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Billup$

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond meas

About Me

Hello! My name is Michael some call me Billups, whatever you prefer. I have lived here basically all of my life. I moved here when I was about five. My parents got divorced and I moved with my dad. I think that was the best thing for me, who knows what my life would be like if I was living with my mother. I have 3 brothers and a sister and I love all of you dearly. I have a special family and we all love each other even though at times I really don't feel like being bothered with them I still love them.I am attending college at JD where I am a computer programming major. I don't know if it is for me yet but we will see. I have grown fond of the IT world and I think I want to pursue it as well. I have wonderful friends but the best of all is Khadiya. We have grown so much together and I don't know if anything could break us apart. I love her with all I have. She is the only girl that I do love and of course her daughter which is my angel. Khadiya has been there for me when no one else was. She has stood up for me when I could do it for myself and I appreciate that so much. I have had my ups and downs and its been a bumpy road thus far but I know I will make it ok. Wow that was a lot to say but that is how I feel. If you ever want to talk just leave me a message.

My Interests

FOOD, SLEEP!!

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet someone that sparks my interest. Someone that is just like me. :D*Emotional side*

    When you are stressed, what is the first thing you do? Yell at someoneDoes crying really make things better or worse? I believe it makes things better. I am a cry babyIs there anyone you can tell everything too? If there was I would have to kill them.What calms you down the most? I would have to say music.Any kind of music that makes you feel better? I like to listen to R&BAre you generally a happy person? I guess you have never met me before. I can't believe you even asked that question.What or who puts the biggest smile on your face? That one is a hard question to answer. Can I get back to you on that?....Do you ever over-react on the smallest things. Wow maybe you have met me. I am known to over-react just a little.Ever suffer from bad depression or anxiety. Damn. I have anxiety attacks almost everyday at work.Mad about something?....UmmHappy about something?.....Umm
*Loving side*
    currently with someone? I am "talking" to someone happy about that? Ubber happy how long now? I don't fucking know have you married this person or got engaged? Man. Hell naw. like to cuddle? YES YES!!!! do you like sensitivity? It depends. is your partner open about their feelings towards you? I don't have one so what can he/she be open about. still in love. These questions are stupid. does looks really matter? No it doesn't. if they don’t like your family or friends, does that really matter? Not really because my parents aren't going to accept them anyways. who starts the most arguments?....
*Friendly side*
    have besties in your life. Yeah, one. who are they? Khadiya. do you see them alot? EVERYDAY do they like the guy/girl you are with? Probably. which one lives the fartherest away?... do you get along with everyone? HA. No comment are you too nice of a person towards people? No. Stop these dumb questions. I can be a bitch and I really don't care. would you give anything to someone in need of help? No I am selfish would you consider ever getting a tattoo of your bff on you? No. I am not white. what about your partner? No know anyone two-faced? HELL FUCK YEAH
*Physical Side*
    are you a lover or fighter? Lover of course. ever been in a fist-fight? No and I don't plan on it have you been in a abusive relationship? Yet again I am not white are you more to verbally fight or physically fight? I am all about being verbal do you consider yourself in shape? I look like a toothpick what features do you wish to change? I need muscles ever have anything from your body removed? I am black
*your weird side*
    ever wonder what was on the “other side”? No because I already know. believe there is a heaven? Yeah seen UFO’S latley? If I did no one would believe me. wander if animals can talk? No. what about the lockness monster? Only white people believe in that shit. can you watch horror movies by yourself in the dark? Yeah. is your doors always locked at night? Yeah ever sing in front of the mirror? No name something you do that you normally won’t admit bc it is strange? Sleep without clothes on. ever believe that there was little green men that take your stuff and hide it while you sleep? No. I will shoot a nigga. ever wander if stars are people we lost? No.

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