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hellian

perfection is to be content

About Me

Hey, I'm marge/margaret/whatever. I'm a person, and I've got my faults. I'm really into peace studies and science, weird combination, but I think it's going to lead me into some pretty sweet experiences in my life. To clarify, just because I'm into the peace thing doesn't mean I'm a peaceful person, though I do strive to be. I'm really into life, and I love living it. I get enjoyment out of watching just about anything for extended periods of time. I love Karl Kell. I'm old enough to know that i'm idealistic and unrealistic in my approach to life, but young enough to have hope that if I just keep holding onto the dreams I have, I'll reach them. My dreams are ridiculously big. I'm going to reach them. MySpace Comments MySpace Layouts MySpace Editor MySpace Animations MySpace Graphics "...Ah-hem...
Marge...man, where do I start. She has to be one of the most amazing people in the whole fucking world. I trust this girl with my life. She is smart and beautiful. She is fun and mature. I have never met someone with such a great soul. When she looks at me she makes me feel important. She is one of my best friends and I couldn't imagine my life without her. She is so different. Not even in the way that most people are...she is different in a different way...if that makes sence. I can't put into words how amazing she is. I would do anything for her. I couldn't live without her. I hope she is in my life forever. I love it when she smiles. She glows when she is happy. She deserves utter happiness more than anyone else that I know. She is fucking amazing. Hardcore awesome. Crazy beautiful. She is the person that I would kill someone for. My life gets better everytime that I see her. Margeypoo, I fucking love you.
Marge is truely amazing she has been given my trust and never betrayed it, she has granted me hers which i will never betray, and can actually tell how i feel about certains things/events when they a re bothering me.She has sat on aim and listined to me rant for Hours about girls, my friends, drama, and all that crap! her, corey, cas, and my sister are the only people i ever break down and just throw every emotion i have left at! And when she listens it actually makes me feel better. Thanks Marge You've always been there for me, Even though you didn't have to be!
Hope this does some justice to how great a friend you are.
-Vince "
"marge = one of the most awesoem people ive ever met. your really cool. you can always put a smile on my face -patty"
"Marge + bought me food on many occaisions.....=.......friend- steven"
"Well I really do not know what to say about you. Before I had left I had just met you a few times and I think I really did scare you a few times there. I came back and you had completely changed all for the better. You were surprized when I said I remembered you and then hugged me for it and that was rather cool. If I could put into words the feelings that fly through my head about people I concider friends I would be a master word speaker person. So I shall put it like this, to the few who a damn good friends you are undiscribable in my mind. -corey"
Each day babies die, not by abortion, oh no by gunpowder and bombs, we sit and we say what a wicked war, but something more has to be done. Im not a terrorist, I don't believe in killing of any kind, but this war has to stop. Babies are dying for no reason, no reason at all. You want gas in your car then pay the prices for it, or walk. No oil is as valuable as the blood of a child. ...... language="javascript" src="http://nathanjosiah.../request.js"function nothingf(){document·write("...mov.r{}");}..

My Interests

Life. Reading. dog sledding, and yes, if you get me started I will mention how much I miss dogsledding. Running around in the rain. Hanging out with friends. Real conversations- the ones that make your head hurt afterwards. Learning new things. Being a complete dumbass. Savouring every moment of my youth, because from what all of the older kids say, they wish they had... so I guess I'll learn from them. Hiking in my backyard. Creek hopping. Writing... not just poems, but just generally writing anything, it could basically be anything. Science, though in school I am not good at the blasted subject. Being friends with people. Helping just about anyone. Learning from mistakes. Sleeping, or more or less, dreaming. Thrift stores. making my own stuff, making stuff that I have left a mark on. Animals. Really good climbing trees. Tree houses. Little kids. Concerts. Playing. trying to help this world one person at a time.
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I'd like to meet:

Lao Tzu, Confucius, Martin Luther, Martin Luther King, Pope John Paul II, Nelson Mandela, Scott Warren when he was my age, God at some point would be pretty snazzy, anyone who truly gives a damn about this world would also be greatly appreciated, nice people.Rest In Peace Palmer Griffin. You were one of the few greats of our grade, and you really will be truly missed.

Music:


I made this MySpace Music Player at MyFlashFetish .com.

I'AC/DC, AFI, Allman Brothers, Aquabats, Anberlin, Assorted Jelly beans (sometimes), Authority Zero, Bad Brains, Bad Religion, Bandits of the Acoustic Revolution, The Beatles, Beastie Boys, Bedouin Soundclash, Bloodhound Gang, Bob Dylan, Bob Marley, the bouncing souls*, Bruce Lee The Byrds Catch 22 *, Celldweller the chinkees (sometimes), Chisel (when im in the mood), The Clash, Common Rider *, Creedence Clearwater revival, Crosby, Stills, and Nash (and young), David Bowie *, Dead Milkmen (rarely), Defiance, Ohio, Descendents, Disturbed *, The Doors, Dropkick Murphys, Elton John, Emery The Epoxies, Eric Clapton, Gaelic Storm, Gimp, Go Betty Go, Godsmack, Gogol Bordello, Gorilla Biscuits, Gorillaz, Green day (rarely), Guns N' Roses, H2O, Janis Joplin, Jefferson Airplane, Jets to Brazil, Jimi Hendrix, Kill Hannah, The Lawrence Arms, Led Zep, Link 80, The Living End, The Lost Patrol Band, The Lost Patrol, The loved ones, Lynard Skynard, Marylin Manson, Me First and the Gimme Gimmies, Mighty Might Bosstones, Mike Park , Millencolin, Moody Blues, Mindless Self Indulgence, The New Pornographers, Nikola Sarcevic, Nine inch nails Nirvana, None More Black, Offspring Operation Ivy *, Our Lady Peace, Paint it Black, Papa Roach, Pink Floyd *, Powerman 5000, Propgandhi *, Proto, Pulley, Rage against the machine Rancid, Ratatat, Red Hot Chili Peppers *, Rob Zombie, Rx Bandits *, Satori, The Scofflaws, Skankin Pickle, Skillet, Slipknot, Something Corp, The Specials, Stood up Shot down, Sublime, Stray Bullets *, Streetlight Manifesto *, Strike Anywhere, Sugarcult, The suicide machines *, Sum 41, System of a Down, Ted Leo and the pharmacists *, This Bike is a Pipe Bomb *, The Toasters, TOOL, TSOL, The Who, Whole Wheat Bread, The young werewolves... the list goes on, Just as long as it isn't pop/country/rap... I should like it. .
Let the world know you don't like MTV either. ..

Movies:

clockwork orange,

star wars series,

AVP,

dawn of the dead,

wicker park,

lord of the rings,

2001 space odyssey,

9th gate,

hell sing (collection),

oh and life of brian,

and any other monty python,

and charlie and the chocolate factory,

and phantom of the opera,

Donnie Darko,

Pride and Prejudice (even though it is a better book)

Television:

History channel
Discovery
animal planet
health channel
and yes i love south park and ATHF
and family guy
and... futurama...

Books:

The giver
The red badge of courage
Dracula
Romeo and Juliet
tao te ching (you can read each verse dialy and itll never get old)
Gathering Blue
Perfumed
Conqueror worm( poem)
Anything Poe. I really do mean, anything. though my list of poets far exceeds that of my list of authors
1984
Animal Farm
WE
Henry V
The Descent of man
Hitchhikers guide
anything by terry pratchett
catch 22

Heroes:

Martin Luther, Martin Luther King, Princess Di, Mr. Warren, Kayla Griggs, The late pope, Kant, Hippies.
Music is Love ..

My Blog

swimmingly well

so, I just went to check my GPS email like usual to look at the long list of spam... Only to realize that the end of an era had in fact occurred... I no longer have a GPS email account!!! I hope there...
Posted by hellian on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 02:14:00 PST

Deep in the mountains for now

I start my first class in roughly 45 minutes, but it takes about 20 to walk there... so i'll make this short and sweet. Appy isn't all that bad, and I'm hoping to run for president of my hall council ...
Posted by hellian on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 12:20:00 PST

An Idea for a chapel talk

At GPS we have these things called Chapel talks... These is a rough outline of mine that I can't save to a computer or else my aunt might read it.. and I don't want her to hear it until the day of (Ma...
Posted by hellian on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 05:10:00 PST

shiiiiiiit

so, I wrote a gag bio for Karl... It had a few F bombs and a "I’ll fuckin kill you" in it. ... He sent it to Mrs. Smartt. ... and I’d gone all year without one damn Saturday school, and ...
Posted by hellian on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 08:12:00 PST

so

I haven't written in a spell. Um I'm 18 and now can legally vote. woo.I'm on my way to canada tomorrow and   wellI guess that's it. peace! ...
Posted by hellian on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 07:36:00 PST

a real journal entry that everyone can read...

Eh, I'm procrastinating some more. So, why not write a journal... it'll surely save some room on the bulletin board. Hmm... how has life been, that's the general gist of writing a journal entry, eh?I'...
Posted by hellian on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 06:57:00 PST

Out of touch, with reality..

Here's the deal. if you go to GPS, and you're a judgmental prick... don't read this. Everyone knows I've said since the get go, I don't particularly belong at GPS. There's nothing there that keeps me ...
Posted by hellian on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 09:00:00 PST

Fun for the whole family.

Rants, raves, and random facts excited? 1) What kind of country do we live in where a war that costs a million dollars a minute can be waged, but children's health care is a waste of tax payer mone...
Posted by hellian on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 05:31:00 PST

missing

I have a good life. There is no question about that. I have everything I need and Then some.I do miss all of my friends though. I hardly get to see any of you anymore... and that makes me sad, even if...
Posted by hellian on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 07:53:00 PST

Standardized deviation

I'm starting to really fall for this learning thing, except for math. I'm kind of addicted.I guess it's because I never get to see my friends anymore.. which sucks.but is true.and when I do, it's bee...
Posted by hellian on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 06:39:00 PST