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About Me

i'm a coffeholic, choco-addict cynic who beats around the bush; pointless, yet quick tempred; i eat fish raw, and men, alive. i'm struggling between adolescent turmoil and mid life crisis. erik erikson calls it the psychosocial stage of intimacy vs. isolation. realizing that it is possible to like myself without meaning to be conceited or vain did not come quick to me. but it did anyway.i'm not much of a social person, although i do treasure a handful of friends. i would love to have as many friends as i am able to count and name, but my caustic personality does not allow it. my approach is too direct and straightforward to most- almost insensitive and coldhearted. this vulgar attitude towards others does not entail feelings that are impenetrable, for i, more than most people, am very sensitive, and very easily affected.i love black and i love writing. i'm a veteran in blogging and it definitely keeps me from living my life and building trusting relationships with others.i love going out and doing outdoor activities- i love biking and mountain climbing, or even plain strolling. but with weather like calgary's staying at home blogging remains a superiorly intelligent choice.my bed is lavender, green, brown, and black. i like it when black and pastel marries japanese. i hate that i don't have a desk for my tv and i hate the fact that putting up the japanese bamboo blinds was too hard a task for me that i broke it without trying. i suck.there are things that i suck doing, but there are things that i excel in- for example, uh.... yeah, i'll let you know soon.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i like to meet the devil himself..ask him why he's made me into this deceptive yet often decepted damsel. i'd like to meet God too. make Him punish the devil for makin me live a hell. also like to meet eros, that stupid naughty kid-god. no, its not fun to be hit with an arrow. it's not how love is supposed to be. love is not about getting hurt, it's about being happy. lastly, i'd like to meal a real person who will appreciate me and who will treat me the way girls are supposed to be treated- with kindness, gentleness, and loyalty (ows?!) hehehe.

Music:

i like broadway music including phantom of the opera, evita, miss saigon, and les miserables. i like billie myer's kiss the rain; the song terminal and other sentimental songs that remind me predominantly of anthony del rosario, kriz carlos, romeo burgos, and alvin de jesus times. my personal songs are bitch of meredith brooks, stay of lisa loeb, and first cut is the deepest of sheryl crow. the newest on my list is Maroon5.Special thanks to Bon for pasting *that* video. Lovin it! :D

Movies:

kill bill 1 & 2 my girl 1 &2 life is beautiful amelie now and then a league of their own butterfly effect girl, interrupted city of angels mad love addicted to love the other sister it runs in the family the nightmare before christmas

Television:

gilmore girls

Books:

psychology textbooks, physiology textbooks, classics

Heroes:

freud, skinner, watson, socrates, descartes, aristotle and my mom, Ma. Ludmila Guzman

My Blog

the workaholic has come back

It's Sunday evening, and I thank the heavens for it! This has been a most unbelievably tedious week. Monday was not so bad. Ces was able to drive me to work, and that was more than apprec...
Posted by joi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the tale and end of the anaconda

Eunectes murinus: Either of two large, nonvenomous, semiaquatic, arboreal boa snakes of tropical South America that lives near rivers and kills its prey (i.e., birds or small mammals) by suffocating i...
Posted by joi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

have to admit it

i have to admit it: 1. my trip to windsor was not bad. not bad at all. 2. my huney did an outstanding job while i was there. he was phenomenal. never complained when i asked him to drive me in the ear...
Posted by joi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

with wetter hair

at last!- and i thought it would never come. for almost six weeks, i wished for and looked forward to only this day: october 14, 2004. although it couldn't be any less ordinary than the rest of the in...
Posted by joi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

with wet hair

got up at around 10. i hate getting up late. but i will be working from 3-11 tonight. i will go out at 1:20, for my bus comes ten minutes after. i will hope that i will catch the train going to the c...
Posted by joi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

distress by employment

after a day's legitimate work off, and another one stolen, i, who was once a self-confessed workaholic, who never permitted a day to go by without busying myself either by work or room chores, or...
Posted by joi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i just love...

i'm feelin the hungry need to aggress, and i'm feeling it now... driving me mad, restless, and ready to make my kill... ..but that's me every night after work. :D i love gory adult cartoons. the night...
Posted by joi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

DON'T

don't ever think, in any time, that i'm in any way wholesome...
Posted by joi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

scripts from the first account

I have retrieved some of my first blogs, and being the sentimental that I am, I felt the need to re-post them where people may (potentially, if they want to) view and read them. Just being the sam...
Posted by joi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the real crazy house

the real crazy house is where you share one roof with your crazy dad. 'nuff said!
Posted by joi on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST