XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~

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http://www.myheritage.comHey, my name is Stacey. I am 23 years old, and from Western New York by Buffalo. I do part time photography with a professional Nikon D80 Camera, and Nikon Lenses. You can view some of the photography I have done on my other website. Www.myspace.com/SFexposures ~~~ I will be posting more of my photography up when I have the time to do so. I also consider myself a writer a lot of my lyrics, and writing are posted in my blog. I do have another web page as well for some music I have made in the past. I have kind of given up on being a musician. I enjoy music immensely, but to be honest being on stage and performing is something I have yet to be able to obtain. I do plan to continue writing lyrics though, and if any band is interested in them please contact me. I do plan on however continuing to get a degree in possibly Law or Medical. While I continue to pursue my dream of capturing the world at a different angle in my photography. *** As for me *** I am not your average woman. I highly doubt you will ever meet someone like me. I consider myself a lot like a labyrinth. The reason I say this is because there is only one entrance (which would be my birth into this world) and one exit ( my death ). Inside though a very interesting, intriguing, and mysterious maze. Every day I find out something new about myself, and look forward to finding out what the rest of my life beholds for me. I am very in touch with myself, and my surroundings. I strongly believe in macrocism, and macrocosm (The world within us, is the world around us ~ The world around us, is the world within us.)(Seeing your mind and body In You, rather than seeing you in your mind and body.) I consider myself rather existential as well. I speak my mind, and usually don't give a shit how it effects things. If I feel the need to speak up and say what I am thinking, and or feeling then I do. I am pretty blunt about things. I can also be sarcastic, and a smart ass. Some people consider these things an assholish trait, and others find it pure genius. I guess you can take both into consideration, and to sit and judge someone for speaking their opinions if it has some sort of factual meaning, then the mind of the judgmental of the judged is weak, and superficial. I am not a big fan of mediocrity either. I am the odd girl out. People who strive to be exactly like others, close minded people, narcissism, and stereotyping, I have no use for... Those who are individualists, who speak, act, and think for themselves are people I admire, and usually end up accomplishing great things in life. Those who sit and worry about what others are doing, how they're fitting in with the trends, and basically being a clone to every other person out there in the world who considers themselves mediocre accomplishes.. well being like everyone else, and having no individuality. I see this world as my playground, and a test to achieve whatever I set out for myself to achieve. We have the mind, power, strength, and capabilities to do whatever we want in life if we focus, work hard, strive to succeed and believe in ourselves, anything is possible. In high school I didn't really hang out with too many people my age. It wasn't because I was "unpopular" or because I was "uncool." I just hated most of the people and staff there. I had better things to do than sit around and make friends with girls who only cared about which senior had a hotter ass, and or the guys who only cared which chick had the biggest tits, and as for the staff... My Lawd where did these people go to college? I have always been different from many people. I was considered a bitch for this by many people, sometimes a "freak" because I had tattoos and piercings, sometimes the rocker chick because I knew how to have fun, but really I was, and am just "me" no real label. The thing is though when you are in high school, and sometimes even after high school people don't grow up or mature, and realize that everything is just a lame ass cliche' for the people who fear the different. 10 years from now 9 times out of 10 the people who were "popular" or the "geeks" or even the "outcasted" will not even be thought of. Looking through yearbooks, and or seeing seeing faces around may bring back vague memories, but honestly it's not worth the time or the effort to care about what others think. They can't change you, rearrange you, and or make you who you are or what you want to be. So I say fuck them. Do what makes you happy, and if people look down on you for it, then they're the ones who will find out later on in life cliches, labels, and stereotypes don't mean a god damn thing. The sooner you realize this, the happier, and more grateful you can be with yourself, and life itself. I am happy with myself, and I am happy with my life. I am also very much into self expressionism. I have quite a few piercings, including my ears, my eyebrow, my lip, my nose, my libret, had my tongue done, and a personal piercing. I find beauty in them. I don't wear them all at once ( takes away too much from my features) I also have 7 tattoos that I designed myself. I don't want other peoples art work on me. I want something that has meaning to me, and not all over some other person. I am very outgoing, spontaneous, amusement is my friend, I love to laugh, and have fun, hang out with my friends, music is my main passion in life along with photography, writing lyrics and taking photos is one of my favorite things to do, partying, traveling, touring, going to the beach, clubbing, concerts, bars, playing pool, video games, poker, and just having fun, enjoying life is my interests. I have many more, but those are just the main ones from the top of my head. There is so much more to me, and about me. I consider myself a challenge, a mystery, highly amusing, interesting, fun loving, sassy, sensual, elegant, bitchy, and yeah a rocker chick. Rock on! If you want to know more then contact me.~~spread your darkness through my veins, drink from within my soul, and set me free, chain my heart in encompassing promises, and take me to the virtues within, lay the blade upon my breast and cut me freely, dig your nails of poison in my chest and set me free, put the mask upon your face and rise above the stage, take my hand and guide me to the legion of your own heart and darkened shadows, feel my caress as a bloodied breeze, and be together in silence, depth, and motion of each others tattered hearts, and perplexed minds, we will rise above it~~~~~~The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Very Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very Low
Level 7 (Violent) High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Low
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My Interests

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heheThe 3 main passions in my life - Music, Photography, Writing, then there's Hanging with a few close friends, Meeting new people, Going to band practices, Clubs, Club Diablo, Concerts, I love movies, Traveling, Thunderstorms, Paranormal stuff, Writing lyrics, Graveyards, Driving around aimlessly, History, History on serial killers-occults-hauntings-land- anything screwed up, Bdsm, Cars, Books, Writing - I really love to write, Biting, Beaches, more Movies, Gore, Existentialism, Video Games, Modeling, Criminal Justice, Adventuring Haunted places, Blood, Horror, Penguins, Wolves, Ivy, Beauty, Nature, Shadows, Vampires, Roses, Art, Painting, Drawing (even though I suck!), Designing, Playing Pool,Tattoos, Darts, Having Fun, Playing Poker, Philosophy, Cultural Beliefs, Tree huggers.~~~~~

I'd like to meet:

Whoever comes my way, and strikes my interest. If I don't like you I'll probably tell you to fuck off, don't take offense your not the first, and you definitely wont be the last. If you annoy me at any point or I just plain don't like you don't bother trying to talk to me. I don't have time for bullshit, and honestly I simply don't care how that affects you. I am looking for someone who shares a lot of the same interests as me, someone who I can laugh with and have fun, be myself around, to meet someone serious... I don't play around, I'm not looking for hook-ups, one nighters, I am not easy, and I am not prude either though. Opening my legs for someone is basically me opening my heart to them, and I rarely do that with anyone. Opening up to someone is harder for me than most things. I fall easily sometimes, yet it takes me forever to fall out... I get hurt easily, I am sensitive, I don't like being taken for granted, I don't like being used, I am a very kind hearted person, but can be your grim reaper if crossed. So... with that said here I am world you just met Stacey Forrester.
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Music:

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glitter-graphics.comMusic is my life!Cradle of Filth, Genitorturers, The Birthday Massacre, Marilyn Manson, Coheed and Cambria, In Flames, Bleeding Through, Three days grace, 3 inches of blood, 3 doors down, 10 years, 36 crazyfists, 12 Rounds, A Perfect Circle, Candlebox, Stemm, Hell within, His name was yesterday, As summer dies, Celldweller, Displaced, Soilwork, Kidney Thieves, Porcelain and the tramps, At the gates, Hell Yeah, Bullet for my valentine, Avenged Sevenfold, Static X, Slipknot, Accessory, Apoptygma Bezerk, Nine inch nails, Coal Chamber, Imperative Reaction, Psyclon Nine, Insane Clown Posse, KMFDM, Korn, Powerman 5000, Offspring, Fuel, Shinedown, Breaking Benjamin, Garbage, Combichrist, Suicide Commando, Wumpscut, Deathstars, Dope, Prodigy, Mnemic, Dry kill logic, Rammstein, Spineshank, Stabbing Westward, Lacuna Coil, Disturbed, Ill Nino, Rob Zombie, White zombie, White snake, hed Pe, Filter, Soundgarden, Guns N Roses, Metallica, Cold, Billy Idol, Framing Hanley, Hurt, Instruction, Chimaira, Scar Symmetry, Silent Civilian, Hell within, Flyleaf, Mudvayne, Scars of life, Hinder, Nickelback, Hatebreed, Children of Bodom, Opeth, Systematic, Adema, Demon Hunter, Atreyu, Live, Alice in Chains, Alice Cooper, Ac/dc, Godsmack, Orgy, Crossbreed, Killswitch engage, Devildriver, Unearth, Tool, Drowning Pool, Slaughter, Motley Crue, Cindrella, Iron Maiden, Judas Priest, Queen, Skid Row, Poison, Warrant, Nelson, Faith No More, Def Leppard, Aerosmith, Kiss, Oldies LoL, Crossfade, Thousand Foot Krutch, Flaw, Kittie, Staind, Trivium, Sevendust, Pantera, Ratt, Scorpions, Ozzy, La Guns, Megadeth, Pearl Jam, Ugly Kid Joe, Green Jelly (jello), Bon Jovi, Stone Temple Pilots, Alanis Morisette, Aqua, Avril Lavigne, Blood Simple, Luxx, Our Lady Peace, Hilary Duff, American Head Charge, All that remains, As I lay dying, Beborn Beton, Billy Idol, Hanzel and Gretyl, Megaherz, Nirvana, Professional murder music, Alter Bridge, Red hot chili peppers, Rotersand, Saliva, Reo Speedwagon, Foreigner, Journey, Sara Mclauchlan, Sepultura, Shadows Fall, Shattersphere, Groundlift, Skinny Puppy, Skindred, Taproot, Tactical Sekt, Zeromancer, Bile, Dishwalla, The Toadies, Local H, Future leaders of the world, Living colour, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, and if I forgot anything then that sucks, and Im sorry! I love music!! there are many other bands I love too!

Movies:

I love movies.. I own probably over 600 movies, and have seen more than likely quadruple that, and then some.. Action, Horror, Comedy, Mystery, Thriller, Drama, Chick flicks, 80's, Romance, Slashers, True stories,Psychological .. Anything good(Dirty Love,Little Man,Without a Paddle, Thirteen,Empire Records, Shadow Hours, Dream A Little Dream, Black Circle Boys, Lost Boys,Detroit Rock City,American Pies, Scary Movies, All Stephen King movies, The Notebook, Strangeland, 80's horror movies rock!! Cujo, Strays,Salems Lot,Childs Play movies, Friday the 13th, Nightmare on Elm street,Green Mile,Shawshank Redemption, Serial Killer movies, Vampire Clan, House, Grandmas house, Flowers in the attic, Candymans, Dazed and confused,... All sorts of movies. One of these days when I am so bored I am to the point of drooling I will sit and write down every movie I own, and then if I am still bored I might post them on here. Yay!

Television:

glitter-graphics.com Hmmm I haven't updated this in like 2 years lol... Family guy, That 70's show, All - Degrassi, South Park, Full House, Step by Step, The secret life of an american teenager, What I like about you, Saved by the bell, 7th heaven, House, Boy Meets World, Spongebob, 80's cartoons were the shit, Cops, Forensic Files, Planet Earth, History Channel, Discovery channel, American idol, whatever is on and interesting.... Then there is always video games - No I am not a game geek who sits and plays video games for hours and hours. I do own a lot of them though, and these are some I like -Atari~ Kaboom!!Regular Nintendo~ Mario 1,2,and 3 rocks!, Link to the past, Zelda, Kid Icarus, Milons Secret Castle, Castlevania, Contra,Metroid,Megamans Ooo that game with the little dinosaurs Bubble something!... there are so many more!Super Nintendo~ Super Mario, Zelda, Metroid, Mariokart, Donkey Kongs, Megaman, Mario Paint, Super Contra... There are so many more!Sega~ Sonics, Road RashNintendo 64~ Mario, Zeldas, Mario Party!!!(All of them!) Donkey Kong, Waverace, Extreme G, Mariokart... Wow there are so many more, and I can't think right now lol!! I own WAYYYYY too many video games!!Nintendo Gamecube~ Mario Partys!!! Zelda special edition packDreamCast~ Grandia, Skies of Arcadia, SpeedDevils, Sonic, House of the dead 2,Soul Calibur... I love this system the Rpg's are amazing!Playstation 1~ Final Fantasys~ Crash Bandicoots, Snowboarders... Way too many games to name!Ps2~ Final Fantasys~ Music Maker~ Guitar Hero~ Need for Speed Underground,Rock band, Grand Theft Autos, Twisted Metals, Gran Turismo,Kingdom Hearts,Socom,Devil May Cry 2,Atv off road fury... So many more!!Xbox~ I'm just getting into the Xbox give me awhile and I'm sure I will have some posted!Lets see I own~ Atari Reg Nintendo Gameboy Gameboy Advance Sega gamegear Super Nintendo Sega Playstation1 Playstation2 Nintendo Gamecube DreamcastI will own the PS3 soon
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Books:

I love to read. I own 100's and 100's of books. I like Stephen King, V.C Andrews, Lisa Jackson, Bentley Little, Wendy Corsi Staub, Beverly Barton, Lisa Gardner, psychological books, psychology, philosophy, occult/true, serial killers, law, Mystery, Drama, Horror, Religion, I fricken love books!

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Heroes:

Hmm myself for starters... I can only save myself, pick myself up again, stand up for MY beliefs, and be there for myself till the day I die... My parents whom I am both very close to they have been together for 31 years and married 25 of them. I admire them and respect them both. I want what they have someday. I admire my father for having the same job since he was 16. Anyone who sticks with a job that long has my respect and admiration! I love my parents both more than anything in this world. They're not only my parents, my heroes, but my best friends as well... Also True musicians, Writers, and Photographers.

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I am so damn confused

Im confusedIm happyIm depressedIm overwhelmedIm intriguedIm impressedIm annoyedIm anxiousIm stressedIm amorousIm calmIm frustratedIm impatientIm hurtIm amusedIm listlessIm scaredIm excitedIm flutterfl...
Posted by XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~ on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 09:59:00 PST

Psycho Gein

He takes off his face and places it on the wall another day done, another victim gone he dresses in black cape with crimson thread daggers in boot he prepares for the night body in bag, he removed...
Posted by XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~ on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 07:10:00 PST

13 shout outs without a name.... So very hard to say =(

1.) I miss you more than I can ever express. Life seems duller without you around. You taught me so many things, and were always there for me. You were more than just family to me, you were my best ...
Posted by XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~ on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 09:04:00 PST

Angel lyrics

you can hear the rough draft of this song without music on my music page - http://www.myspace.com/staceyforrester The sound quality isn't the best unfrotunately, but once I get a chance to get m...
Posted by XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~ on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 04:05:00 PST

Tragedy Lost

Desperation is pulsing inside of mefeelings unhinged like rusty nailsblinding vision, the truth I cant seehope perishes, my faith prevailsthoughts lost, a tragedy set freea game of life, live to die, ...
Posted by XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~ on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 07:23:00 PST

My detailed profile

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 62% Stability |||||||||||| 46% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 58% Accommodation |||||||||||| 42% Interdependence ||||...
Posted by XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~ on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 03:19:00 PST

My Nukko Rap Son - Ya Boiee Bitchez Ive finally lost it!

This here proves why there are so many rap artists... ANYONE even a STONER METAL HEAD can say the word nukko in a rhymeThis shows where the real musicians and talents are found.... In the non-rap sect...
Posted by XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~ on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 02:20:00 PST

One Nation

DeprevityWe are oneOne nationDivided by hateSacraficeWe are damnedA damned nationChained by powerDenialWe are knownA known nationCursed by liesTruthWe are scorneda scorned nationthe lies are, our trut...
Posted by XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~ on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 12:26:00 PST

Sexual Grind

When I looked into your eyesI was swept awayHypnotized by the fire in your eyesI was lost and foundWith my name on the tip of your tongueMesmerized when you made a sighI was hookedBe calling out your ...
Posted by XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~ on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 12:18:00 PST

Hook Up

You got the movesI got the looksTake it down lowTo the next stepMake your body moveNext to mineFeel the sweat drip down my spineWatching your body swayThrough the night, into the next dayWe got the ho...
Posted by XStacey ~ This blood on my hands is for you ~ on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 12:11:00 PST