I'm the 38 year old Metal singer who used to front INNERKILL. I left the band for personal reasons. I was not afraid of success at all. I was not willing to leave a good job for a long shot. I wish them the best and I hope they make it. I doubt it however, but I pray that they will. I'm going to take a break for a while. Look for me in other local projects in the future. This time I will write all the songs and feel better about myself for not preaching anger and hate. It will be something new and fresh this time. No more Death Metal bullshit. Melody shouldn't be replaced with speed, anger, and hate. People outgrow that ignorance eventually. It's time to move on and do something real. Something with soul. In other aspects of my life, I'm now married to my 3rd and final wife. We tied the knot on 02/02/2007. I've got a good woman now, and I'm happier than a fag with a bag full of dicks. Jessica is her name. She is a lot younger than me, 11 1/2 years to be exact, but that's good. She keeps me young and happy. We have been together since December of 2005. We had our first son, Draven Zakkary, on August 27, of 2008. Due to past relationships I thought I had lost all hope in women, but then I met her. I love her very much. Finally, a woman who understands the sanctity of marriage. One who doesn't cheat on me, and actually stays home and spends time with her family. One who understands that in order to gain respect you must also give it. I was wondering if those still existed until she came along. I'm going to keep praying for a better future for us. We recently joined a new church and I am finally happy with my life. I already had 2 kids, one from each of my previous marriages, that are 18 and 11. I hope and pray that they make better choices in life than I have, and that they are always happy no matter what life throws at them. My 11 year old son, Gage, I see all the time. He is my best buddy. I have shared custody of him now. I have him about 3 or 4 days a week for now. When he is 14 He will live with me permantly. My 18 year old daughter, Crystal, doesn't know the real me. All she knows is what her mother makes up and poisens her mind with. Her mother doesn't even know the real me. I forgave her for what she did to me in the past, now I hope she will do the same someday. My daughter deserves better than that. Last I heard she is living in Albuquerque, NM. It's my fault that we are not close. I should have fought for her alot harder than I did, but I was young and naive at the time and fighting a biased judicial system. One that believes the mother is always the better parent. NOT!!! I do love and miss her very much. I hope she reads this and calls me someday. As for me, I press on with faith in God. As the scripture goes,"If he is for me, who can be against me?
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