Chilling with the girls.
Hanging out around the sun
short skirts
hair in my face
coke (way better than pepsi)
flowers
colors (mianly bright ones)
hearts
stuff animals
talking
eating
reminising
taking pictures
watching movies
swimming
beaches
presents
the moon
stars
ice cream YUM!
going on the computer
talking on the phone
reading(sometimes)
wish to tavel one day
taking risks
reuniting with friends you havn't seen in forever!
water ballon fights
writing
learning about love
HUGS
kisses
meeting new people
thinking about my wedding day
&bout my children in the future.
I'd like to meet people who aren't rude. I'd love to meet my one and only, but I know I won't find him till he asks me to marry him and I die with him by my side. I'd also love to meet my future kids. So hurry up who ever my future husband is and lets mix together to make babies haha. Okay enough of that. But I'd truly give alot to meet up with the people I once knew, but have lost contact with. I know there is many of them. I've always wished to keep intouch.groove;position:absolute;top:0px;left:0px;height:119
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ONE WISH
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I like my emo,screamo,rock.
I love R&B and slow Jams.
hiphop&rap is cool.
country is nice.
starting to like techno[sp?] &oprea is cool.
I love watching movies. If I remembered all my husbands I would put a picture of them. haha.. Melissa started a trend. I love picking out husbands in movies now. but I really like Phantom of the Opera. on of my all time favorite movies.
God As everyone must, I adore god and always will. He gave me a chance to live, and he is going to give me the most happiest times of my life. And with the worst times of my life, how would I not learn if I never had some? Then I know that when I die there will always be someone waiting for me, if not family, then god. But always family, friends, and god will always be waiting for me. They will be there to invite me into heaven, and tell me that it will be okay that life will be good and it was time for me to leave. He gave me my family, and soon he will also give me a family that I can take care of. That I can love as much as I can to them. He will show me the way, he will give me strength. He will always be there for me to talk to, to pray to. He might not say anything back, but some actions that I might take might be his answers. He will always be there to listen, to help me out with everything. I love you god, god is enough. I love you
family I know we h ave been through alot of rough times, and I bet we still will be going through alot of rough times. we aren't the worlds greatest family, but we aint fake. We get into a heck load of fights. They aren't always there for me, but my auntie (who we adopted so now I call her my sister) was always there to give me advice, leand me a helping hand, or money or what ever. She was just there for me. but not anymore, she is leaving me. But she is 20 she has to leave. but she isn't so independent as she thinks she is, but thats really her problem. I know our family isn't perfect, I do wish my family wasn't like how it is, but I gots to live with it. Soon I will have a family myself, and I will have the best family in the world. we will be there for one another, lend helping hands. And always have family talks and everything. I can't till I get married
Arvie
I love you with all my heart. You have been there for me through thick and thin, I promise to never forget you. I always remember our times when we would pig out, while we were watching tv and have our long talks. I miss them, I miss them alot. I promise we will have them again, soon. I'm planing my Debut already, as you know, and of course you are going to be one of my candles. you are very important to me, so you better come to my debut. And you know for my wedding for sure you are going to be my maid of honor our elementary years
haha.. man first grade.. we were so the spice girlswith you bestfriend. Because I don't hear from you as much as I wish to. But just wait, I will be there again, maybe its tomorrow, maybe its in a few days, weeks, months, years? hehe. I'll be sure to be back before you go off to college. And when you do, we better be going to colleges near one another! Man.. I really miss having you in my classes, watching you fall asleep and have some marks on your paper like a weirdo:P hehe. loser! jk. Man.. I miss all of it. I miss you so much! I have how far apart we are from one another, and how I don't have my computer to have atleast pictures to remind me of you! Aurg.. stupid moving! But I'm going to be moving in a house soon! Come visit me, NOW! please! I miss you so much! I promise it won't be a waste of money. I think they have mac flight here! :( PLEASE! Okay I need to stop begging, it won't get me anywhere.. like I can't beg to go back to Japan, but I shall try! hehe.. I'm such a loser. Man.. I miss you! Aurg.. us and our slow times.. why did we always have two diffrent conversations when we think that we are both talking about the same thing? its so weird. YOu are such a loser bestfriend! hehe.. but in a cool way? hehe. of course man! We are always cool! hehe. Aurg.. remember all the little group thingys we were in.
our elementary years
haha.. man first grade.. we were so the spicegirlz! hehe.. who was in the group? You, Karla, Nina, Samantha, Neslie, &I. It was only us right? haha.. remember we would make up some weird songs, we were crazy! And that whole spicegirlz talent show thingy, haha.. I so want to see the vedio tape! I remember your dad vedio taped it and we watched it. Gosh I gots good memory. haha.. syke! Sometimes I do.. on things that I don't really need to remember but I want to remember. haha.. Ooh wells I'm still cool. But yeah.. remember we would dance on your bed while you sang. haha.. and playing dress up. and while we were showering we would turn off the light and also trow cold water on one another. We were crazy! hehe.. Well then in 4-5th grade we were still there for one another but we weren't so close. But of course I will always remember all your boyfriends. haha.. like your real one. OMG.. Remember Andrew Enono(sp?) .. I liked him even if I was like Eeww! hehe.. and I remember when you and Nina said you guys did too! hehe.. what a weird world. H that was going to beat them up doing karate moves? haha.. and they got caught and got in trouble? And we got their bags for them. haha.. weird memories. Ooh remember the dance for heart breaker? haha.. good time good times. Kris has the vedio tape of that... because it was on her birthday party. we were all in a circle and all that. haha.. I remember all the good times! haha.. there is so much more memories.. aurg.. Ooh yeah the so called "club house" haha. and how we would sneak into houses? man we were weird. And we would flood the houses so we can slip and slid around? haha.. remember that? Or we would be bad ass and smoke.. haha.. sorta? paper? haha.. you were there right? Well if not that was with Lanna and Janice haha.
Middle school
remember the crew? Bandana girls? haha.. we were loser! but naw that wasn't the group name.. we were just people hanging out. not a group but just friends.. who were cool! hehe. who was in it? You, Paola, Nina, Cassey, and I? or was there more? OMG.. I feel bad if I did leave anyone out though. Well yeah us girls were like just weird. haha.. but when you left we did fall apart. OMG.. I feel so bad! Remember the day you left, we didn't drop you off all the way because there was hot guys? show how good of friends we were. Sorry bestfriend! You know I love you High school
I got to see you when I went to Guam! hehe:) &I "Logan?" you:"no, okay I don't think I like anyone anymore" haha.. and yes it was Logan everyone knew! hehe..you aren't slick love. haha.. I know you to well. Ooh remember the day that Sumner broke up with me.. Kc said "you two look sad, but Arvie you look sadder" haha.. I was like wow.. I must look very happy:sorta. This was when I went out with Dj &I "Logan?" you:"no, okay I don't think I like anyone anymore" haha.. and yes it was Logan everyone knew! hehe..you aren't slick love. haha.. I know you to well. Ooh remember the day that Sumner broke up with me.. Kc said "you two look sad, but Arvie you look sadder" haha.. I was like wow.. I must look very happy:). thats when we had it doesn't like to write people! haha.. so I shall call sometime soon. Okay? I love you with all my heart. I'll always be here for you no matter what. Come visit me soon! Muahs
Renae Hey love
Nika&Jarvis
Nika&Jarvis [I'll add more soon]
Melissa&Libby I miss you guys so much. YOu have showen me so much. I love how you guys changed me. Its always great to be in a little group of friends, who were never really close, then all of a sudden become oh so close to one another. I must admit, I was shy to hang out with Libby, because I didn't think she would of liked to hang out with me. I didn't think she liked me very much, untill she asked me if I wanted to hang out with her. So I brought Melissa along also. We all weren't so close, but we started hanging out alot. Hanging out with Melissa and LIbby, made conflict between my other bestfriend and Libby. Cassey said that Libby was using me because her and her bestfriend weren't bestfriends anymore. but I found out the truth, she was just jelous ( I don't know why, I still loved Cassey with all my heart and I would hang out with her alot hehe ) But yeah she told me she was. Well Melissa and I weren't even close either, she told me she was afraid of me because I don't know of the people I use to hang out with? haha.. not that we were scary or anything, but they were just diffrent? haha but I'm glad she loves me now. Us three had so much memories together. We would always have sleep overs and just sit around and lstened 2 music and jam out! hehe. And making cakes all the darn time! haha.. remember? Va.G's birthday, Libby's birthday, Libbys other birthday with cookies, haha just so much sweets we ate 2 summers ago. It was so much memories involved. I love it. I miss all of it. But we will all meet up again. We are each in diffrent places, Melissa is back in japan, Libby is in washington, and I am all the way in Florida. :( I miss you guys! [I'll add more later]
Christy Z. She doesn't know it, but she has changed a big part in my life. I mean her and I aren't close any more, or neither are we much of friends. Maybe just an aquatence or maybe even nothing? I hope its not nothing, because she did change a big part in my life. I don't know if she knows it but she did. She gave me friendship in such little time. We were close to where we were un seperatable. Even if when we first met it was on the computer. We got close the first few times we talked. it was like wow... bestfriend status already. :) But after awhile, I guess a girls group couldn't work out, what do you think? Girls group usually have drama and I guess we were all just stubern to fix it up? Thats why its usually better to have a mix of boys and girls.. but its also sometimes nice having just girls. we had alot of girl talk. and we had alot of fun. we all had our periods after one another. Like it was in a row all the time. except once I gave it to Libby twice in one month when we went to Korea. But anyways.. haha.. Christy and I, we been through so much. She helped me get with Dj. Ooh how great it was when I got with him. I think she got just as happy as me when we started going out. she was the best of making me happy and hyped about something. She was so weird. haha.. and that one time when her and Chris got together and everyone wanted to beat him up.. that was so weird. We had alot of great adventurous times. I miss them. she was a great person to be around. She helped me with all my problems and maybe I should of thanked her more than I did. But all I thought about was the bad times, which made me grow a dislike for her. I'm sorry for all that, we messed up, I messed up. I really tried to become friends again, because after thinking about all the people I left, behi nd I thought about her. She was there for me when some people weren't. She gave me the best first impression. I can never forget how we first saw each other as "bestfriends." it was the weirdest thing. When I first saw her where we were suppose to met it was like one of the greatest things. We made our wedding day, we made faces with apples, we ate where arvie worked at. it was just like wow... this is great! alot happened on the first day we met. I miss everything we had, and I'm sorry that we dont' talk anymore. But she is one of my heros just because she has changed and listened so much to what I had to say. She gave me good advice and she was there for me, unlike most people. I miss her but I guess she has moved on with it. but she will always be one of my heros
continue: *sigh* as much as she doesn't know I still love her, and I still do miss her. But her life had a diffrent turn and now we aren't as much as anything but nothing. we don't have our talks anymore. but I don't know anymore. I hope all is well with her and the best of luck with her and jake.