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smiling in c minor

Most people gaze neither into the past nor the future; they explore neither truth nor lies. They gaz

About Me

well i could tell a lot about me i guess. it all depends on exactly what you really want to know about me. there is my heart that's an artist, my brain that's a poet, and my hands tend to try and be musicians. however I'm nothing great at any of these things, except art. i was in the military, army airborne infantryman of all things. that was my first carrer. didn't like it that much so decided to do something else once i had done my time there. now its off to college to become a nurse. done the killing time for the healing. and my motto. well its the same its always been, suffer now and be happy later. that's it. the world so hard to understand is the world we cant live without. the world has no problems. people have problems. so that's the problem with the world. people. I'm shy, never been much of a people person. but however i do enjoy meeting new people. i have an open mind, so I'm not one of those closed minded people who think one way and one way only... you their way. I'm not like that. that's pretty much it i guess except for the fact i despise candy corn.Created with mySpace Profile Editor

My Interests

the minds problem solver for when the world spins to fast and you get to dizzy to know what to do with itself. music, art.

I'd like to meet:

myself, so if you see him around send him my way. phew for a minute there i lost myself. hahaha. id like to meet vasily kafanov, jack nicholson, and of course the king of music billy corgan.

Music:

a joyful noise that spills out of our mouths and hands, and sometimes feet. the one thing you have when you have nothing. anything billy corgan does, bright eyes, the faint, now it's overhead, cursive, the good life, azure ray, lets just say all of saddle-creek , Oakley Hall, Gillian Welch, wilco, the clash, bob dylan, Action Action,and the list goes on and on.

Movies:

nightmare before christmas, edward sissorhands, bringing out the dead, phantom of the opera, and there is more but i dont feel like naming them all.

Television:

im not much for television. but i do like some shows, like umm cowboy bebop, the family guy. basically adult swim. also rescue me, nip tuck, and my name is earl.

Books:

things that once filled our heads with knowledge now fill how heads with other peoples opinions and beliefs. but i do love good books. the dark tower series by stephen king, lord of the rings trilogy, vampire chronicals, and other stephen king books. odd thomas, forever odd,brother odd. also the da vinci code. i know everyone loves it but it really makes you stop and think you know.

Heroes:

billy corgan, conor oberst, vasily kafanov, edgar allen poe.

My Blog

Truth and consiquence

Well it twists in my head like a storm in the east a hurricane of worthlessness i'm caught inbetween So for this reason I can never be free of these thoughts inside. So I wake to a new day and swallow...
Posted by smiling in c minor on Fri, 09 May 2008 04:08:00 PST

There’s only one thing...

There's so much in life that I don't understand Like where am I going and what is the plan? These roads I travel, with compass in hand never will make me feel more like a man. I'm always lost, and ne...
Posted by smiling in c minor on Thu, 01 May 2008 04:30:00 PST

The intangibles

Well everything falls into place like those marble stones in ancient rome. Forming the foundations of life, but then again everything falls. When it does we continue building and fixing those unstable...
Posted by smiling in c minor on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 03:24:00 PST

Lost and found

On a distant shore a child is born so beautiful and frail. But breathing this cruel air is bound to make you stale. There are many roads In life you know which one will you take? Some high track whi...
Posted by smiling in c minor on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 04:31:00 PST

Broken piggy bank

I sold my heart for a nickle once got it back for a million more pieces like a broken piggy bank left lying on the floor. Supper glue fixes everything but it still needed that electro shock to fix th...
Posted by smiling in c minor on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 03:09:00 PST

It’s hard times, rainshoweres and sunshine.

I know that I can be easily replaced find any kid with a pen and I can be erased. But loving you is always the best of things with good morning kisses like butterfly wings. Finding you took a force mu...
Posted by smiling in c minor on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 04:45:00 PST

The minority paranoid blues

Sometimes life bares down too hard and we're cleaning the messes we've made. Maybe it was all in the cards but we still do it anyway. I mean after all it's the way we were taught from birth untill we...
Posted by smiling in c minor on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 05:28:00 PST

it was as it is

Like a copy cat playground kid you did exactly like I did. You found someone better, I found something worse. But my cluttered heart doesn't exceed that of your purse. So they dug their nails in deep ...
Posted by smiling in c minor on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 07:25:00 PST

A surreal existance

For all the days I missed I never thought I could live like this. Peacefull and sweat soft sewn lulliby. I feel it on winter days when everythings covered in white. We are all like snow flakes no two...
Posted by smiling in c minor on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 02:12:00 PST

My beautiful escape

I'm going to make an escape, yeah I'm gonna run away. I'm going to run like I did before, like I did when all those lies hit the floor. My heart fell pitch black, but after all this time the color cam...
Posted by smiling in c minor on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 04:05:00 PST