David

ok well lets see i think i have multiple personalities and maybe a little nutz but seeing how i knows this does it make it so. i am just an average guy living my life to the best i can i just want to be a good person but i find it hard with all the bullshit in the air and being a sarcastic smartass i tend to piss ppl off but all in good fun....sumtimes.i like to have a good time, read,box,games,sports and collecting ww2 iteams i am working on the russian side right now, i think they are my fav i feel that communisim was a good idea and that is it an idea but man corrupts every thing he touches and so there that is. i got 2 russian guns mossin nagant (it is a 60 yr old bolt action) and an sks(semi auto of the ak) i like to go out and shoot, i am not a gun nut but i do like to work on my marksmen ship. i dont hunt but i would like to try it once in my life i dont like to bang on stuff i have never tried but after the 1st time if i dont like well then thats it. i think it is a good way to find out who u are which i still have alot of that to do. i love the beach i like to surf all day but being a redhead that makes it kinda hard prob gona die of skin cancer at the age of.....now lol, i have a strange sense of humor i am the guy that finds comedy in anything would prob laugh at a funeral or after it. i feel laughter is the essence of life there is no real reason to live except to experence and learn, for some grater good who knows i try to beleive in god but every time i do my other personality comes up with 5 ways that god is impossible so i am in a never ending battle with my self on the meaning of life and if the cancer dont get me i will prob drop dead from that lol.i am in the military i feel every able body should serve if only for 4 years it will help with self disciplen that u can take out to the real world think of it as a middle step from school to adult hood. i am a mechanic for the f-16 fighter jet i love it and take pride on the work i put in to it every day i wish i could work on them when i get out and ya i am getting out 6yrs is enough for me lol, but i think i will try somthing else that i can feel proud of like teaching. i think my greatest fears of all are uncertainty and the feeling of not being loved and wanted, also looking back on my life seeing that i was not a good person and did not try my best to make ppl feel good i love to make ppl laugh even if it is at my own expense. well enough about that i really love music rock mostly any rock with a good gutair i hate punk and i hate trendish fad music even though i am sure rock was a fad at one point but then again what wasnt, see right there was my other side contradicting my self u saw it first hand lol.