my name is alexandra/ali and when i have too much to say, i don't say anything at all.
"sometimes i feel like i'm not... solid. i'm hollow. there's... nothing behind my eyes. i'm a negative person. it's as if i never... i never thought anything. i never felt anything. all i want is blackness, blackness and silence."
o'youth seek not others
for you're seeking hell
waste not young life in vain
sight of flesh so tender
only brings heartache and pain
it's all mirage in desert of vanity
"o'youth seek not others
but yourself - seek well.
only silence may reveal true warriors heart."
seek not - be one to be sought for.
whatever is brought to you - you take.
"never thank for pleasures not asked for"
in solitude the strong shall flourish
in bloom is loner's heart
envy not others - it's their part
o'youth, take my word
true wisdom is voice of tranquil heart
those restless in youth are never truly born.
- unholy
