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=======My name is Amanda and i am 25 years old. I am Native American (Lumbee and cherokee tribe). I was born and raised in Baltimore, Maryland. My family is from North Carolina, so i was raised there a little too. I have been married to my God givin soul mate for almost 4 years. We meet in church, as we both are born again christians,serving our lord Jesus christ. We were married on July 9,2004. Right now we don't have any kids but one day we would like to have some. I have been a recovering addict since August 10,2003. It has been a long hard road to travel and a lot of tears were shed along the way. I am just now starting to get my life back on track. But thank God i am here today to start over. A lot of addicts don't get that chance so i am truly blessed. I have been through a lot but i am determined not to let it get me down,even though at one time it did. You know life always has a way of putting us on our backs in order to force us to look up. All i can do is take one day at a time or even some days one second at a time. I am a outgoing,easy person to get along with, who loves to laugh every chance i get. I like ALL types of people and i accept them for who they are. One thing i try not to do is judge people. After all who am i to judge? I am not God!!! Not to mention I know my hands aren't clean and i certainly am NOT perfect. I also haven't forgotten the terrible place where i came from. I am not foolish enough to think that i can't go back. Sadly there are those people who think that their "poop" don't stink and that just makes me sick. Those are the only types of people i don't get along with. I have loved and lost many people who i was close to and i have learned not to take people for granted. I used to think to myself there is always tomorrow but you know what life is raw and unscripted and tomorrow isn't promised. So always give that last kiss,hug or i love you even if you are mad. Life is too short. I am a compassionate person and i love to help people any way i can. Every chance i get i like to tell people my story hoping it will one day save someone's life. I was once one of those people who was depressed and truly gave up on life. I did any drug that i could get my hands on -ecstacy,coke,special k,weed,alcohol(and yes alcohol is a drug),shrooms,acid,oxycontin,percocet,oxycodone,vicodin, zanex and God knows what else i did while i was high. I pretty much had a death wish and my wish was about to come true(thank god it didn't). Well i guess that is it. As you can tell my life is an open book so if you want to know anything else just ask.=============== Free MyspaceCursors============================================== ===
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My Interests

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==-========= Where should i start? Well i like to try all types of new things,I like to go to the movies or making it a blockbuster night . My favorite types of movies are scary movies u know with all the blood,guts and gore.Love the computer I hate sports,love my family amd love to spend time with them ,i am still a kid at heart so i love amusement parks and carnivals. I love kids and enjoy interacting with them. Love reality shows,love goin to church to get some good blessins. Bowling,i am "Big Boned"(lol) so u know i like goin to different restaurants. Fishing,boat rides i guess there aint much i don't like eccept sports ,sky diving,bungee jumpin thing like that.======

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I'd like to meet:

===========I would like to meet all the people who told me i would be nothing. To show them where God has place me now. I would like to meet the people face to face who talk about me behind my back because i have never seen them face to face or atleast never seen them talk about me to my face. (LOL) ===== =====I AM A ADDICT IN RECOVERY AND PROUD OF IT!!! ======NARCOTICS ANONYMOUS-NA ======..======..
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Music:

Anything with soul-Marvin Gaye,Al Green,Roy C ETC... R&B, A little rap,some country andgood old fashioned clap your hands, stomp your feet gospel.My favorite artist's are AliciaKeys,Gretchen Wilson,Clint Black,El Debarge,Lumidee,Lauryn Hill,Carrie Underwood,shirleycaesar,candy staton,rev,fc barnes and sister janice brown,bob marley,Beyonce,missyelliot,silk,otis redding,whitney houston,swv,usher,r kelly,jennifer hudson,gretchinwilson,craig morgan,brooks and dunn,aretha franklin,gwen stephanie. =====

Movies:

I love scary movies, the scarier the better but I do like all types of moviessuch as:saw,hostel ,g.i jane,castaway(anything with tom hanks)soul plain,the others,1408,waiting toexhale,jack,life,hell raiser,deuce bigalow,jarhead,failure to launch,preacher'swife,knocked up,from dusk till dawn,meet the faulkers ETC... But not alot of sappy moviesjust in moderation(LOL)

Television:

I like reality T.V stuff , Forensic Files,Cops,I love new york,Snoop Dog,Ghost Hunters,Project Runway,Real World,Run's House,Rob&Big,Celebrity Rehab,Military Channel,America's Next Top Model,Intervention,True Hollywood Stories,The First 48,Detroit Swat. Also I love Family Guy,King Of The Hill.

Books:

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===== I like to read the bible ,christian lit. Also I like NA /AA lit,magazines but i am not aBIG book person.=====

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Heroes:

=========First it is JESUS CHRIST IS MY HERO then My mother is my hero,if i were just a quarter of the woman she is i'd be alright. We haven't always got along but she was a single mom who worked her but off to support me. After all i put her through she still loved me even if she didn't know how to show it -i knew she did. I wouldn'r trade her for the world. She is a rare gem to me, PRAISE GOD for people like her. Also my Granny Treva (R.I.P) and of coarse Martin Luther King.================Granny Treva -Donald Rae(cousin) -Uncle RD -Tavon Cooper(friend) -Uncle Buck -Ray,Ray(father) -Uncle Martinel -Tom Locklear(brother in christ) -Uncle Allen -Sardean(brother in-law) -Alton Ray(brother in-law) -Buck(cousin) -Aunt Aggie Nora -Grandma Maggie -Pistol(uncle) -Rickey(cousin) -Terry(cousin) -Earl(cousin) -Grandmom Ethel -Grandmom Toni=========

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My Blog

UNDERSTANDING DRUG ABUSE AND ADDICTION-PLEASE READ TO EDUCATE YOURSELF!!

..TR vAlign=top> .. --> InstanceBeginEditable name="MainBody" --> ..TR> Understanding Drug Abuse and Addiction Many people view drug abuse and addiction as strictly a social problem. Parents, tee...
Posted by eeNothin but the best ee on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 11:32:00 PST

KEEP PRAYER IN SCHOOL!!!

A poem about prayer in school?Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow and everywhere that Mary went the Lamb was sure to go.He followed her to school each day twasn't even in the rule.He...
Posted by eeNothin but the best ee on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 09:13:00 PST

I AM YOUR DISEASE (ABOUT ADDICTION PLEASE READ)

..> I AM  YOUR DISEASE I HATE MEETINGS. I HATE HIGHER POWER. I HATE ANYONE WHO HAS A PROGRAM. TO ALL WHO COME IN CONTACT WITH ME, I WISH YOU DEATH AND I WISH YOU SUFFERING.ALLOW ME TO INTRODU...
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