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*Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany]

Lord, please open my eyes so that I may see that I'm good enough

About Me

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HEy GUYS!
Well you probably want to know what I’m like…basically, I’m a goofball. I love to just be silly and have fun laughing at myself. People that can make me laugh pass in my book. I can be serious when the time is right, but most of the time I just want to laugh and have a good time. Life is too precious to be serious all the time and worry about everything. That is what I’m working on now. My biggest weakness is tied between worrying and commitments. I’m horrible at commitments which, I believe, has something to do with me hating structure. That’s right, I don’t like everyday to be the same. Basically, because I hate structure I never really plan anything – I just go with the flow. Which drives some people nuts and other people are okay with it. I don’t like to sit in the same seat in classes and my room has to be arranged at least twice a month. :o) I’m not a neat freak but my room is never really a pig-pen (only during finals week, lol). I can’t stand messes but yet I don’t expect things to look perfect…I’m borderline. Same with eating healthy… If you get to know me well enough you will see that I’ve fallin’ in love with Taco Bell and Burger King (Thanks to Nancy :o) ) I try to limit myself…but sometimes fall into temptation when I get the craving for a whopper junior! Anywayz – If ya have any questions let me know. Hope to talk to ya people soon!
Bethany's Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 70%
Schizoid |||||||||| 38%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 66%
Antisocial |||||| 26%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Narcissistic |||||| 26%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 42%
Dependent |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 38%

My Interests

Spending time with my family and friends means more to me than anything else in this world.

I'd like to meet:

*In the process of updating "I'd like to meet"...try again later*
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Music:

I listen to ALL music except for country. Country sucks and it always will! *Exception to some of Shania Twain songs and Rascal Flat's song "What hurts me most" - it made me cry. Oh and "Just another day in paradice" by Phil Vassar - that made me cry too.

Movies:

Ah, movies. Movies, movies, movies...I'm addicted to movies. I go to family video probably about 2-3 times a week. Horror movies are my favorite!! I love getting scared! The adrenaline rush is amazing!Comedys/thrillers/chick flicks/dramas I also love. War/action/science fiction I can never get into, mostly because I don't undertstand what's going on. haha, but...movies I hate the most included sappy love stories, A.K.A. THE NOTEBOOK & A WALK TO REMEMBER...gay gay gay, okay sorry guys, not gay...but DEFINITELY not for me. The SAW triology is best! I'm such an horror movie addict.

Television:

I don't want television much, although, sometimes I watch south park, mad tv, saturday night live, and about anything that can get me cracking up laughing. Who's line is it anyway, mythbusters, some MTV, Full house/Step by step/Family Matters/Rosanne/Everybody loves Raymond reruns are the best! Travel & Discovery channels love watching with my family ;) A bad day gives me the urgency to turn on Nick,Disney, and Cartoon Network channels. HAHA! Oh and who says you have to be a kid to enjoy Saturday morning cartoons? (If I don't sleep in, that is) Oh and I forgot! I absolutely love watching Ripleys believe it or not, beyond belief, urban legends (TLC) or anything crazy and freaky like that--- hey just like me, lol!

Books:

Okay...so I don't read books very often. I do, however, love reading psychology/reference/self-help books. I like the human mind and how it works. That is a pretty main interest of mine.

Heroes:

My father, protector, teacher and friend -- My God. Kyle, Brandon, and Zachary...my little brothers--I love them. Nancy the best friend I have never had - she such a sweetheart and I love her!

My Blog

**New important blog** **Please read**

So...I just realized tonight that whenever I get into a argument with someone...whether it'd be a friend, family member, professor..blah stinkin' stranger...I always lose. I always lose. That's it. Pe...
Posted by *Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany] on Sat, 20 Jan 2007 11:42:00 PST

*The Raw Feeling*

I'm constantly trying to ignore what you think... but it's not working"I'm not stuck in a hole, nor am I buried in dirt...I'm not sad, nor am I happy. "        ...
Posted by *Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany] on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 10:16:00 PST

The Game

Do you careBecause I don'tAbout youAnd I won'tGive you the hugGive you this kissBecause I neverReally missThe way youTalked to meYou walked to meI hated howYou ignored meSeem to get bored of meInterne...
Posted by *Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany] on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 09:00:00 PST

You punched me in the face and told me it was okay...

You punched me in the face and told me it was okayI guess that's how you choose to live your life day by day Pretending that everything was perfect in every way I hated you for all the things that you...
Posted by *Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany] on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 08:05:00 PST

It's You I Hate

Why don't you save me, just like you made meWhen I am drowning, my screams are soundingFor you I waitSorry, it's you I hate I'm so stupid, I'm so grudgingFeel so hated, and so judgingHearing curs...
Posted by *Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany] on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 07:01:00 PST

Papa Roach- Last Resort

Last Resortby: Papa RoachCut my life into piecesThis is my last resort,Suffocation no breathingDon't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleedingThis is my last resortCut my life into piecesI've reached my la...
Posted by *Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany] on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 04:57:00 PST

I must be impossible to love...

 I must be impossible to love... God, You told me I'm loved...but if I'm so loved, why am I left alone? God, why do people pass away and die and die and leave me with nothing but shattered memori...
Posted by *Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany] on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 09:58:00 PST

I blame it on the weather!

Okay, so most of you know about that HUGE a$$ snow storm we had on December 1, 2006, yesterday! Well, I had an eventful trip up to Cadillac because I had an appointment that morning. So, I woke up, we...
Posted by *Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany] on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 10:56:00 PST

Next hit song...

Bed hoppers, stomach pumpers, freeway jumpers...sad eyed friends Rope hangers, arm bleeders, cult leaders...sad eyed friends Too harsh to be my next hit song? Hmmm...let me play it for you sometime....
Posted by *Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany] on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 08:17:00 PST

Listen to this girl...

This girl is very confused. She walks around campus wondering who will want to talk to her and she calls her friend on speakerphone, just to prove she has a friend. Maybe one day this girl will be kno...
Posted by *Be still and know that He's God*[BeThany] on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 04:51:00 PST