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Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak]

I am brave because I feel fear and step forward anyway [Vergissmeinnicht]

About Me


Better to go alone than be badly accompanied
[Vergissmeinnicht]

I Enjoy:
.:. Finger puppets
.:. Apples
.:. Toast
.:. My girlfriend
.:. Christmas
.:. Back to bed
.:. Juice cartons
.:. Photography
.:. Solitaire
.:. Game Boys
.:. Hair bobbles
.:. Cups of tea
.:. Books
.:. Video game hearts
.:. Pulling faces
.:. Pulling shapes
.:. Lunch boxes
.:. Velcro shoes
.:. Glasses
.:. Kinder Eggs
.:. Nicotine
.:. Being a drunken nuisance
.:. Chips at 3am
.:. Tea cups + saucers + tea pots
.:. Pear cider
.:. Lists
.:. Comics + graphic novels
.:. Walking down stairs
.:. The little things in life
.:. Buttery crumpets
.:. Hot water bottles
.:. Love
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I Don't Enjoy:
.:. Know it alls
.:. Dentists
.:. Impoliteness
.:. Not being able to get the straw in the juice box
.:. Rubbish Kinder Egg toys
.:. Being a drunken nuisance
.:. Hangovers
.:. Alarm clocks
.:. Vomit
.:. Spiders
.:. People who moan all the time
.:. Being in the photo
.:. AIDS
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.:. I am an assortment of toast, enjoyed when I wake up in the morning, for lunch, for dinner, for snacks. Toast is awesome .:.
.:. I am little quotes in books, + I am word searches with song lyrics written in the margins .:.
.:. I am books, hundreds of books, alphabetically arranged by author .:.
.:. I am the same song listened to on repeat a hundred times, + with a schizophrenic taste for everything .:.
.:. I am clicking my fingers to the beat of a song, + the uninhibited joy of dancing + not caring what I look like .:.
.:. I am joints that click to the rhythm of the music on the inside .:.
.:. I am a heart that leaps over canyons when it should be sleeping at home .:.
.:. I am cups of tea, eight a day. Tea can make most everything seem better. I am flasks of tea, brought to friends houses for them to giggle at me .:.
.:. I am photographs of my friends, of myself, of the places I have been, of the things I see, of the things I feel, of the thoughts I have .:.
.:. I am endless games of Solitaire, for hours on end .:.
.:. I am a hundred + one failed attempts to quit smoking .:.
.:. I am of the thought that your flaws are what make you attractive to me .:.
.:. I am hyper + clumsy, with a habit of missing my mouth when I drink .:.
.:. I am finding out who I am, + not bothered that I don’t have all the answers .:.
.:. I am not going to conform to your romanticized idea of what I should be .:.
.:. I am not broken anymore. I found the pieces, though not the answers .:.
.:. I am not worried about the future. I’m sure it’ll come together sometime .:.
.:. I am not sure I will ever fulfil my life’s ambition, but at least I have one .:.
.:. I am not a wallflower .:.
.:. I am not the sum total of my parts; I am so much more than that .:.
Got a secret? http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
Photography stuff:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/20473223@N00/

My Interests


♥ Converse worn down so much they have holes in them

♥ Sunsets from my room

♥ Eating nothing but clementines

♥ Feet curling inwards

♥ Gameboys

♥ Writing things

♥ Photography

♥ Colourful underwear

♥ The shuffle function on ipods

♥ Drinking in pubs with friends

♥ Mixtapes

♥ Fairy lights

♥ Magical Fish

♥ Piglet & his emo scarf

♥ Spots & AIH

♥ Spongebob Squarepants

♥ Books. Lots & lots of books.

♥ Lipbalm, soft lips.

♥ Being 'arty'

♥ Warm mugs of tea

I'd like to meet:



Taken from www.xkcd.com

"Some of the most gifted people never accomplish anything because of their own inhibitions, doubts, and fears."

♥ More friends. More friends who will dance like crazy loons with me at Quarantine. More friends who don't give a shit what the scene kids think. More friends who will sit in coffee shops + judge people with me. More friends to sit in libraries with + attempt to be good + fail horrendously. More friends who are willing to swap mix cd's. More friends to go late night driving with. More friends to go to the beach with me. More friends who laugh at me for shaking after too much coffee. More friends to play pool with. More friends to call at 5am because I'm bored + they're still awake. More friends to have those late night coffee + cigarette talks that are somehow so charged with possibilities. More friends to mock people with. More friends to make mistakes with. More friends to laugh at me when I obsessively play the same song over + over again. More friends who will be slightly insane with me. More friends. More friends. More friends. ♥

"Every single person has at least one secret that would break your heart. If we could just remember this, I think there would be a lot more compassion and tolerance in the world"

"It is, I think, that we are all so alone in what lies deepest in our souls, so unable to find the words, and perhaps the courage to speak with unlocked hearts, that we don't know at all that it is the same with others."
A Severe Mercy by Sheldon VanAuken's

Music:

♥ The best way to describe my music taste is probably "schizophrenic" or "eclectic." I like a little of everything, pretty much, almost anything with a beat. I'm not fussy when it comes to music ♥

Movies:

♥ Moulin Rouge, Secretary, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, A Beautiful Mind, Boys Don't Cry, The Wizard Of Oz, Romeo + Juliet, Brokedown Palace, Bugsy Malone, Donnie Darko, Forest Gump, Interview With A Vampire, Dirty Dancing, Lilo & Stitch, Love Actually, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Lord Of The Rings trilogy, The Hours, What Dreams May Come, Clueless, Edward Scissorhands, Collateral, Memoirs Of A Geisha, Gone With The Wind ♥

Television:

♥ Family Guy, 24, One Tree Hill, Buffy, That 70s Show, The Office, Angel, Malcolm In The Middle, The Mighty Boosh ♥

Books:

Currently Reading :Wasted by Maria Hornbacher: :Dracula by Bram Stoker: :Son Of A Witch by Gregory Maguire: :How Slow Can You Waterski + Other Puzzling Questions by The Guardian: :Running with Scissors: A Memoir by Augusten Burroughs: :Sunbathing In The Rain by Gwyneth Lewis: : :The Pirates! In an Adventure with Communists by Gideon Defoe:, amongst others. I always read more than one book at a time, & my reading list is lengthy. I own 465 books, & am always adding more ♥

Heroes:

♥ I'm big into heroes, even though I've never met one. Look me in the eye & tell me you won't go. ♥

My Blog

A Year Of Myself

Because I lost a lot of pictures, I've decided to start the 365 [not the 356, like I posted last time - not that anyone noticed!] Challenge again, but this time, to make it more of a challenge, I will...
Posted by Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak] on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:50:00 PST

Problematic Prose

The expectations rising in my throat, it's going to happen, it's only a matter of time, only a matter of time, only a matter of time. It's rising now, swimming from my stomach, I can feel it, it's byp...
Posted by Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak] on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 07:44:00 PST

Snow Day [+78?]

I felt like I was in Narnia for half of my walk!I don't know what that funny red light is... aliens!A frozen picnic :)Stuff on my lens, ggrrr.I'm not quite sure which way up that photo's meant to be.....
Posted by Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak] on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 10:15:00 PST

11.Jan.07 - Band Photos [+205]

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Posted by Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak] on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 09:41:00 PST

The Wife Christmas Meal [+133]

These are all pictures from Giles' camera [that he left in my bag]. So, either Giles or I took them [mostly me though, you all know what I'm like when I have a camera in my hand]. Enjoy!..s-serif;" s...
Posted by Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak] on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 07:05:00 PST

Christmas Tree, Oh Christmas Tree [+23]

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Posted by Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak] on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 06:11:00 PST

A Walk From The Doctor's [+33]

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Posted by Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak] on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 01:51:00 PST

Christines' Barbeque

I will repeat my warning from my earlier post - if I have brought my camera, do not, repeat DO NOT sit across from me unless you want your photo taken a million times. Or you are camera shy.Apologies ...
Posted by Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak] on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 04:21:00 PST

Tuesday At The Pub

Learn a lesson from these photos - never sit across from me if I have a camera with me, I will take your picture incessantly!                   &n...
Posted by Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak] on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 02:29:00 PST

Empty [A Series of Photographs]

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Posted by Teahee [cigarettes & heartbreak] on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 02:44:00 PST