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I would look inside for the answer but my own heart has been changed
In this silence I believe

This is who I am. One day I may change. It may be because of you. But it will not be for you.

Teach me again, what it means to laugh like that.

Forgive me.
Do I make it that easy to just walk in and out of my life?

My Blog

Vulnerable

It's a little uncomfortable at first, to let down your gaurd and be honest, to expose the frailty beneath. Then it's a little freeing. Then you realize, after a period of numbness, to feel again is ov...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 18:48:00 GMT

Because I need this...

I've read that forgiveness is the only way to true peace. The intention is that if you forgive everyone everything, you have nothing to cling to. You feel, but nothing hurts. You love without the remo...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 20:07:00 GMT

September 19, 2008

From 11:30 last night forward, I cried my eyes out. It was the most painful decision I've ever had to make. At the time I couldn't think of any other alternative, and ultimately I know it was really m...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 08:51:00 GMT

crazy crazy crazy

Life has been a little hectic, rewarding in the end, but hectic all the same. We found out Willow, my beloved Persian, has a blood clot in his back artery and it's cutting circulation off to his...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 18:38:00 GMT

So it’s like yea, whatever

I'm a lazy fuck. Just throwing that out there. Saturday I slept alllllll day. Just because I can. Today I watched someone else mow the yard in blazing heat while I sipped on ice cold water and gobbled...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 19:46:00 GMT

Brandi

Had her baby! Her name is Trinity Anise and she's adorable. If you're looking for pics Tara or Val might have some up. I don't have any since *ahem* someone forgot my camera. ;) I wonder what it's go...
Posted by on Thu, 29 May 2008 19:04:00 GMT

Nothing fancy

Hey hey guys! Usually people try to write something profound in here to make it worth your while, but I'm going to suck up a few minutes of your life because you're the tard wasting time reading this...
Posted by on Sun, 25 May 2008 17:52:00 GMT

No more I love yous

And that's what hurts so much. It becomes automatic, you know, to say it. And you catch yourself about to and then you have to stop, and it hurts. I was fine yesterday, euphoric even. Today I had to l...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 07:41:00 GMT

Tarot Cards

There are two things that instantly come to mind. Tara called yesterday informing me that a reading we'd done a while back turned out to be convincingly realistic. And the second is the reading I gav...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 09:08:00 GMT

IM IT

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose th...
Posted by on Fri, 02 May 2008 08:14:00 GMT