About Me
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Decided on a very booze-fuelled night out that every band needed an angry German frontwoman and thus became the singer or "growlist" if you will for black/death metal quintet Kadaver Synod ... Ahem ...
I have never intentionally harmed myself in any way,
though I do not deny that pleasure and pain go hand in hand from time to time
... and I like picking scabs, but surely that doesn't count ...
No suicidal tendencies whatsoever ...
I wanna know what happens in the next episode!!!
Too bloody old to be rebelling against my parents.
They are conveniently tucked away in their cosy German country home
and don't really care too much about what I do with my life ...
Oh, the freedom!!!
I listen to angry metal when I walk home at night ...
Gives me comfort - and the right "don't mess with me or you will die a most painful death" look!
Ihsahn - Invocation
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Insomnium - Mortal Share
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Dimmu Borgir - Kings of the carnival creation [live at Wacken]
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Dissection - Starless Aeon
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Necrophobic - Blinded By Light, Enlightened By Darkness
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Hate sleeping at night, but love, love, love it in the morning ... Why is that?
Chat to my flatmates on MSN when we are in the same room ...
I believe in reincarnation ... and ghosts ("I see dead people!!!")
Always wait for someone to come home before I have a bath
(not good to be alone in the house when you're all naked and vulnerable ... big no-no) ...
Always lock myself into my bedroom but never into public toilets ... ?!?
Freak myself out very easily. Beware!!
I laugh in the face of danger ...
Okay, I make a dash for it (still laughing - heeheehee) ...
Kick, scratch and bite!!!!
I hardly ever get seriously angry, but when I do ... Run for cover!!!
I am terribly impatient, and I hate to be ignored!
(Hey, nobody ever said I was perfect ...)
Hate my teeth, so don't expect me to smile ...
Think I have a nose and foot fetish ... No, I'm not talking about smelly feet!!
Heehee ... I just love them - noses and feet, what do you know ...
A wise woman once said to me that swearing only shows that you're passionate about something ...
I swear A LOT!!!
Whenever I try to quit smoking some "deep personal crisis" gets in the way
and I'm back on the nicotine in no time ...
People keep asking me if I'm a bit of a junkie,
and I am very happy to inform the whole of the MySpace universe that I have never done anything
but a bit of pot years and years ago.
And I really don't intend to take up a drug habit in my old age.
Hope that calms everyone down. Thanks for the concern ...
Absolutely HATE how "permanent" hair dye washes out after 2 weeks every bloody time!
I'm telling you, boys and girls: Nothing is ever permanent - even if it says that on the package ...
I have lots of issues. If you have issues with people who have issues, we have a problem!!
I can touch the tip of my nose with my tongue ...
"The blue sky is an illusion created by the sun to hide an infinite black void. When you die the worms eat your brains. There's no God to save you, and Jesus Christ couldn't even save himself."
(David De Void)
Filmmaker ... Actress ... Photographer ...
Perfectionist ... (It's my bloody heritage, what can I do ...)
Sein Blick ist vom Voruebergehn der Staebe
so mued geworden,dass er nichts mehr haelt.
Ihm ist, als ob es tausend Staebe gaebe
und hinter tausend Staeben keine Welt.
Der weiche Gang geschmeidig starker Schritte,
der sich im allerkleinsten Kreise dreht,
ist wie ein Tanz von Kraft um eine Mitte,
in der betaeubt ein grosser Wille steht.
Nur manchmal schiebt der Vorhang der Pupille
sich lautlos auf. Dann geht ein Bild hinein,
geht durch der Glieder angespannte Stille
und hoert im Herzen auf zu sein.
("Der Panther", Rainer Maria Rilke)
P.S.: Yes, I am gay ... And NO, I do not appreciate invitations to threesomes or other casual sexual encounters, thank you very much ...
And can I just say two more things ...
Evian is naive spelt backwards ...
and ... TRUST NOONE!!!!!!!!
Likes:
Women, lillies, black roses, sculptures, Dali, art in general, black/white photography, theatre, ballet, opera, strings, bridges, crosses, fog, candlelight, chandeliers, fairy lights, light (!!!), icicles, long walks in the snow, ice rinks, hot baths, red wine, a certain pub on a boat, eating with chopsticks, shoulder blades, collarbones, ribs, teeth, freshly washed hair, tweezers, perfume, incense, dreams, astrology, the seasons, Wales, the Scottish Highlands, black horses, white lions, unicorns, dragons, fairies, wild hair, dreadlocks, porcelain skin, freckles, tears, last night's make-up, playfights, lovebite contests (how very teenage and immature of me - oh well ...), language (and languages), pinstripes, Camden, San Francisco, my "claw", piercings, tattoos, sleepless nights (for the right reasons), public displays of affection (any display of affection for that matter), living for the moment, how the best things happen when you least expect it, kissing in the rain, breaking through the clouds (both on the way up and down), licking knives, cameras, black satin sheets, antiques, spending money, blagging (only works when intoxicated for some reason), noodles, brussel sprouts and spinach (funnily enough), having my hair brushed, sarcasm, randomness (wouldn't you have guessed?!), odd numbers, symmetry, a good quote, spontaneity, karaoke, discovering new music, complaining about being too skinny, fairy tales (brothers Grimm), the legend of King Arthur, Stonehenge, the Lord of the Rings (and NOT the films!!!), Astrid Lindgren, "Le Petit Prince", Tim Burton stories, Kindred - The Embraced, The X-Files ... I wanna say Buffy, but I better not (that is the actual vampire slayer person, not Buffy, Buff, the Buffster - obviously) ...
Dislikes:
People who place too much importance on an .. profile ... Music snobs ... Mopping (bleurgh!!) ... Being watched while I'm eating ... Being hot ... Being cold ... Waiting for the results of blood tests (not the good kind of suspense!) ... Hospitals ... Roadkill ... Death penalty (there should be a "Hate" category) and films about it ... Insomnia ... Feeling stupid ... Getting chilli in my eyes ... Hitting toes and shins on sharp edges (No, we're not clumsy or anything ... Ouch!!!) ... When some asshole insists on planting him- or herself next to me on a virtually empty bus ... Being called ugly (it happens) ... Missing my stop on the night bus ... Bills ... Not having a credit card ... Constantly working my ass off for practically no reward ... Anyone who feels the need to rent a stupid movie at 11 o'clock on a Wednesday morning (Get a life - or a better film collection!!) ... Noisy-ass neighbours combined with paperthin walls ... Horror movies (bigtime!!) and the portrayal of women in them (pisses me off) ... Yellow teeth ... Dandruff ... Body hair (and I don't just mean on others - let's face it, that shit's never gonna keep anybody warm!!) ... Extremities falling asleep ... Constipation/Diarrhea (seem to go hand in hand - that vicious Exlax and carbon tablet cycle) ... Losing control ... People who cannot make up their minds (get a fucking grip!!) ... Dishonesty (cannot stand it, and will definitely not tolerate it) ... Self-Righteousness (We all make mistakes - even you!) ... Complacency ... Egotrips ... Games (PC, board and especially mindgames!!!) ... Sluts (male or female) ... Homophobes ... Xenophobes ... Racists ... Ageists ... Sexists ...
