I thought I should write a little something here, as well as the general stuff on the right.
Anyway, as with everyone all people in my life will have a different take on my personality.
From my point of view, I suppose I'm a pretty erratic person in the sense of: I can come across as being really talkative, confident, flirtatious and social in one light and be really awkward, shy and withdrawn at other times.
I can have these personality extremes around strangers as well as those who are closest.
I get fed up when I'm continuously around people, I suppose I generally prefer it to be on my terms and in my territory and in doses - Ultimately I prefer to be alone with my animals.
I've found alot of people in my life find things like this difficult to take but it's part of who I am so fuck it!
It would be nice in an ideal world to have a mate with a shared understanding but I doubt if I'll ever have that and honestly don't know if I want it anymore (sounds daft coming from 22 year old I'm sure but I have too many years on top of that for my own good!)
As with alot of people I'm not special in that it takes alot for me to get really emotionally involved with others this is because I am very tied to my emotions and I can't let go of intense ones easily. In my experience few understand their own emotions enough to be able to respect those of others, hence all the hurt in the world when it comes to people and relationships.
I wouldn't say I'm too sensitive however, I've just never met anyone who's empathetic enough of me, including friends.
I'm better at communicating in the written word rather than the spoken (my shy awkwardness can't take over then.)
From the rest of my profile it's clear I'm a huge animal lover - true feelers of the world! I appreciate all species apart from fleas - I really don't understand the need for those wee fuckers!
I currently share my dwellings with four felines ("Lady Obsidian Freya", "Gabriel", "Sarafin", and "Loki".) Six Lagamorphs ("Missy", "Ezme", "Tye", "Amber", "Madaline", and "Nexus.") Two amphibians ("Uziel" and "Pyrial.") Five reptiles ("Dominigue", "Sith", "Jenky", "Ero" and "Lector.") aswell as one other human, "John."
Career wise I have too many plans and know that I'll make them ALL happen! As well as heavy plans to have my own Small animal boarding/rescue facility (to narrow it down!)
I also plan on taking my writing and photography further together. This will probably be done using an alias because of my 'shy' side and alot of my creative side is very personal to me without the need for dissection by those who may see aspects of themselves.
Anyway I suppose there's too much to narrow down into one of these things so I'll end it here and you can interpret for yourself.
Just don't expect to be right!
RV xxx
