8 Flashing Lances

8 Flashing Lances (1189-1258) Namo Ratna Guru To that paragon, the dharmakaya, treasure isle And the treasure too, sambhogakaya's range of forms Who as nirmanakaya fills the needs of beings To the pre...
Posted by Evil Therapist on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:30:00 PST

Bags of Blood

I know we are made of much more than that. But blood seems to be the current theme and symbolism of suffering, death, illness, and even the macabre. As I sit anxious and uncomfortable, images of my sk...
Posted by Evil Therapist on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:26:00 PST

No chance in Hell

One life. Just one life. That's all it takes to influence the world for better or for worse. My answer to having one more careless soul on this planet is to cut it out. My higher consciousness has dee...
Posted by Evil Therapist on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 11:37:00 PST

Vile

When I close my eyes, I can see myself vomit the blackest vile, born within me because I rage. I am so stressed, pissed, depressed, sick, anxious, mangled, torn, heartbroken, unmotivated. Why am I so ...
Posted by Evil Therapist on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 09:31:00 PST

2 Paths to Suffering

There are some cases in which a person overcome with pain, his mind exhausted, grieves, mourns, laments, beats his breast, & becomes bewildered. Or one overcome with pain, his mind exhausted, come...
Posted by Evil Therapist on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 02:26:00 PST

Anger revisited

So last night I meditate on anger.The mind is the seed, the father, the beam from which my anger spawns. I thought I was doing well, but it is so powerful....I don't want to let go. What a rush..... ...
Posted by Evil Therapist on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 12:31:00 PST

Naked cannibalistic women

My day has started off some kind of awful!! I was driving in the rain. It was dark and I needed some entertainment.....bad!! I saw a bar open and decided to drop by, even though I don't drink anymore....
Posted by Evil Therapist on Thu, 06 Jul 2006 10:23:00 PST

hardcore

This hard core I'm exploring now is known as hatred. This hatred teems under my skin, like a second layer. It's hard as iron and radiates through me. I have explored what my hatred is. It is it's own...
Posted by Evil Therapist on Fri, 19 May 2006 10:48:00 PST

Killer mind

I have had it!!! This semester has successfully drained me.....I'm so glad it's almost over..I'm on pins and nedles, grinding my teethslitting wrists, bashing my head.....I can't breathe at times. My ...
Posted by Evil Therapist on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 03:44:00 PST

Crash test

If only I could burnout. I am slamming my face against the wall of responsibilty. A responsiblity that weighs as much as universal gravity. I will be crushed. I am breaking at this moment. Impuls...
Posted by Evil Therapist on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 09:11:00 PST