Slothfully Lost

Who am I? Well, good question... Let's say I spent 20 years old trying to survive and seeking bliss, and at least I managed to get one of the two things. My name is Ivan, but some friends call me "Emo", I guess because of my hairstyle...I'm NOT emo anyway, just wanted to make that clear. I'm nothing more than a boy who tries to have fun and enjoys hanging out with friends, listening to music, playing/watching football [I used to be lazy and prefer the second one, but Fra recently brought back my passion for the first one], sleeping and doing nothing whenever he can... Oh, I kinda scream in a thrash/something metal band, "Lack of Light", and kinda try to sing in another one, "SINaesthetics". You can both check 'em out on MySpace. ...That's probably the only interesting thing you should know about me. Some say I take nothing seriously [which in fact isn't always true], because I always try to look happy and make people laugh. It's difficult, I know, and in fact I don't always manage to do it...but if I don't, people seem to worry about that. O_o You know what? I don't care. That's MY lifestyle. That's the reason why I describe myself as a modern Jester, the one who "has" to be happy, and whose aim is to entertain the others. But there's something more behind the mask.......