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Jessica

You can make this very easy if you can show me you believe me

About Me

I'm a Loss Prevention Supervisor, which means that I spend a lot of time watching cameras, apprehending shoplifters and making fun of my partner. I love my job, and while it doesn't define me, it is what I do 40 hours a week.
After getting my Associates Degree and spending a year at SJSU afterwards, I took a year off from school and am currently readjusting to being back. I'm currently taking online classes part time. I plan on getting a degree in Criminal Justice and going into law enforcement, both within the next two years.
When I'm not working my ass off, I'm usually at home watching my Netflix, playing music, hanging out with friends, or at the bars or clubs. I'm a pretty low-key person. At parties, I tend to be the one observing everyone else. I'm a cynical romantic, a conservative Democrat, a passive authority figure, and an independent adult who still feels like a teenager.
I'm not perfect by any means and I will never pretend to be. I will admit my faults, most likely more easily than any talents I may have.
I have an amazing roommate with a bizarre fascination for bukkake, friends I can depend on no matter what, a step-family who I consider my own and a wonderful boyfriend who treats me perfectly.
Overall, I'm pretty boring. I like it that way.

My Interests

bay area, california, cabrillo college, san jose state university, wilcox high school, cabrillo middle school, loss prevention, security, psychology, criminal justice, music, movies, string bass, electric bass, flute, masochism, alcohol, literature, writing, introspection, randomness, and waking up every morning with the possibility of something fantastic happening.

I'd like to meet:

People who can talk about things besides other people. Shit-talkers need not apply. People obsessed with movies, music, and literature ("These things matter"). Social drinkers, intellectuals, and workaholics. Those are my people.

Music:

3 Doors Down, Alice in Chains, Ambulance Ltd., Ani Difranco, Apoptygma Berzerk, Audioslave, Better Than Ezra, Billie Myers, Billy Talent, Bon Jovi, Breaking Benjamin, Bush, Counting Crows, Dashboard Confessional, David Bowie, Del Amitri, Eve 6, Everclear, Face to Face, Faith No More, Fischerspooner, Gin Blossoms, Goo Goo Dolls, Green Day, Guns N' Roses, Hot Rod Circuit, Jane's Addiction, Janis Joplin, Jeff Buckley, Jimmy Eat World, Johnny Cash, KMFDM, Lisa Loeb, Liz Phair, Mae, Matchbox 20, Melissa Etheridge, Modest Mouse, New Order, Nick Cave, Nine Inch Nails, O.A.R., Oasis, Pink Floyd, R.E.M., Saves the Day, She Wants Revenge, SiA, Silverchair, Smashing Pumpkins, Snow Patrol, Stone Temple Pilots, Stroke 9, Taking Back Sunday, Tegan and Sara, The Anniversary, The Cure, The Grateful Dead, The Juliana Theory, The Killers, The Postal Service, The Rolling Stones, The Verve, The Who, Third Eye Blind, Tom Petty, Weezer

Movies:

High Fidelity, House of Sand and Fog, Dirty Pretty Things, Requiem for a Dream, Donnie Darko, Oldboy, American Beauty, Run Lola Run, Shaun of the Dead, Saved!, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Mr. Holland's Opus, Happiness, Hair, Jesus Christ Superstar, Quadrophenia, Secretary, Sex Lies and Videotape, The Dreamers, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Boondock Saints, Dark City, Anchorman

Television:

Six Feet Under, Nip/Tuck, Black Books, Spaced, Chappelle's Show, The Daily Show, Dead Like Me, Strangers with Candy, Arrested Development, Family Guy, Simpsons, Reno: 911!, South Park, Seinfeld, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Sex and the City, House

Books:

She's Come Undone, The Stand, Interstate, High Fidelity, About a Boy, Lolita, American Psycho, The Rules of Attraction, Catcher in the Rye, On Writing, Naked Pictures of Famous People, The Lovely Bones, The World According to Garp, A Prayer for Owen Meany, Coffee Will Make You Black

Heroes:

Dad, Stepmom, Nana

My Blog

I'M FUNNY, DAMN IT

My birthday was amazing. Thank you to all who left comments, showed up for the party or called. Jon took me out the night before to Citrus at Santana Row. The restaurant sure was fancy and so was the ...
Posted by Jessica on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 07:18:00 PST

Testing out the new phone...

Amber's birthday present to me (tons of mini alcohol bottles, shot glasses and liquer filled candies :D) Short hair! Still getting used to it. My birthday has been amazing so far. I'm sure I'll upda...
Posted by Jessica on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 02:50:00 PST

Amazing still it seems...I'll be 23

It's been a week of minor changes, mostly anticipating my turning 23. I finally cut my hair. It's about two inches below my shoulders now. After having it down to my butt for the last several years, i...
Posted by Jessica on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 12:57:00 PST

Man oh man

I don't even know how to describe today. I mean...really. And I'm drunk right now, so maybe it all feels more surreal than it really is. I dealt with something at work today which I never thought I wo...
Posted by Jessica on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 01:19:00 PST

Stuff

Stuff has happened, but I'll update about the last three days since they're fresh in my mind. Saturday Jon and I intended on getting up early, but what wound up happening was him getting up at 7ish, m...
Posted by Jessica on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:05:00 PST

Make it last

I finally was financially stable enough to join a gym and I got my start-up fee waived. Jon says it was because of my boobs. I feel relieved to be taking this step. I have more or less resolved my foo...
Posted by Jessica on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 05:08:00 PST

Meh

There's a part of me that just won't die. Childish, wanting to revert back not to my old ways, but maybe to the times where I had more to talk about than positive things. I longed for a year to be whe...
Posted by Jessica on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 10:20:00 PST

Stupid Myspace blog

A lot of my good experiences lately have come with hesitation. Even coming down to my parents' for the weekend was something I wanted to back out of at the last minute. I kept thinking about all that ...
Posted by Jessica on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 06:50:00 PST

No title

When I look at my life as it was a year ago, it's completely different. The main group of friends I hang out with has changed, I'm nearly 50lbs lighter, I'm in a relationship with someone I didn't kno...
Posted by Jessica on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 12:27:00 PST

The world I know

I received my offer to go to a ghetto store in my company, and I will be accepting it tomorrow. The pay incentive was enough and I seem to work pretty well with the agent there who I've been training,...
Posted by Jessica on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 01:32:00 PST