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♠ desiderata

shellyec

About Me

see below..I am neurotic and can be highly antisocial. I love caffeine and nicotine, and they are the only drugs I indulge in today...and God willing, tomorrow too...
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My Interests

art, bondage, books, boots with tall heels, Eastern cultures/philosophies, Geisha, hummingbirds,music, nature,piercings,tattoos,my kitty cats

Music:

something from every genre; please note my playlists! I listen to everything(something for each of my personalities); but the older I get the more I find myself listening to NPR,(national public radio for the non-nerds)

Television:

Law & Order is my security blanket

Books:


Heroes:

My mom is #1 because she survived my treachery. People like Rosa Parks, for standing up (or sitting down) for her rights; she is an inspiration in an uninspired world. All that have overcome their demons, inside or outside of themselves..

My Blog

grotesque

"grotesque" is a book that I have been reading by a Japanese writer, Natsuo Kirino.I was up until about 2 this morning engrossed in the story. What did I come to realize? What great epiphany struck me...
Posted by ♠ desiderata on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 07:56:00 PST

whatever

whatever..could be good, could be badcould mean pain, could mean sad..whatever..take it for what it is, cause it is what it is
Posted by ♠ desiderata on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 05:58:00 PST

desiderata and jess

so, my favorite poem, and my favorite person all rolled into one..what are the odds!!I don’t know which is more beautiful......
Posted by ♠ desiderata on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 09:12:00 PST

resentment...oh and my part

It amazes me how much resentment I can still muster up and want to blame, feel sorry for myself, get angry, etc...My sponsor has me working on my fourth step again, and damnit if I didn't get a new le...
Posted by ♠ desiderata on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 06:53:00 PST

alicia keys def poetry jam

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Posted by ♠ desiderata on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 04:13:00 PST

for PC (and i don’t mean politically correct)

treacherous groundsometimes running free through the tall grassno destination necessary,only the blades rapping and wisping againstour ankles and legs.The next moment we trip and fall.Not wanting to c...
Posted by ♠ desiderata on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 07:07:00 PST

1391 days

Im sitting on a numberthat keeps climbing.1391, 1392, 1393.....I have no doubt that it will continue to ascend..What scares me is the feeling inside that I am drowningin complacency.I am even content....
Posted by ♠ desiderata on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 07:02:00 PST

Miracle

Miracles do happen...it's my fourth Christmas sober. Thank u to everyone that has helped me along this journey.
Posted by ♠ desiderata on Tue, 25 Dec 2007 06:21:00 PST

I have become my mother

For some unGodly reason, I passed out at 10:30 last night, and now I am wide awake at 5 am.I am realizing that I  am  becoming cursed with all of those little idiosyncrasies that I love to m...
Posted by ♠ desiderata on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 03:30:00 PST

the saga continues

If you have read my blogs that start in the middle of September, you may have noticed a little resentment, a little pain, a little heartache, a little betrayal, a lot of powerlessness, a lot of prayer...
Posted by ♠ desiderata on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 09:28:00 PST