Dreamweaver

dreams i weaveI've just closed my eyes again Climbed aboard the dream weaver train Driver take away my worries of today And leave tomorrow behind My friend Steve said something the day I went to visit him that I didn't understand at the time because I was so upset and crying that I couldn't comprehend anything but misery. He said, "It's always harder to untwist the weave then to twist it." Well something like that. I think I got it now. It's harder to untangle your life then it is to live it. Harder to figure out where it's gone wrong when you are lost at the bottom of the dark well with no way to get out and barely any light left to see. I heard this song last night in my dreams ~Dreamweaver~ When all hope and light has vanished, and you think there's no way you can get up and go on anymore, when faith has left your heart and mind...maybe you can find a spark in your dreams...something from another plane of being, something you won't remember from this lifetime, to lift you back to the light. Weave a new vision. Forget the old shit! The definition of insanity: Doing the same thing over and over again and getting the same result. Fine, so I'm doing something different. I'm weaving a new dream... I dreamt I was a dreamweaver. We'll grant you Mystical Madness, they said. You're past is not far behind, for deep in your unconscious mind is into existence every instance you seek to forget. All we can do is unhinge your sanity and you will fall now where the substratum cushions the perfect embodiment of an intangible quality~the soul. I beg for release here in the dark where my past haunts me from the start but tears will not fall far in an EverAfter created in an Angel's Sheol. One thought and the elapsed memories are there, furiously free from obscurity as if only just happening again. Distinctly perceptible and unclouded from Time's revolution around the Sun. Please grant me a gun, or I'll drink from Fatalitie's poison. Again I'm on the run with a quick calculation of a cataclysmic destination for my reasoning is never sane when I'm hunting Myself. ~Sandra Fair~ 3 DOORS DOWN LYRICS"It's Not My Time"Looking back of the beginning of this And how life was Just you and me loving all of our friends Living life like an ocean But now the current slowly pulling me down It’s getting harder too breath It won’t be to long and I will be going under Can you save me from this?Cause it’s not my time I’m not going There’s a fear in me it’s not showing This could be the end of me And everything I know Oh but I won’t goI look ahead too all the plans that we made And the dreams that we had I’m in a world that try to take them away Oh but I’m taking them back Cause all of this time I’ we been just too blind to understand What should matter to me My friends is laughing and it’s not what we have It’s what we be live inCause it’s not my time I’m not going There’s a fear in me but it’s not showing This could be the end of me And everything I know But it’s not my time I’m not going There’s a will in me and now I know that This could be the end of me And everything I know Oh but I won’t go I won’t goThere might be more than you believe (There might be more than you believe) There might be more than you can seeBut it’s not my time I’m not going There’s a fear in me it’s not showing This could be the end of me And everything I know But it’s not my time I’m not going There’s a will in me and now it’s gonna show This could be the end of me And everything I know OhThere might be more than you believe (There might be more than you believe) There might be more than you can seeBut I won’t go No I won’t go down Yeah MISS MY SCENT, IT WILL DRIFT WITH THE PASSING OF TIME AND TIME TAKES ALL OUR MEMORIES SLOWLY APART. EACH OF YOUR SENSES WILL LOSE MY CARESS AND THE KISS OF MY KNIFE WHERE NO ONE HAS EVER BEEN. YOU'LL NEVER AGAIN CREATE THE LIKES OF ME. I EXISTED ONLY ONCE IN OUR MINDS BETWEEN HEART BEATS WHISPERED FOR NEVER ENDINGS THAT NEVER CAME. ~Sandra Fair~ ~~~~~~~~I'M GOING TO MISS MY BABY Here I stand Helpless and left for deadClose your eyes So many days go by Easy to find what's wrong Harder to file what's rightI believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies I won't stay long, in this world so wrongSay goodbye As we dance with the devil tonight Don't you dare look at him in the eye As we dance with the devil tonightTrembling, crawling across my skin Feeling your cold, dead eyes Stealing the life of mineI believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies I won't last long, in this world so wrongSay goodbye As we dance with the devil tonight Don't you dare look at him in the eye As we dance with the devil tonightHold on Hold onSay goodbye As we dance with the devil tonight Don't you dare look at him in the eye As we dance with the devil tonightHold on Hold on SHE'LL KNOW HER TRUEST HEART BY THE WAY HE KISSES HER CLOSED EYES~ NO DOUBT WILL THERE BE, NO QUESTIONS, NO LIES~ HE'LL BE A MAN OF TRUE INTENTION, THAT FEELS HER SOUL WHEN SHE CRIES. ~SANDRA FAIR MY FRIEND TEREK (NAME MIGHT NOT BE SPELLED RIGHT :)) LOOK AT TIME HOLD STILL FOR TEREK...LIFE JUST MOVES AROUND HIM. HE WAS PLAYING BOB MARLEY'S "ONE LOVE" ON THE WAY DROPPING ME OFF AT THE AIRPORT AND IT MADE ME WISH I COULD STAY IN EGYPT A BIT LONGER. SOMEDAY I'LL RETURN AEROSMITH~SEASONS OF WITHER~Loose hearted lady sleepy was she Love for the devil brought her to me Seeds of a thousand drawn to her sin Seasons of Wither old in the endOoh woe is me I feel so badly for you Ooh woe is me I feel so sadly for you In time bound to lose your mind Live on borrowed time Take the wind right out of your sailFireflies dance in the heat of Hound dogs that bay at the moon My ship leaves in the midnight Can't say I'll be back too soonshe awakens far far away Heat of my candle show me the way Seeds of a thousand drawn to her sin Seasons of Wither old in the endOoh woe is me I feel so badly for you Ooh woe is me I feel so sadly for you In time bound to lose your mind Live on borrowed time Take the wind right out of your sail~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Katsumoto: You believe a man can change his destiny? Algren: I think a man does what he can, until his destiny is revealed. ..
by ~ copperparts on deviant ART
ART ON A HUMAN CANVAS by ~ copperparts on deviant ART Combined ….they are heaven and hell…brought to earth to torment me and bring my passion to an exquisite awakening that I want never to forget. If there was a dimension that could be slowed to a trickle and lived in a second, you would stay right here and stop time to capture this moment; this feeling. You would die for this. I felt like I was dying and truly living, all for this one moment and what they were doing to me now. I wanted more! And that is what scared me ...~Sandra Fair~ Hello I've waited here for you EverlongTonight I throw myself into And out of the red, out of her head she sangCome down And waste away with me Down with meSlow how You wanted it to be I'm over my head, out of her head she sang Chorus-And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good againThe only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when She sang Verse 2-Breathe out So I could breathe you in Hold you inAnd now I know you've always been Out of your head, out of my head I sang Chorus-And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good againThe only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when She sang Chorus-And I wonder If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good againThe only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when She sang .. In the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey Butane in my veins and Im out to cut the junkie With the plastic eyeballs, spray-paint the vegetables Dog food stalls with the beefcake pantyhose Kill the headlights and put it in neutral Stock car flamin with a loser and the cruise control Babys in reno with the vitamin d Got a couple of couches, sleep on the love-seat Someone came in sayin Im insane to complain About a shotgun wedding and a stain on my shirt Dont believe everything that you breathe You get a parking violation and a maggot on your sleeve So shave your face with some mace in the dark Savin all your food stamps and burnin down the trailer parkYo. cut it.Soy un perdedor Im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me?Soy un perdedor Im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me?Forces of evil on a bozo nightmare Ban all the music with a phony gas chamber cuz ones got a weasel and the others got a flag Ones on the pole, shove the other in a bag With the rerun shows and the cocaine nose-job The daytime crap of the folksinger slob He hung himself with a guitar string A slab of turkey-neck and its hangin from a pigeon wing You cant write if you cant relate Trade the cash for the beef for the body for the hate And my time is a piece of wax fallin on a termite Thats chokin on the splintersSoy un perdedor Im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me? (get crazy with the cheese whiz) Soy un perdedor Im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me? (drive-by body-pierce) (yo bring it on down) Soooooooyy....(Im a driver, Im a winner; things are gonna change I can feel it)Soy un perdedor Im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me? (I cant believe you) Soy un perdedor Im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me? Soy un perdedor Im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me? (schprechen sie deutches, baby) Soy un perdedor Im a loser baby, so why dont you kill me? (know what Im sayin? ) /