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LANCE

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About Me

ABOUT WHAT!!! I LEFT THIS PART BLANK FOR A LONG TIME BECAUSE TALKING ABOUT YOURSELF SEEMED A LITTLE SELF CENTERED, THATS NOT ME AT ALL. IT SEEMS ALOT OF PEOPLE USE THIS PART TO REAFFRIM HOW HONESTY, TRUST, FAITHFULNESS, LOYALTY ARE SO IMPORTANT TO THEM, IF YOU ACTUALLY LIVE THAT WAY, WITHOUT COMPROMISE, YOU BECOME A VERY LONELY PERSON AS MANY WILL COMPROMISE THOSE QUALITIES TO ONE END OR ANOTHER TO SUIT THEIR OWN ENDS. THERE IS BUT A FEW WHO LIVE TRUE TO THESE IDEALS, WITH PRIDE I CALL THESE MY FREINDS. I TAKE THOSE QUALITIES WITH ALL SERIOUSNESS AND NO COMPROMISE AS I LIVE THEM EACH DAY AND AM LIVING PROOF THAT EMBRACING THOSE QUALITIES TO THE FULLEST LEAD TO A VERY LONLEY EXISTANCE. YOU WILL SEE ALOT OF MUSICIANS LISTED AS FRIENDS ON MYPAGE, IN THE IMMORTAL WORDS OF JIM MORRISON, 'MUSIC IS MY ONLY FRIEND', IN A VERY LARGE SENSE THIS IS TRUE SINCE MOST PEOPLE WANT TO USE OR ABUSE YOU FOR SOME REASON OTHER THAN THE PURPOSE, TRUE FRIENDS KNOW NOT THE BOUNDS OF JUDGEMENT, HIDDEN AGENDAS, OR FACADES PUT UP, KNOWING YOU FOR THE SAKE KNOWING, FOR THE MOST PART DOESNT EXIST! I HAVE FOUND A NEW APPRECIATION FOR SMALL TAKEN FOR GRANTED THINGS LIKE SMELLS, SIGHTS, AND TOUCHES, THINGS THAT PASSED ME BY EVERY DAY. THE WHOLE THING SEEMS NEW! I THINK IVE BECOME INTERESTED IN ART MORE SO THAN POETRY IN RECENT YEARS, ITS MORE TANGIBLE. IVE ALSO GROWN WEARY OF PEOPLE IN GENERAL, MOST FALL INTO TWO CATEGORIES, LIARS AND IDIOTS, AND I POSSESS THIS UNCANNY ABILITY TO FIND THEM ALL. CAN YOU IMAGINE WHAT THIS DOES TO A PERSON, IVE BEEN IN COUNCILING FOR FIVE YEARS, TRIED TO KILL MYSELF ONCE, BECAUSE I SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY THAN THE MASSES, ITS EASY TO FIND TRUTH, BUT LIVING WITH THE IGNORANT MASSES SEEMS TO BE MY PROBLEM. MY THERAPIST SAYS IM BRILLIANT, EVERYONE ELSE SAYS IM CRAZY, I THINK IM KINDA DUMB, BUT I THINK IM THE WRONG GUY IN THERAPY, EVERYONE ELSE SHOULD BE THERE BECAUSE THEY LIVE IN A WORLD OF DELUSSIONS, I ALREADY KNOW WERE FUCKED, I CAN SEE THROUGH THE ILLUIONS PUT BEFORE US, THE SONG INSTITUTIONALIZED FITS ME PERFECT, SINCE IVE NEVER MARRIED, WHAT I WOULD LIKE IS TO FIND THE HIGH PRIESTESS, THE FIRE WOMAN, TO HEAL ME, AND TAKE ME AWAY, THAT HAS BECOME MY ONLY WISH.IN IVE ALWAYS BEEN INTERESTED THE TWO SIDE OF HISTORY ESPECIALLY BIBLICAL VERSIONS, THEY ALL HAVE SEPARATIST VIEWS, THAT ONES BETTER THAN THE OTHER, TTHIS, TO ME, IS WHY THE WORLD IS SO FUCKED UP AND THIS WOULD BE WHAT THE WRITERS OF MANY NEWER BIBLICAL TEXTS WANTED TO ACCOMPLISH, AND THEY HAVE ACHIEVED THEIR GOAL, COMPLETE DIVISION THROUGH CREATIVE EDITING, AND THE DIVISION OF THE CREATOR'S WISHES BY SPLITTING INTO RELIGIOUS FACTIONS, WHICH IS WHY SOCIETY IS AS IT IS. IM NOT BUYING INTO IT AND I DONT THINK THE CREATOR IS BUYING IT EITHER. SOMETIMES I THINK I WOULD CONSIDER COMPROMISING SOME OF THOSE QUALITIES MENTIONED ABOVE TO ACHEIVE SOME OF THE ENDS AT THIS JUNCTURE, ALTHOUGH MY REASONING SAYS NOT TO, SO I REFUSE. THIS MAY SEEM LIKE A NOVEL APPROACH TO LIFE BUT IT REMAINS TRUE TO A HIGHER IDEAL, AND THE IDEA ITSELF HAS BECOME A NOVELTY IN THE WORLD AS WE KNOW IT. MAYBE IM JUST A NOVEL? BUT ETCH IT IN STONE, I WILL NOT BE DECIEVED BY THE DECIEVERS! TURN THIS OFF!!!!! I WILL NOT CONFORM! I WILL SEEK THE TRUTH! THE TRUTH WILL SET ME FREE! SO WHAT DO I USE THIS PAGE FOR... TO SIMPLY BEAR MY SOUL TO ALL, AS NO ONE HAS EVER HAD TO TALK OR WRITE, THE EYES TELL ALL! You should create your own MySpace Layouts like me by using nUCLEArcENTURy .COM's MySpace Profile Editor !

My Interests

FOR ANYONE VISTING THIS PAGE, WATCH THE VIDEO BELOW FIRST.........I LOVE WHAT HE SAYS..... IS OUR GOVERMENT INSANE?
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FINDING THE TRUTH, WRITING, ART. MUSIC, HISTORY, SCIENCE, LATELY ARCHEOLOGY, I GUESS MY BIG INTREST IN HISTORY DEFINES ME A LITTLE BETTER AS IVE GROWN OLDER.THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN ASSUMED TO BE TRUE FOR SO LONG ARE FINDING NEED FOR PROOF. PEOPLE ASK ME ALL THE TIME, "HOW FAR DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE DO YOU NEED TO GO" I TELLEM TILL I FIND THE RABBIT! ALL OF THE ARTS, SCIENCES AND HISTORICAL DOCUMENTS COME INTO PLAY. IT ALL HAS NEW MEANING FOR ME SINCE I QUIT DRINKING. 27 YEARS AS A DRUNK PHILOSOPHER WAS ENOUGH. MY ABILITY TO SEE, FINDING VISION, IN MY POETRY AND CLARITY OF THOUGHT HAVE NEVER BEEN BETTER.I LIKE MUSEUMS, MUSIC, THEATRE, ZOOS, ALMOST ANYTHING PERTAINING TO THE OBSERVATION OF LIFE , AND THEN. BEEN THINKING ABOUT A DRIVERS LICENSE, HAVENT HAD ONE IN 25 YEARS THEN THERE IS HOCKEY .., MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE THING TO WATCH ....GO AVS..., AND NASCAR, MY KIND OF SPORTS! AND I CANT FORGET ABOUT THE STONES, SACRED STONES, ANYONE WHO SEEKS EVENTUALLY GETS TO LIFES ORIGINS, AND ITS VERY EVIDENT TO ME THAT SCIENCE, THE MYSTICAL, RELIGIOUS, AND ANCIENTS , HAVE PEICES OF THE PUZZLE THAT SEEM TO MAKE AN UNDENIABLE CONNECTION AND IT ALSO COMES DOWN TO THE STONES, SACRED STONES, IT WOULD MAKE A GREAT MOVIE, ITS LONGEST RUNNING STORY OF ALL TIME! .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .... .. .. .. .. .. ..

I'd like to meet:

CREATOR, THE REASON I USE THAT NAME IS THE FACT THAT, GIVEN THE HISTORY OF MAN, IN GENERAL, GOD COULDNT BE THE RIGHT NAME. HE/SHE IS THE ONE NOT OF THIS EARTH!!!...THE ONE NOT BORN OF THE WOMB.OF PEOPLE ALIVE, DR. SCHROEDER, HIS EXPLAINATIONS OF OF VERY COMPLEX IDEAS PAVES A ROAD TRAMPLED UPON. LOU REED, NEIL YOUNG, ALEX CHILTON, LAURENCE GARDNER, MARLON BRANDO, MERLE HAGGARD, KIRK KIRKWOOD, M.J. KEENAN, CHRISSY HYNDE, CLINT EASTWOOD, ETC.... JUST TO PICK THEIR MINDS AWHILE. THERE ARE OTHERS , SOME, LIKE PEOPLE IN GOVT, GEO. W BUSH FOR INSTANCE, ID LIKE TO TALK TO JUST TO FIND OUT WHAT NEURAL PATHWAYS HAVE BEEN DISCONNECTED, MAYBE HES THE DEVIL DISGUISING HIMSELF AS A MAN OF PEACE, IT WOUNDNT BE THE FIRST TIME, THIS FOR AMUSMENT ONLY. ID ALSO LIKE TO MEET THE GUY WHO RUNS MYSPACE. HE MAY BE THE BIGGEST PORN PIMPER AND PROMOTER AROUND! IT MAY BE HIS SIDE JOB!Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round heads in the square holes. The ones who see things differently.They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status-quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.-Jack Kerouac

Music:

MEAT PUPPETS, VELVET UNDERGROUND , SOCIAL D, JOHNNY CASH, replacements, MERLE HAGGARD, NIRVANA, circle jerks,THE DOORS, dead kennedys, TOOL, SCREAMING TREES, NEIL YOUNG, WATEROYS,U2,CCR, ALEX CHILTON, LOU REED, SEX PISTOLS, X, RICHARD HELL, NINE INCH NAILS, PEARL JAM, IGGY AND THE STOOGES, JOHN LENNON, WHO, METALLICA, SPINAL TAP, DISTURBED, FRANK SINATRA,(HED HAVE ME SLEEPING WITH THE FISHES IF I DIDNT PUT HIM ON THIS LIST) BARRY MANILOW,(JUST KIDDING) HANK WILLIAMS SR., MUDDY WATERS, DEAD MILKMEN, MINUTEMEN, T BONE WALKER, DYLAN, USUALLY BRILLIANT PEOPLE. THERE ARE 1000S OF ALBUMS, TAPES AND CDS THAT IVE HAD AND HEARD, BUT ONLY A HANDFULL I LISTEN TO, TODAYS MUSIC, FOR THE MOST PART, IS SELF INDULGENT, AND TRULY REFLECTIVE OF SOCIETY, AND THATS A SHAME BECAUSE ARTISTS NEED TO BE VISIONARIES, A SANE RESPITE FROM AN INSANE WORLD ..src="http://i15.photobucket.com/albums/a362/cynic321/gmred alert.gif" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket" ..

Movies:

THE LAST GOOD ONE , 'WHAT THE BLEEP DO WE KNOW! 'MOVIES I OWN? LOTS OF MUSIC AND CONCERT DVDS. ALL MONTY PYTHON MOVIES, GODFATHER TRILOGY, LOTS OF EASTWOOD. I LIKED LUTHER, TRAFFIC, THE ORDER, AMERICAN HISTORY X, THE GODS MUST BE CRAZY, ONCE UPON A TIME IN AMERICA, ANY INDIANA JONES OR STARWARS. ANYTHING BY COPPOLA, SCORSESE, LUCAS, HOWARD AND KUBRIK, ITS DIFFICULT TO FIND MOVIES WITH ANY SUBSTANCE, ANYWAY, A GUY TOLD ME A LONG TIME AGO THAT MOVIES ARE FOR RETARDS, MAYBE THATS WHY I DONT WATCH MANY.

Television:

I TURN THE TV ON AS A BACKGROUND EFFECT MOST OF THE TIME, I LIKE PLAYING GOLF WITH SURROUND SOUND. I DO WATCH SELECTIVE SHOWS ON THE HISTORY CHANNEL, AND DISCOVERY, SOME PBS, AND*** ALL AVALANCHE HOCKEY GAMES!***OTHERWISE ITS A 32'' BACKGROUND.

Books:

IM A READING MACHINE, WHERE DO YOU START? MY FAVS, CATCH 22, ON THE ROAD, ANYTHING REGARDING THE PHILOSOPHERS STONE OR ALCHEMY, CATCHER IN THE RYE, LOTS OF HISTORY BOOKS, CASTENEDA, GERALD SCHROEDER,LAURENCE GARDNER,STUFF ON THE CRUSADES, LOTS OF BIBLICAL TEXTS, BUT AS HISTORICAL DOCUMENTS, FAITH IS ONE THING, FAITH IN ANOTHER MANS WORDS IS ANOTHER ISSUE. SCIENCE FICTION IS OF NO INTREST BUT SCIENCE IS. FANTASY IS OF NO INTREST BUT REALITY IS. THE ONLY REAL MYSTERY IS THE MYSTERY OF LIFE AND I CHOOSE TO BE IN THE MYSTERY NOT A PART OF IT. TODAY I DO MOST OF READING AND RESEARCH ON THE PC , ITS EASIER. MY FAVORITE MAG IS ARCHEOLGY REVEIW, ALTHOUGH I STILL PICK UP THE ONION, AND MODERN DRUNKARD NOW AND THEN. FRANK PUT SOME OF MY OLD DRINK RECIPIES IN WHEN HE WAS STARTING THAT MAG. I THINK HE GOT THE IDEA WHILE WE WERE GETTING DRUNK AT THE LIONS LAIR, MORE HISTORY.

Heroes:

IM NOT MUCH INTO THE HERO THING, HOWEVER, THERE ARE MEN AND WOMAN THAT I ADMIRE, AND LOOK TO FOR ADVICE. 1. MY DAD, SAINTHOOD IS IN HIS FUTURE, AFTER HIM ANY CATEGORIZATION BECOMES A MERE LIST. I WILL SAY THIS, CHILDREN HAVE REMARKABLE OBSERVATIONS, MORE OFTEN THAN NOT, WE SHOULD LISTEN TO THEM WITH GREAT INTENT.

My Blog

CONSPIRACY THEORY

 definition of conspiracy theory- THE TERM IS A LABEL PREDOMINATLY USED BY THE GUILTY  AND THEIR ACCOMPLICES IN ATTEMPTING TO DISMISS OR DEFLECT ANY POTENTIAL OR ACTUAL ALLEGATIONS OF WRONG ...
Posted by LANCE on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 08:42:00 PST

PLUMB YOU UP/ the line

I CAME HERE TO THIS TOWN IN COLORADO HOPIN TO FIND SOME PEACE OF MIND THE PEOPLE HERE THEY ALL LOOK AT ME FUNNY THEY CANT FIGURE OUT JUST WHY I WONDERED HERE   THEY SAY MY PUNK ROCK MUSICS FROM ...
Posted by LANCE on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 11:00:00 PST

TRUTHS!!

ONE OF THE PENALTIES FOR REFUSING TO PARTICIPATE IN POLITICS IS THAT YOU END UP BEING GOVERNED BY YOUR INFERIORS. ---  PLATO SAID THAT   TO LIVE WITHOUT HONESTY AND INTEGRITY NOT ONLY C...
Posted by LANCE on Sun, 23 Oct 2005 06:15:00 PST

BOTTOMS UP!

GETTING IN THIS CRAZY LIFE SPEEDING ALL THE WAY I FOUND MYSELF KEEPING THINGS I SHOULD HAVE THROWN AWAY   AND I FELT IT IN MY STOMACH TWENTY TIMES A DAY EYES WIDE SHUT JUST PAIN AND DOUBT IT WAS...
Posted by LANCE on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 08:06:00 PST

OTHER SIDE

                THE OTHER SIDE   AS IVE BEEN TOLD ALL MY LIFE NEVER BELIEVE WHAT IS SAID BUT WHAT SHE TOLD ME TIME AND TIME ...
Posted by LANCE on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 10:55:00 PST

ACCUSE ME!

CONSERVATISM HAS THE  WORD CON IN IT, AS IN CONMAN, CONDEMN, CONTORTIONIST, CONCEAL, CONSPIRE, CONFORM, CONFINE, CONFLICT, CONCEIT, CONDESCEND, CONFUSE, CONGEST, CONGRUENT, CONQUER, CONSTRAIN, CO...
Posted by LANCE on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:36:00 PST

ME , NOBODY

                                   USED TO BE ...
Posted by LANCE on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 03:36:00 PST

THOUGHTS ON KATRINA

SEA OF FIRE WALKING THROUGH A SEA OF FOOTSTEPS WALKING THROUGH...
Posted by LANCE on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 01:09:00 PST

FOR THE ONES WHO GAVE THEIR ALL.....

MY ONLY PAIN     FOLLOWING FOOTSTEPS WE HOLD IN THE PAST IS IT SURPRISING, EMPTYS THE GLASS IS IT THE SHADOWS THAT CLING TO IT FAST HIDDEN IN CORNERS, UNDER THE GRASS   DRINKING YOUR ...
Posted by LANCE on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 08:27:00 PST

MORE FROM AN OLD NOTEBOOK

HE IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS IT HE CAN TELL YOU WHERE TO FIND IT HE HAS SCALED ALL THE MOUNTIANS KNOWS THE WIND FROM WHERE IT BLOWS   HE HAS SEEN THE DALI LAMA AND HAS MET THE POPE AND KRISHNA BY THE...
Posted by LANCE on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 12:21:00 PST