but first im going to take your advice, im going to keep on living, growing, being healthy and feeling loved. my payback to you is to not waste what you've given me. i love you and i hope that next time we meet ill be able to show you how much you've done.hot water music - reformed aspiring opptimist it was actual y the beach .
gretchen ross,
ill listen to you, or whats on the radio.. but if you talk for too long ill start to stare at something, then by the time im staring at the second thing i stare at thats when youve lost me probably. and ll look over and then maybe ill turn on the radio to listen to music. also i like hearing the sounds of people fucking and i like srtange rythms and cat noises and music too music music music music no talking :doseone/anticon :lesclaypool less and less :ween :mfdoom :aesoprock :elp&affiliates/defjux/can.ox more and more :cavelight :catnoises :cashmoneyzillionaires :drumsstrings :mmw :the bad memory presidents
i like movies when i havent seen them in a long time and my imaginatuion makes them better than they are. also i like movies that i havent seen yet for the same reason. both of these pleasurable imaginations of course are destroyed upon the watching of said 'not so good' movie[s]. except sometimes i see good movies, but i dont realy remember them, because then i get to imagine them even better, and if a movie is good i get to watch it again and again for the first time. now you have an insight into the way my brain works.....concerning movies.
the wind up bird chronicle (..1) thanks to rosemary by murakami, nietche thanks to joe, robins-geoff, the rest of joe and mindy's books sans derrida (but now i know SOMETHING about his language thanks to pomo4beginners (aw)))), brian green physics, entanglement, [the first half of] the order of things (foucault) history of madness and insanity, match books, freakanomics, dune , man and his symbols, what would dt watch, gaston b. and the p. of s.. howard zinn again. h of us. mmmmmm... , interaction of color, ways of seeing, alan watts, aristotle. juice kidding. shelly duival. baudrillard, oyster duval, bloody roar, ishmael, twilight of the idol, human all too human is my current fav. the only poetry i like is hidden in rap
jesus, martin luther, socrates, donnie darko, .. the norm