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Sam

Later!

About Me

I've done this a thousand times. I've changed this little paragraph. Added things, deleted them. Truth is, I'm more than a paragraph. We all are. I can tell you a few things about myself. I pretend to be bolder than I really am. I'm insecure. I'm vane. I'm way too emotional about everything. I'll pet every dog I see. I like beautiful things. I love ugly things. The soundtrack to my life is currently in progress. My love is unconditional. In a world with so many conditions, I hope this helps you to feel safe with me. I'll stick up for you. I'll be there for you. I might not answer my phone for months at a time. I can have a temper. I think I'm funny. I am a hopeless romantic. I fall in love easily. I fall out of love easily. I don't get hurt easily, but, when I do I never fully recover. I love talking to people. I love listening even more. I like Pina Coladas and getting caught in the rain. I never thought that Micheal Jackson was guilty. I love night time. I love the sunshine. I am a mess. I am messy. I'm an artist. I'm crazy. I like to spend money frivalously. I like Romantic comedies, even though they poison our minds with unrealistic standards for love. I love beauty magazines, even though they promote low self-esteem. I change twelve times before I finally leave the house. I've been described as an optimist, but, I think I'm one of the most cynical people I've ever met. I am a free spirit. I am an old soul. I am a child at heart. I like acting silly. I sing in the shower. I sing in the car. I am most freaked out by beetles and moths. I don't know why. I grab my ears when I'm scared. It's an odd little idiosyncrasy but, it's mine. I am afraid of the dark. I am horribly afraid of monsters (under the bed style), even though I know that it's an irrational fear. I am not easily angered, but, when I am....watch out. I like good friends. I love my friends. I like cuddling, it's the warmest I could ever feel. I'm nosey. I eves drop. I'm stubborn. There are times when I can be hot-headed. I can be mad one minute, then forget about being mad the next. I am beautiful. I am ugly. I am flawed, aren't we all?

My Interests

My amazing support system that I call my friends. Playing make-believe. Laughing about nothing and everything. Riding horses. Snow-boarding when I can make it to a mountain. Making my dreams come true. Honesty. Sincerity. Love, not in that epic sense, but the feeling of being completely ok with where I am. Never losing the child in my heart. Being barefoot. Being silent. Talking all night. Visco-elastic memory foam mattresses. Slippers. Walking around in my underwear.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who intrigues me. Someone who'll make me smile.

Music:

I keep coming back to Annie Lennox lately. She's beautiful. Lots of Cher. Anything that'll make me wanna dance. And these guys.... The Kooks - Ooh La
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Movies:

Breakfast on Pluto.

Television:

I have a sick need to watch re-runs of "Reba" on Lifetime.

Books:

Lots of crazy ones.

Heroes:

My Dad. Myself.

My Blog

Goodnight sweetheart, yeah, It’s time to go......

I took Nyquil last night to go to sleep.  I feel like someone beat me with a softball bat.  Yuck.
Posted by Sam on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:22:00 PST

I’ve come to realize.......

that I'm way better typing than I am speaking. that some people just don't recycle.  that the universe is too vast to think about all the time. It just makes you go crazy. that I should prob...
Posted by Sam on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 08:46:00 PST

This is what comes of boredom and insomnia.

1. What is the middle name of the first person you ever slept with?I don't know.  Probably something wierd and foreign 2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color?Hanes. Red and whit...
Posted by Sam on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 12:17:00 PST

A few things....

Pepper pot soup does not taste like pepper.  It's disappointing. I made a pie from scratch today.  It sucked.  There was too much shortening in the pie crust.  I swear the recipe c...
Posted by Sam on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 11:24:00 PST

gripes....

Dear Beneficial Savings Bank,    Your automated teller system makes it impossible for me to pay my car payment over the phone. I spent an hour on the phone with you, trying un...
Posted by Sam on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 01:56:00 PST

Can’t buy me love.....

Someone wants to buy one of my paintings for $1000 dollars....and I'm torn about the decision.  It doesn't make sense.  It's just a material possession.  Just cloth and wood and paint.&...
Posted by Sam on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 12:11:00 PST

I think he is beautiful.

http://www.thestranger.com/seattle/Content?oid=232684
Posted by Sam on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 10:17:00 PST

difficult not to be a little bit disappointed.

22 more days.  I'm here for that long.  That's it.  It's been a strange couple of days, to say the least.  Talked to people I haven't talked to in a while, haven't talked to people...
Posted by Sam on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 08:42:00 PST

I’ll give it all away, but you don’t feel much better...

I love.... Red sweatpants.  I don't know why but, they are the most comfortable things you can wear.  I will buy any pair of red sweatpants I see.  I own 4 pairs. Clean house with ...
Posted by Sam on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 12:07:00 PST

I can’t get to sleep. I think about the implications of diving in too deep.

I've thrown away half of my life.  Bummer. I need a dog.  I'm a dog person.  I've had cats for years.  When I move I'm getting a rottwieller and naming him "Sanchez". Sorry if I ha...
Posted by Sam on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 08:17:00 PST