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About Me

I just love LOVE...and i am predictably unpredictable gurl. I say the crudest words, random coversations and i pretty much love laughing my heart out. I sleep with six pillows and everyone who knows me fears that i might be a tad bit insane. Which i never deny. I am crazy about smooth jazz and the sound of the saxaphone and i want to hear it when i make love to someone and i don't care if he likes the chinese opera :P. Yeah, i love wearing oversize t-shirts and don't really feel that i should be arrogant to be as sexy as i should be, but hey that's me (wink). I'm giving, affectionate and i love making out...im such a romance loonie. I don't give out the general impression of a softie, but i totally am. I cry during commercials and hallmark cards. I'm a total embarassment!!! I like cherries and bailey's on the rocks, hot sake and black guiness, grooving to the music of the night.. and more seriously : Fantastic IRONICALLY getting more aquainted with the meaning of being human. MyGen Profile Generator.. "

My Interests

Recycling, finding ol' love letters, massages, kisses, jazz, late night showers, chocolate soy milk, coffee and tea, dogs, naan 'n curry, salvation army, acting silly, XXL shirts & pants, getting gifts, sunflowers, the smell of freshly cut grass, chatting on the fone, love, bright smiles...everything

I'd like to meet:

I'm a total free spirit, go with the flow girl and can't be restricted too much with seriousness..i would like to meet my match-i know he is somewhere out there...and he is as carefree as i am.......I get along with almost anyone however I do appreciate those who dont take the little things for granted. I enjoy listening so people lets express ourselfs a little more, seems like so many are afraid and hold back exactly what's on there mind. These days its hard to find a man who will take his time. Maybe im just a 50 year old woman in a 23 year old body? lol Oh well. . And once and for all I love affectionate people ...Big hugs for everyone! No womanizer punk, playas, pimps whatever the crap u call it-sorry-...I secretly wanna let my guard down , but am to afraid to meet another a-hole. so dont tell me u can drop it like its hot cos its prolly drop it like its hahah are u fucking kidding me? Someone that appreciates my silly persona.who thinks im supercool. Saxophonist. Peeps i can chill with and have some beers. Someone. You perhaps?

Music:

When i feel cold and lonely i listen to "thats the way love goes by janet jackson or "dreamlover" by mariah carey. And when i feel like a cocktail i go with "cocomo" by the beach boys. When i feel gangsta i'll stick with TI's you don't know me...and when i feel like getting it down, i'll go with goldigger with mr kanye west and the list goes on and on and...hey mr dj put the record on i wanna dance with my baby , cos music makes the people come together...

Movies:

Yeah gimme some of the skin and blood, i wanna see you slice it up. Horror movies are my fav...Fuck the ring 1 and 2, its dumb, we are talking about saw 1 and 2, and texas chainsaw massacre and stephen king's IT. I urge you to make me scream with fear and waking up with nightmares. Afraid of going to bed becos of the unseen. Or i like comedy, one that doesnt make any sense, like dude where's my car or harold and kumar went to white castle, and dont forget mr. shagedelic from the 70's...Austin Powers baby!!!

Television:

Screw professionalism porn, i like it soft, BBC America, EuroMaxx documentaries, Animal Rescue, reality shows...smooth jazz tv every saturday,cheaters and court tv.

Books:

I'm into Shakespeare at the moment, and my lil black book with all my emotions and scribblings in it. It's me bookie of lifey. You can read it after i'm dead.

Heroes:

The locksmith, triple A and most of all GOD. And this guy, i absolutely adore...ahhh such indian pride... img src="http://www.port.hu/picture/instance_2/37290_2.jpg".

My Blog

Still not going out

Still staying home and doing my thang.So much better because i don't have to deal with men.Been working on something more important, like my reading and listening to my jazz and living the independent...
Posted by *Becoming X* on Fri, 04 May 2007 10:15:00 PST

Wow i haven't been on myspace

I used to be obsessed with this thing, but now i am only here to check my messages. More updates coming about my life. So many things had happened but learning great experiences along the way :)
Posted by *Becoming X* on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 08:47:00 PST

Ugly drunk pics of me and headboppers!

Woah, I never had this much fun this year since I moved to SF! Oh my god i needed such a great night out and it rocked my world. The band loved us and we got all the attention from them. One of them e...
Posted by *Becoming X* on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 10:32:00 PST

I feel it, it's coming..

I think i might just drop this whole guy that i am head over heels with. Something tells me this is not promising. Something tells me he won't come visit unless he has other plans than me. So scr...
Posted by *Becoming X* on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 12:52:00 PST

Is it okay to be this honest?

So, I know the deal. How you can't tell a guy how much you like him and how he is so perfect and that you love everything about him it will scare him away. But what happens if this so called perfect g...
Posted by *Becoming X* on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 04:40:00 PST

Do u think im BORING.

i dont go out at all, and i say at all, ive been doing the what u call, daytime life, and not interested in the nightlife. Why? Well first of all, low lighting in bars/ clubs only make ugly people loo...
Posted by *Becoming X* on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 09:19:00 PST

I have stomach flu

thats all i wanna say and i lost my phone so if ure reading this pls message me with ur name and phone number cos i lost urs.. i dont feel good at all, head spinning, water puking , everything i eat i...
Posted by *Becoming X* on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 11:14:00 PST

I'm like a new born baby.

I used to be so unhappy, so lonely, and depressed and was finding the reason why i felt the way i do. But now, i am quite happy, not very lonely and not very depressed at all. As I am writing this, i ...
Posted by *Becoming X* on Sat, 20 May 2006 12:43:00 PST

Just another day of pondering...

I had lots of things to say about intamacy and how it affects me, how it can fuck me up and yet make me better, it changes my moods, like music does. The weather changes my moods too, but also...
Posted by *Becoming X* on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 01:42:00 PST

This says Read Me! Read Me!

1.where have you been hours ago?-->had a walk, got lost, came back2.what do you wanna be called--> Jesus, The son of Christ3.do you like your name?--> NO, i prefer Jesus4.can you remember what you did...
Posted by *Becoming X* on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 05:25:00 PST