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alcarin

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About Me


I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it I've learned that there is a fine line between genius and insanity. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. And the real pains in the ass are permanent.
You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have truly lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love.
Tja, was gibt es über mich zu erzählen...???
Freunde kennen mich....alle anderen können mich....*lol*
friends know me well.... the rest can kiss my a.. *lol*

ich mag all das was andere menschen auch mögen,das macht mich zu einer unter vielen.
jedoch gibt es vielleicht dinge die ich intensiver genieße und mag und das wiederum läßt mich schon von der breiten masse etwas abrücken,
denn "mögen"tut man eine menge,
jedoch ist eine kunst das was man mag auch zu genießen und zu"leben"... ;)
lange Sommernächte, den ersten Regen im Sommer, nicht alleine unter einer Bettdecke schlafen,
Kaffee...(glaube,ich bin süchtig nach dem zeug...*g*),
Rotwein, reisen,
meine verrückten Freunde,party,party,party... ;)
shoppen....alles,was spaß macht...
ach ja, und kirmes im november!!!!!
mich langweilt das was andere menschen auch langweilt,
nur stell ich mir die frage ob mich das was andere langweilt auch langweilen muß,
oder ob ich versuche mich mit den dingen auseinanderzusetzen,auch wenn sie nicht immer positiv sind.
wenn man das macht ist man anders als andere,weil die einstellung zum leben positiv ist...
auch wenn das nicht immer so klappt...;)
Was ich absolut nicht mag:
Streß, Früh raus müssen...und das muss ich leider allzu oft..., Streiten, Wieder nur Rechnungen im Briefkasten, Arbeiten wenn andere Feiern können, alles, was bitter schmeckt, Unehrlichkeit, Putzen,
Vorgesetzte die sich wie Arschl***** verhalten (kenne da so einige...),
sich einsam fühlen, Filmriß, Papierkram erledigen, Dauerregen,
daß hier nix los ist,
Gewalt (im echten Leben), Nachtprogramm im TV (unverschämt!),
das Verhalten deutscher Autofahrer (unter aller S..)
u.v.m.

My Interests



Musik

Meine Katzen

Schreiben,
Weggehen mit Freunden,
Fotografieren
Reisen, andere Länder, andere Sprachen,...
einfach alles, was mir spaß macht!
now everything in english...my god....
hope it's not too awfull *g*
my cat,writing,going out with friends,other countries,other languages,music...
just everything that turns me in a good mood
just want to have fun

A 200 Question Fun Survey 4 Myspace (All The Bzoink Surveys Put Together)
Full Name:: ...
Birthday:: november 20th 1978
Birthplace:: Soest,NRW,Germany
Eye Color:: blue
Hair Color:: dark red/black
Height:: 168cm
Weight:: 51 kg
Right handed or Left handed?: right handed
Your Heritage:: -
My Worst Habit:: left my key in the flat..but noticed it after closing the door...
Zodiac Sign:: scorpion
Shoe Size:: 39 european size
Pants Size:: 36 european size
Innie or Outie?: -
Parents Still Together?: yes
The Shoes You Wore Today:: don't wore shoes..believe it or not:it's a warm day ;)
Your Weakness:: you don't really wanna know ;)
Your Fears:: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!spiders!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your Perfect Pizza:: hot and vegetarian
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:: meet new friends from all over the world, do something really crazy...
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: ...ähm...
Thoughts First Waking Up:: on mondays:oh shit...it's monday
where's my coffee
Your Best Physical Feature:: stamina
Your Bedtime:: when i'm tired
Your Most Missed Memory:: my best friend
MY FAVORITES
Favorite color?: light blue and brown
Food?: chicken,salad,paprika
Sport?: like watching football,myself...bicicle tours
Animal?: cats
Ice Cream?: lemon
Candy?: a lot
Store?: only you
Salad Dressing?: joghurt
Actor?: johnny depp
Song?: a lot
Letter?: m
Number?: 4
Gum?: cherry
Holiday?: halloween, christmas
Season?: autumn,winter
Toothpaste Flavor?: peppermint
Radio Station?: 1live
Perfume?: magnetism escada
Scent besides perfume?: vanille
Body part on the opposite sex?: eyes
FRIENDS AND LIFE
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: i wanna be "I"
How Do You Want To Die?: short and painlessly
Turn ons:: loving caring great personality
Turn offs:: stupid, narrow-minded persons
Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You?: my best "new"friend
Who's The Loudest?: Katharina
Who Makes You Laugh The Most?: Katharina
Who Have You Known The Longest?: Katharina
Who's The Shyist?: Ella
When Have You Cried The Most?: when my friend died
What Is The Best Feeling In The World?: if you have someone who likes you as you are
Worst Feeling?: when you're alone
Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up?: don't know...but not here!!!!
If You Could Change One Thing About You What Would It Be?: my hair
How Long Do You Think You'll Live?: i hope long enough...but not too long
FINISH EACH SENTENCE
Let's walk on the: beach
Let's look at the: stars
What a nice: evening
Where did all the: time go
Why can't we: stay like this forever
Silly, little: grummy
Isn't it weird that: we found that
Never under any circumstance: would i go there
I wish: my dreams come true
Everyone has a: secret
I am: what i am
HAVE YOU EVER
Been In Love?: yes
Been To Juvie?: hell...no
Mooned Someone?:
Been Rejected?: yep
Ran Away From Home?: yep
Pictured Your Crush Naked?: *lol*yes
Skipped School?:
Thought About Suicide?: years ago
Slept Outside?: yes
Laughed So Hard You Cried?: oh yeah, often
Cried In School?: yes
Thrown Up In School?: yes
Wanted To Be a Model?: no
Cheated On Someone?: no
Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today?: hehehehehe several times
Seen A Dead Body?: yes
Been Bitched Out?: no
Drank Alcohol?: yes
Smoked?: yes
Been On Drugs?:
Eaten Sushi?: yes
Been On Stage?: a few times
Gone Skinny Dipping?:
Shoplifted?:
Been Drunk?: yes
Been Called A Tease?: yes everytime i'm tryin 2 get my friends on their nerves
Been Beaten Up?:
DO YOU
Swear?:
Sing Well?:
Shower Daily?: yes
Want To Go To College?: no
Want To Get Married?: maybe, don't know
Believe In Yourself?: yes
Get Motion Sickness?: no
Think You Are Attractive?: yes
Get Along With Your Parents?: yes
Like Thunderstorms?: no
Play An Instrument?: no
Own An IPOD?: no
Pray?: often
Go To Church?: sometimes
Sleep With Stuffed Animals?: yes, my elk "Elmo"
Keep A Journal/Diary?: sometimes
Dance In The Rain?: yes
Sing In The Shower?: yes
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke?: coke
McDonald's or Burger King?: McDonald's
Single or Group Dates?: single
Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries?: strawberries
Meat or Veggies?: veggies
TV or Movie?: movie
Guitar or Drums?: guitar
Adidas or Nike?: nike
Chinese or Mexican?: chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes?: corn flakes
Cake or Pie?: cake
MTV or VH1?: mtv
Blind or Deaf?: deaf
Boxers or Briefs?: briefs
CAN YOU
Do The Splits?: no
Write With Both Hands?: yep
Whistle?: yes
Blow A Bubble?: yes
Roll Your Tongue In A Circle?: no
Cross Your Eyes?: yes
Walk With Your Toes Curled?: no
Touch Your Tongue to Your Nose?: no
Dance?: yes
Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry?: yes
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
You Touched:: a friend
You Talked To On The Phone:: a friend
You Instant Messaged:: a friend
You Hugged:: a friend
You Yelled At:: my mother
You Played A Sport With:: my neighbour
WHAT'S THE LAST
Time You Laughed?: few minutes ago
Time You Cried?: last week
Movie You Watched?: elizabethtown
Flavor Of Gum You Chewed?: Airwaves cassis
Joke You Told?: a dirty one ha, ha, ha.. ;)
Song You've Sung?: rumors
RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT
Where Are You?: my living room
What Can You See Out Your Window?: the huuuuge garden behind the house
Are You Listening To Music?: yea
What Are You Wearing?: shirt and pants
What's On Your Mousepad?: ; ) Orlando Bloom
BELIEFS
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: maybe
Do you believe in miracles?: yes
Magic?: don't know
Love at first sight?: yes
God?: yes
Satan?: no
Ghosts?: no
Santa?: *lol*
Evolution?:
IN A BOY...
Fav Eye Color:: green or blue ,but also brown
Fav Hair Color::
Short or Long Hair:: something between
Height:: taller than me
Weight::
Best Clothing Style::
RANDOM
What Country Would You Most Like To Visit?:
Number Of CD's I Own:: don't know
Your Good Luck Charm::
How many pillows do you sleep with?: 2
Do you drink milk?: yes
Person You Hate Most::
Most Outdated Phrase:: call back later
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?:
How many rings until you answer the phone?: 6
What is something scientists need to invent?:
Are you a health freak?:
Are you a virgin?: **lol** ; )
If you could travel into space, where would you go?: to the moon
What is the worst weather?: rainy weather with fog
Did you play with Barbies as a child?: i'm sorry:yes
How many grades have you failed?: none
any other questions???? ;)
don't be shy...ask

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Falling for Johnny
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Music:

yeah...music rules
can't live without it!!!
Jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, die brauche ich unbedingt!!!!!!!
Ohne Musik geht gar nichts...
Höre eigentlich fast alles, von Jazz über Rock...Pop...Hip Hop...R'nB...Trance...
Kommt ganz auf meine Stimmung an und auf die Leute, die das Glück haben,mit mir zu feiern...!!! ;)
Aber vor allem:
Justin Timberlake,
2 Pac,Mary J. Blige,Diddy,Timbaland...
The Rasmus
HIM
Norah Jones
James Blunt
The Fray, Billy Talent,....
One Republic
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Nickelback,Stone Temple Pilots, Smashing Pumpkins,Breaking Benjamin
Creed, Linkin Park,
sum 41

seether, three days grace...
Armin van Buuren
John Coltrane,...
and many many more

Movies:



.. Das Haus am See, Elizabethtown, Fluch der Karibik, Familie Stone, Weil es dich gibt,Pulp Fiction,
Harry PotterNEIIIN!!!Das war nur ein Scherz!!!!!

MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Sleepy Hollow

Elizabethtown
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Television:

eigentlich so gut wie gar nicht...es sei denn,es läuft
KOQ, Dr. House, Ciminal Intend, CSI, Without a trace, Scrubs

HOUSE KICKS ASS!!!
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Books:

Ja, Bücher hab ich auch:
Von
Paulo Coelho
Marc Levy
Ake Edwardson;
Der wunde Punkt...Anleitung zum Unglücklichsein...Der Buddha aus der Vorstadt...
und noch ein paar mehr...komme bloß nicht dazu, sie zu lesen...

Heroes:

Gibt es eigentlich nicht für mich...Bin mein eigener Held ;)

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