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*AnNa NiHiLaTe*

RAAAWWWWRRRRR!!!!

About Me

- angry.appalled.alone.anihalistic.apathetic. - behind.bored.berated.belittled.blunt.(& blunted!) - constructive.careful.childish.cunning.critical.chaotic.contr adictory. -daring.detached.disgusted.drunk.dereanged.depressed.distrau ght.dangerous.destructive. - exuberated.empty.ecstatic.eccentric. - fucked.forsaken.frustrated.fabulous.forever. - gracious.glaring.greedy.giddy.glamorized. - high.horrified.holy. - irresponsible.irrational.irresistable. - jovial.jaded.jealous. - kinetic.killing. - loathing.loving.linguistic.leery. - martyred.misrepresented.mirroring.meandering.minor.major.mys tical.majestic.malicious. - naucious.nearly.novice.never. - open.ornary. - pressured.pathetic.priceless.proud.perpetual.psychotic.ponde rous. - queer.quinessential.questioning.queer. - ravished.ransacked.raving.raped.realistic. - skewed.saturated.seething.sinful.scared. - truthful.trivial.turbulent.toxic. - unsatisfied.useless.unsurpassed.unnecessary. - voracious.vivid.vicious. - wasted.weary.weak.wishing.wandering.wondering.willing. - xxx. - yelling.yearning. - zealous.zany.zero. -

My Interests

As of lately,I've been particularly enthralled with the decaying beauty of mankind,and the epic futility of the human existence.I had once thought the ideals and philosophies of my fellow "revolutionists" and I further evolved;trusting that society's drones would be shaken by our enlightenment.Drearily,I found that most who I saw as victims of the general conciousness,were willing incarcerates...sheep,wanting to be led.Facing promises of ease,regiment,and daily doldrums,they pull the wool over their own eyes,unaware and uncaring of their dictator or their doom.Now I'm left,trying to break the habit of giving heart to the heartless,trying to bring hope to the hopeless...for i find that martyrdom with no missionaries is only suicide. **On a lighter note,spending the majority of my time inciting riots,causing chaos and disorder, commiting acts of artistic vandalism,upsetting the religious loyals with unshakeable logic, tearing down the system-one menial chunk at a time.** on the lighter side of things...i dig : ear-drum rupturing loud music,escaping from reality,creating art,mass amounts of illegal substances,driving my 1973 Chevelle SS,sewing clothes,hanging out with my pet rat,drinking whiskey,stage-diving at punk shows,making a fool of myself,breaking shit,hanging out at cemetaries,photography, and running from the killer geese at Echo Park.

I'd like to meet:

people who realize the infinity in everything,but feel as if the possibilities are limited. those who have great dreams and hopes for humankind...but knowing, sadly,mankind is working steadily only towards its own destruction.who else laughs,with tears in their eyes,taking in the beauty of all in one's surroundings;blessed and cursed at the same time.solitary it seems,in my appreciation of each moment...anxious,upset,and indignant in the face of my oncoming annihilation.

Music:

*Whatever speaks to my soul,but the usual is rock and mutha-fuckin' roll.*
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Movies:

Any movie with horror,blood,gore,violence,romance,rock n' roll,or a combination of those.Some off the top of my head: Beetlejuice,Natural Born Killers,Battle Royale,Spirited Away,Donnie Darko,Rocky Horror Picture Show,V for Vendetta,and lots of B-horror films,circa 1930-80's.

Television:

Cartoons rock!Ren and Stimpy,Invader Zim,ATHF,Metalocalypse...most things on Adult Swim...

Books:

Ray Bradbury creations,The Anarchist Cookbook,Days of War-Nights of Love (Crimethink for Beginners),Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Clockwork Orange,the poetic works of William Blake,all of the Balzac Droll Stories,any informative book on serial killers,the comic series "The Filth",Hunter S. Thompson literature...etc.,etc.----

Heroes:

punk rockers,scum fucks,dirty drug-abusers,society's scandalous whores,and self-worshipping,self-righteous pieces of shit!