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Jess

Well I guess if you want, you can hide in the dark, you can lie to yourself until you just fall apar

About Me

So I thought I would update this... because things change and change and change. And I have come to find that I'm ever revolving. I work hard, and relax hard. I dance in the shower, I sing at the top of my lungs whether you're listening or not... I smoke entirely too much, I dont drink or do any drugs. I have God in my life today and a bunch of people in my life that I am oh so very grateful for. Life is worth living, and even though I may not love every moment, I'm still grateful to be alive. But for the most part... I'm lovin it.As far as who I'd like to meet: Other recovering alcoholics and addicts as well as some earth people along the way. Photographers and models alike.
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My Interests

I sing a lot, in the shower, the car, walking down the street... just wherever. I love to write, and blog. I have an addictive personality... so watch out! haha! I enjoy loud music and loud anything really but I crave peace and alone time as well. I love warm weather, cant stand the cold. I always have my phone in my hand or close close by. I enjoy my friends and family. My friends are a part of my family. I meet new people easily, it has never been a problem for me.

I'd like to meet:


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Music:

Wallflowers, The Doors, Pink Floyyd, Blue Oyster Cult, Creedence Clearwater Revival, The Allman Brothers, Jimmy Hendrix, Bob Dylan, the Swisha House, Dave Matthews Band, Cat Stevens, Jack Johnson, Damien Rice, Chamillionaire, Rasheeda, The Counting Crows, The Postal Service, Dashboard for Cutie, G-Love, Ani DiFranco,Jewel, Starsailor, Foo Fighters, Nirvana.. etc.Fleetwood Mac, Stevie Nicks, Alison Krauss, Sarah McLachlan, BECK, Beyond Me, The Mars Volta, Selling Mary, Coheed and Cambria, Thursday, Promise The Ghost, As I Lay Dying, Hopesfall, Treephort, Atreyu, The Irish Band at Gable Square (Jasper Cole), Milo, Hinder, Juve The Great, Rehab, Lil Flip, Lil Wayne, The Gator Boys, Akon, Ludacris, TuPac, Cypress Hill, Santana, Everclear, Sheryl Crow, Thursday, Sara McLachlan, Joni Mitchell, Modest Mouse, Dashboard Confessional, Trisha Yearwood, Garth Brooks, Ben Harper, Cake, Lisa Marie Presley, The Game, Scarface, Melissa Etheridge, Fiona Apple and the list goes on and on ETC...I think I just like it all... But you get the idea

Movies:

The Nightmare Before Christmas, Milo and Otis, Hustle and Flow, Crazy/Beautiful, Gone With The Wind, Cheech and Chong "Up In Smoke", MY FAVORITE MOVIE IS PRACTICAL MAGIC The Chronicles of Narnia, Legends of the Fall, Rudy, Rockstar, The Doors, Sweet November, Donnie Darko, The Corpse Bride, The Devils Rejects, House of 1,000 Corpses, Blow, Spun, Pulp Fiction, Cruel Intentions, Belly, Second Hand Lions, Elephant, A Clockwork Orange, Scarface, All Harry Potter, Assault on Precinct 13, Chicago, Moulin Rouge, The Way We Were, Bye bye Birdy, Gone With The Wind, Willie Wonka and The Chocolate Factory, The Wizard of Oz, Inside Man, Sin City, The Mod Squad, Brokedown Palace, ANY Kevin Smith film, Fear and Loathing Las Vegas and a hell of a lot more but I just cant think of any now, White Oleander, Fried Green Tomatoes, Wicker Man, The Butterfly Effect, Any psychological thriller, or completely INSANELY funny movie, I LOVE Monty Python and especially enjoy watching it with anyone lighthearted enough to find it as funny as I do.

Television:

I never really get to watch it but when I do I LOVE LOVE CSI, Miami Ink, The Soprano's, and The Wire, And anything on A&E that has to do with forensics or anything else along those lines... THE L WORD, but which lesbian doesnt?

Books:

The big blue one

Heroes:

Are you afraid? Afraid of the truth, In the mirror staring back at you? The image is cracked But so is the view... the strength of the tree Begins in the roots that I tend to bury into you At least now, The storm can blow me away So crawl inside My head with me... I'll show you how It feels to be To blame like me Should I be afraid, Of this face that I see? In the mirror staring back at me So cold were the days when I listened to you If you say I am weak Show me the proof Because I still exist in spite of you But I wont compete with you every day So crawl inside My head with me I'll show you how it feels to be Fucked up like me

My Blog

I wish...

I wish you freedomI wish you peaceI wish you nights of starsThat beckon you to sleepI wish you heartacheThat leaves you more of a manI wish I could be thereBut I cantI wish you placesThat sit so still...
Posted by Jess on Sun, 25 May 2008 07:55:00 PST

SUCH an awesome song

She combs her hairAnd cleans her faceCloses the doorAnd kneels to prayAnd it dont matterThat she's aloneBeast or dragonShe's going homeIf I lay me downBow my head onto the groundWould you heal my skin...
Posted by Jess on Sat, 24 May 2008 07:45:00 PST

Cant get out of this funk...

Life goes where it doesFaster than a bulletFrom an empty gun
Posted by Jess on Wed, 21 May 2008 09:14:00 PST

Just what The Doctor ordered...

So I drove up to Guntersville this morning. And on the way up there the drive was beautiful. I thoroughly enjoyed it, but I was missing Sunni Bear, as usual. So I prayed a lot and meditated a lot...
Posted by Jess on Sun, 18 May 2008 09:42:00 PST

Life is good even when the sun dont shine

So, I GOT A NEW JOB! My last day at Starbucks is Sunday. Im starting a new job at Jim Burke automotive. Im really excited because I will be making at LEAST 3 times what Im making right now, and God kn...
Posted by Jess on Fri, 16 May 2008 10:06:00 PST

the ice got thinner

Were not the same dearAs we used to beThe seasons have changedAnd so have weThere was little we could sayEven less that we could doTo stop the ice from getting thinner under me and youWe buried our lo...
Posted by Jess on Fri, 16 May 2008 07:48:00 PST

fuckin ghosts

Lately I been thinkinLately I been dreamin of youIm so resistant to this type of thinkingPh now its shinin throughI was alone for the last timeBefore my nights vacation with youAlive from the firstNo ...
Posted by Jess on Wed, 14 May 2008 10:49:00 PST

Okay so maybe Im not okay with it

So Sunni is leaving to move back home to Nashville Thursday. And Thursday is getting closer and closer. Im not really okay with it. I mean, I believe in her and I think she will be okay. Im ust being ...
Posted by Jess on Wed, 14 May 2008 09:58:00 PST

wow... quite a show

How bout a round of applauseStanding ovation?You look so dumb right nowStanding outside my houseTrying to apologizeyoure so ugly when you cryPlease just cut it outDont tell me youre sorry cause youre ...
Posted by Jess on Tue, 13 May 2008 10:17:00 PST

sick of fighting with myself

Over shit that will make no difference. Theres nothing I can do one way or the other. And I know Gods plan is bigger than mine. I just want some peace over the situation. dammit. I will NOT fight myse...
Posted by Jess on Mon, 12 May 2008 01:18:00 PST