bah. Haunt.What can I honestly say about it?My first veteran year.Drama started before the season even did.It's terrible.People and their lies.I feel like I know so many more people than I did at the ...
Posted by Bay on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 11:46:00 PST