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.. width="425" height="350" .... width="425" height="350" ..illusion, mystery, drama, psychology, acting, turning heads and making people think or say, "what the fuck?!?!?!" of course i don't do that all the time, i mean every once in awhile it helps to fit in with the so called "status quo" loud music, kissing my lover Rozy, taking walks and driveing at night, playing my guitar, forensics, my deck of cards, rock climbing, cliff diving, bungy jumping, camping, cooking, swimming, fishing, exploring places i've never been before and in some cases i have been many times, ghost hunting, my custom fit vampire fangs, darkness, cemeteries, listening to the rain, running through the rain, fire, fireworks, basically anything that goes boom! state parks, amusement parks, being able to sit back, look up to the stars, reflect, and relax,
hmmmmmm...... very good question. i guess i'm just looking for some interesting, very open minded people that i can relate with, people that may consider themselves to be different in any way, whether it be how you view the world and the lives that we live, or better yet if you're into the arts..... any kind of arts. so i guess what i'm looking for are a few gothic, artistic, free spirited, open minded friends.... now i'll be the first to admit that i'm not 100% goth, nor do i pretend to be, nor label myself to be gothic, i act and dress the way i do only because it makes me feel somewhat complete and comfortable in my environment. So please, try to have some respect to the culture, if you're not goth, or if you don't know the history behind it, don't play me and others for a fool bc if you do, you'll just end up looking like a fucking idiot, oh and one more thing, as far as people that i don't want to meet on this site, if you're one that's extremely religious, whether it be hindu, muslim, christin, buddhist, baha'i, jewish, rastafarian, shintoist, sikh, taoist, wicken, pegan, or you where tinfoil on your head to keep the demons from talking to you, please keep your fucking religion to yourself if you're unable to have an open minded conversation about it, and talk about it in a respectful tone, and at least have some respect about what the other person is saying without blowing up in front of them, if there's one thing i hate is people trying to convince you to believe in something that they read in a book or heard from another human being, sure, when the time is right it can be interesting to discuss religion, as long as you can keep a cool head on your shoulders, have an open mind, and respect the person that you're having the conversation with, but then again you have these assholes that would gladly die for their religion, or even worse, try to kill others, simply because they believe in a different invisible being, and yes, i do say being and not man or woman so i don't offend anyone out there that may give a rats ass, i mean shit, what the fuck ever happened to doing something good simply because it made you feel good inside, or it made someone else feel better in their day to day life? although i do understand the concept of the case, that it's a crutch, something that people lean on to give them meaning to whatever hand that they have been dealt in this game we call life, to keep them on the right track, to keep them from killing each other, and to keep society as we know it civil to a point, howevr, let's face facts here people, religion can be a good thing, and it can also bring abouts unspeakable damage. sure it keeps people in line, but the evils of religion don't come from religion in itself, it comes from the people of that religion, not everyone of that relgion, but the ones who are so closed minded that they can't even see the impact of what they do, the impact of their selfishness. but before i say anything else, let me just say that i am not one to preach, and i do not want to start a movement or anything, but as far as i'm concerned we all are preying or talking to the same god, the only difference is that each and every religion has it's different prophets, who in turn thought they talked to god, and told everyone else how they should act........... with that said and in mind, i do however have something that i want to share with all of you, you'll be able to find it in david blaines book "mysterious stranger" David Blains Dream Manifesto: In order to live a fulfilled life, one must resist the temptations surrounding them:......Never overindulge...... have few extravagances.........resist addictions.........respect all life.......remember that a mistake is only a mistake if you fail to learn from it.........Accumulate knowledge, Listen, Read, Observe......Visit the Ocean.......Try to interact with all different types of people from all walks of life...........Wonder and be amazed...........Love and respect those close to you................Learn to love yourself.............Pursue your dreams and goals with passion, Our potential to create is limitless......................And now for something completely different, DON'T CREATE A ROBOT SUPERIOR TO HUMAN BEINGS OR IT WILL WIPE OUT THE HUMAN RACE!!!! fortunately i have always believed in this type of manifesto for most of my life. sad to say this perspective doesn't rest well in the eyes of others. those who grew up in a war of violence, blood, rage, death, destruction, poverty, hunger, disease and filth....most of this simmering to a boil inside there own family, or maybe they've just become entangled in a relentless net of chaos and drugs, violence, so called friends and debts from which they cannot escape. they are the ones that turn their heads and say that people like me will never understand what it's like to be hurt, to be cast aside, but they are wrong. i know very well what it's like, i know what happens in the world today. trust me, family can be a terrifying curse or a blessing at times. Don't ever think that i don't know what it's like, or even that others don't know what it's like, believe me my friend, you're not the only mother fucker with problems to deal with! when you think of it, if you don't have much wrong in your life, then you don't have much going on in your life! not everything is perfect and ya know what? that's life, that's what makes being alive so exciting at times.... infact it is reasons like these why people like me come to the perspective i'm at now, because we want a change, we are the ones that dare to dream......with all that said and done, if you'd like to contact me, i'll assume that you know how
KISS, aerosmith, ac/dc, black sabbath, iron maiden, manson, pink floyd, nine inch nails, steve vai and joe satriani, zeplin, van halen, nirvana, runs n roses, red hot chili pepers, quit riot, queen, ugly kid joe, korn, santana, bowie, the cure, skinny puppy, cyndi lauper, journey, savage garden, blues traveler, the doors, crystal method, sonic youth, the eagles, jet, linkin park, new found glory, no fx, flogging molly, anti flag, bouncing souls, yellowcard, bad religion, asg, taking back sunday, the casualties, good charlotte, alkaline trio, sugar cult, kmfdm, audio slave, shinedown, the culture club, the list goes on and on but i think i'll stop here for now
one of my favorite movies obviouslly is "the crow", but basically i love horror movies, i can't help but laugh at most of them bc they're so god damn retarded, and speaking about laughing, i love just about any type of comedy out there. every once in awhile though i admit i'll watch drama or maybe even a "chick flick"
simpsons, family guy, x files, mad tv, music videos, fear factor, the man show, ren and stimpy, myth busters, ghost hunters, everything on spike tv . oh and you can't forget the occasional programs on TLC, Discovery, CNN, travel, ect.
i don't read that much, but i do write every once in awhile when inspiration strikes, oh, and i love the KISS "Psycho circus" comic books and "the crow", wait a sec, i read PLAYBOY.....does that count?.......................YES I READ THE FREAKIN ARTICLES!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have many heroes..... but i wouldn't exactly call them heroes, more like role models bc they to do have there ups and downs, in my opinion to be a hero you need to be perfect, and i don't think anyone or anything could pull that off.