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Ave

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About Me



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Hop my heart on
harp my height
seraphs hold me steady
Hip my angel
hype my light
lay it on the needy
Ginsberg
In your light I learn how to love.
In your beauty, how to make poems.
You dance inside my chest,
where no one sees you,
but sometimes I do,
and that sight becomes this art.
Rumi

My Interests

Sleeping between shoulderblades. Lunatic jaunts. Writing. Accidentally reading. Deserted streets. Crowded streets. Eye contact. Music. Mythology. Fingerprints. Bass, drums, and other things that are low and go boom. Hypertext. Accidental pictures. Found notebooks/slips of paper/other scraps. Green growing things. Standing very still.

I'd like to meet:

my reflection.

Music:

Aesop Rock, Tori Amos, Aphex Twin, Fiona Apple, A Perfect Circle, The Arcade Fire, Gnarls Barkley, Beck, Beethoven, Bjork, Boards of Canada, Charming Hostess, Leonard Cohen, Cursive, David Bowie, Dead Can Dance, The Dismemberment Plan, The Dresden Dolls, edIT, Emiliana Torrini, The Fall of Troy, Flunk, Geezer Lake, Godspeed! You Black Emporor, The Golden Palominos, Handsome Boy Modeling School, Billy Holiday, Joanna Newsom, Dj Krush, Lotion, Lucero, Mr. Marley, The Mars Volta, Massive Attack, Matisyahu, Matson Jones, The Mighty Stef, Mr. Bungle, Mozart, Mum, Murder by Death, My Bloody Valentine, No Means No, Olive, Outkast, P.O.S., Portishead, Prefuse 73, Radiohead, Red Snapper, Rise Against, Henry Rollins, Roots Manuva, Sage Francis, Sigur Ros, Paul Simon, Sneaker Pimps, Sol.Illaquists, Sole, Soul Coughing, SQUAREPUSHER, Supreme Beings of Leisure, Tom Waits, Tool, UNKLE, Until We Wake, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yo La Tengo

Movies:

Pan's Labyrinth. The Pillow Book. Jacob's Ladder. Mirrormask. Neverwhere. Appleseed. Last Exile. Underworld. Gross Pointe Blank. Labyrinth. Dark Crystal. Ghost Dog. 28 Days Later. I don't like gore, zombies, situational comedy, stupidity, or war. Kafka. Pi. Pirates. Dead Man. This weird silent film where a group of traveling actors play chess with Death on the beach. If you can tell me what movie it is, I'll give you a prize.

Television:

No.

Books:

pretend you don't understand
reckless letters I wrote
can't read my crooked hand
decode these cryptic notes
--Harryette Mullen, Muse & Drudge
Hardcore zen (Read it now.) The God of Small Things. BOOK OF LIGHTS. Epiplectic Bicycle. Discovery of Heaven. The Descent. Warrior of the Light. Desolation Angels. Oryx and Crake. Kushiel's Dart. Perdido Street Station. Anything Eco. Anything Rumi. Palace Walk. The Difference Engine. Celestial Matters. SINGULARITY SKY. The Lucifer Principle. Godel, Escher, Bach. This Present Darkness. Neon Vernacular. IN THE SURGICAL THEATER. Wedding Day. Narcissus & Goldmund. Anything Octavio Paz. John Updike. Love is a Dog from Hell. The Crimson Petal and the White. House of Leaves. Only Revolutions. Siddartha. CANDIDE. The Castle of Otranto. EDWARD ABBEY.

Heroes:

When The Pawn Hits The Conflicts He Thinks Like A King What He Knows Throws The Blows When He Goes To The Fight And He'll Win The Whole Thing 'Fore He Enters The Ring There's No Body To Batter When Your Mind Is Your Might So When You Go Solo, You Hold Your Own Hand And Remember That Depth Is The Greatest Of Heights And If You Know Where You Stand, Then You Know Where To Land And If You Fall It Won't Matter, Cuz You'll Know That You're Right.

My Blog

almost summer in the city...note to self

Summer in the city means cleavage cleavage cleavage And I start to miss you, baby, sometimes I've been staying up and drinking in a late night establishment Telling strangers personal things Summ...
Posted by Ave on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 05:42:00 PST

The world is getting smaller.

Grandmother died this morning. Knew it was coming, but. Still pretty sad. Thought I was maybe ready to say something about it, but apparently not. **edit:** I'm ok. Sad, yes. But ok....
Posted by Ave on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 07:20:00 PST

The Tree of Life Grows in a Graveyard

Oh how rapidly the landscape shifts, lines of fault calling vertigo to feet unsteady       snow-covered       aching from walking widdershins about th...
Posted by Ave on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 01:23:00 PST

Because sometimes I get bored.

1. Is your second toe longer than your first?My toes are creepily of equal length, basically. fear my paws. 2. Do you have a favorite type of pen?Le Pen. No shitting. They're apparently markers, but...
Posted by Ave on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 09:14:00 PST

fraction Mirah lyrics--moodcatcher.

There was a child / Who was born to be The one who comforts me / Who was born strong And brave and holy, / Loves me rough and tenderlyCan it be understood / .........................................I...
Posted by Ave on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 11:21:00 PST

2006 survey thinger

2006 SurveyBASICSAge you turned: 25Did you grow?: I think I'm shrinking, actually.School/Work: Junior bitches. Switched major back to writing after the mishap I didn't bother to correct, picked up a m...
Posted by Ave on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 07:38:00 PST

If you haven't heard...

Friday before Christmas got hit by a car.No, I was not in a car.Yes, I went flying across a parking lot.I am the only girl on earth that could get goosed by an F150. I don't actually think it was an F...
Posted by Ave on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 08:39:00 PST

First thought best thought and others.

so you want to be a writer?Charles Bukowskiif it doesn't come bursting out of youin spite of everything,don't do it.unless it comes unasked out of yourheart and your mind and your mouthand your gut,do...
Posted by Ave on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 10:34:00 PST

architext

and I am so obtuse. i am combating this strange compulsion today to take all of my journals and leave them somewhere. emotional idiot--give myself whiplash--trying to wrap my arms around a steadily gr...
Posted by Ave on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 01:38:00 PST

note to self

   No really, just a note to myself. This morning I had a dream that I had f-holes in my upper back between my shoulderblades that whistled/hummed when I breathed. 1. Why in the back? Is m...
Posted by Ave on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 05:11:00 PST