Johny B

datman studios was here soundsystemOnce you start reading you'll feel like you can't stop but once you've stopped, it was because there's nothing else to read and when you want to find out more, that's where all the mystery and intrigue will bring you. I'm easy to get close to, but even easier to push away. My mother is what I cherish most in life. I forget all the negatives in life. I've learned how to count my blessings. I have many flaws, but the first step in fixing them is to acknowledge them. Sometimes you let people lie to you and let them think you're naive. I don't say anything to act naive, I only say nothing because I know sooner or later their consciences will get the better of them. It's easy to lie to someone else, but harder to lie to yourself. And if you didn't know, now you know the worst lies are the ones you tell to yourself. I'll let you believe that you fool me with your words, but in reality the only person you're fooling is yourself. Why is finding someone honest and trustworthy so hard? Instead of thinking negatively, I'm just going to tell myself that it's because when I do finally meet that type of girl, I'll appreciate it more. I believe in soulmates, and I know you are out there. Girls that try to use me to get back at their ex or man crack me up haha! Because in the end they just get caught up in their own game. So play your games girls. And for those that keep it real with me, I'm going to always keep it real with you. Everything in my life is fuckin' great. Yea that'd be cool if I had a loving wife or girlfriend, BUT that's not what my life is about. I mean yea it's the only missing piece, but I'm doin' perfectly fine without it. When she comes, she comes, simple as that. But I definately got my head up. Don't get it twisted, life is full of heartaches, but I don't let it hold me down. My heart is not fullfilled, but I'm happy. Only when I lost everything did I realize all that I had. Trying to figure out which road to take where the crossroad in life is choice and destiny. You choose not where you are born, but where you end up. Destiny is what you're given, but when destiny brings you to points in life, that's where you have to make choices. Now your choice chooses your destiny. For depending on which road you take, you're destined a certain fate. The cycle of destiny and choice.. What to choose?