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CoMe oN EiLeeN

love is a waste of energy. life is a waste of time. so lets get together and waste it all tonite ;)

About Me

LIFE IS LIKE PLAYING THE PIANO...SOMETIMES YOU HIT THE WRONG KEYTrue, we love life, not because we are used to living, but because we are used to loving. There is always some madness in love, but there is also always some reason in madness. -Friedrich Nietzschei love people. i love music. i love being alive. call me mad. my philosophy of life changes changes a lot so i'm not gonna bother goin into that for the lenght of a bible. my inner magic 8 ball cant make up its mind. or sumtimes its way too shook and cant see the answers. but i'm sometimes always rite about everything ;) above all things...gotta keep it Real. i love meeting weird people, oddly i can spot them from a mile away cuz i see a little bit of myself in them. but at the same time they set themselves apart from the world. nothing means more to me than the people i love. i've probably been hurt by every single one of them. but i've done my share of disspointing. being human is a bitch. being concious of energy keeps me going. i love laughter and pranks. i believe singing and dancing contribute to good health. i'm the biggest flirt you'll ever meet, but most likely wont b interested unless ur in some kind of ridiculous emotional obstacle course or someone who just can seem to figure out who they are...i'd feel compelled to save you. in the meantime i'm having trouble saving myself. ever since i can remember i've been on a mission i just dont kno what it is yet. but honestly i may have just let fear get to the best of me. to end on a good note..i sure kno how to have a good time and ur all welcome to join me. so long as you kno that this road can only b taken barefooted. MyGen Profile Generator

My Interests



Music:

i like to trip to techno; drink n get down and durty to hip hop; blaze to some ska, folk, punk, rap, ...well, that one goes for everything especially BOB MARLELY; sing to the 4 songs i can play on the guitar on the porch with my HOODS; sing to italian arias, bach chorals, n esp (if u kno me i hate to admit this) all slow jams; rock some classical goody on the keys; okay okay so my dad brought me up on country too; my mom..oldies but goodies from the 50s and 60s (LOVE ELVIS); the 80s rocked! but damn i'll never get over the 90s. n u gotta respect 70s: folk, hard rock, the electric guitar...thats wat i call a fuckin movement.... but, truth is i dont listen to radio that much--------------like WOW!! i totally almost forgot to mention jazz n especially the blues...thats a trip on its own...reppin dhs jazz band yo!! jammin with willly c!!! ;)

Movies:

moulin rouge, zoolander, now and then, requium for a dream, the labrynth, harold and khumar go to white castle, a beautiful mind, gia, anything disney, leaving las vegas, 50 first dates, high art, spun, great expectations, garden state, the 5th element, PHANTOM OF THE OPERA but anyways...i'm a pretty big movie junky...these are just some i've been obsessed with

Television:

The OC Rocks my socks....thursdays @ 8 on FOX!! house, desperate housewives, the L word, ellen D show and Oprah...please no one let me get hooked on any new shows or any bullshit reality TV ;)

Heroes:

dr john gorman: the greatest piano instructor i've ever had the privilage of working with. he's shown me colors i didnt kno even existed and taken me to to a realm where only sound exists and only i can control. he's an amazing painist who's comprehension of the instrument and the theory is still mind blowing. which is y it took me so longs even get wat he ever said. as a mentor his open mind, wise remarks (which although in sarcasm, always seemed to prove a point) and unconventional teaching methods have inspired me to never stop asking questions. and to never stop questoining answers. and to never think that u've ventured every possibility. lookin at him as a person...i will always b aspiring to b half of what he is. to help others find the music within themselves. i love you and miss you doc :(

My Blog

its raining hard but i've got a rainbow umbrella!!

wow...its been nearly a year.  cant say that nothings happened.  i kno that my previous disposition had been empty and lost and numb i remember.  but i think this year i did sumthing ri...
Posted by CoMe oN EiLeeN on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 02:36:00 PST

IT IS SUMMERTIME IN DOVER (dobehr)!!!!

yes the ice cream truck just drove by past my house. and yes it was playing La Cucaracha!!!! in the summertime when the weather is fine.... GIRLS DONT WEAR SHIT!!!!!! DDM is open...the GRILL is o...
Posted by CoMe oN EiLeeN on Sat, 06 May 2006 11:21:00 PST

here's a gay poem i wrote for ya. wanna here it? here it goes...

you're like the sun i look so close colors appear in rainbow of uncertainties just traces of a beautiful storm where there had been dancing in the rain and we bathed in the kisses of every drop i clo...
Posted by CoMe oN EiLeeN on Sat, 15 Apr 2006 12:17:00 PST

TAG YOUR IT!

Tag! You're it. The first player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this...
Posted by CoMe oN EiLeeN on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 11:21:00 PST

ramble ramble ramble

life is so crazy... i used to think about it a lot more. lately not so much. when i blinked i missed out on a bunch of frames. now i'm totally lost and the movie keeps playing. so i try and pretend to...
Posted by CoMe oN EiLeeN on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 12:51:00 PST

fuck rockstars, we partied like the irish!!!!!!

okay so i sucked it up and went to werk so i can make some dough to get crunked last nite! it was worth all 40 bucks of it...and sure i was the late comer of the evening but i dont think i've ever got...
Posted by CoMe oN EiLeeN on Sat, 18 Mar 2006 07:59:00 PST

guitarra

fuck reggaton! and as much as i like salsa and merenge and all that fun stuff..of all the latin music genres i'd have to say that bachata is my favorite. and not just cuz its the easiest dance to lear...
Posted by CoMe oN EiLeeN on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 10:03:00 PST

another silent car ride

i love you very much. but my worst fear has always been/will always be... that you resent me as much as i resent you.
Posted by CoMe oN EiLeeN on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 10:12:00 PST

reconnecting with faith

xanga. entry for feb 18, 2006: www.xanga.com/deedster
Posted by CoMe oN EiLeeN on Sat, 18 Feb 2006 01:36:00 PST

2nd wind

okay so i need to start blazin again...i think i'm a little sprung!! i need to mellow the fuck out before i explode from all the things stirring in my brain... i need a new job need to start teaching ...
Posted by CoMe oN EiLeeN on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 10:56:00 PST