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[Persephone's Ambivalence]

[Let's Conspire To Ignite All The Souls That Would Die Just To Feel Alive..]

About Me

I work (alot)..and substance is the purpose of life; Evolution is the journey I am embarked on. I am complexity, simplified times infinity. I am pefect Imperfection. I am A Beautiful Disaster. I am complicated Trouble. I am a Free Spirit and Belong to Everyone and NO One. I try and work on things inside myself I know are rotten...my selfishness...my ability to shut people out or walk away..and not look back..my tendency to ruin my possibilities for the future, with my tongue. I am a work in progress, I know this..so should you. I require alot from people I consider qualified enough to be let into my life, on any level. Don't try and figure me out, you won't be able to, I'm not a fucking jig saw puzzle, or am I? Am I searching for my missing piece, that may not even exsist; Or do I just ask too many Questions? I inspire and intrigue. I baffle and confuse. I invite and deny. I have to be constantly stimulated in some way or another. I crave challenge. Seduce Me. Reduce Me. Revive Me. Enlighten Me. "You can tie my hands behind my back And lick your initials in my neck, Foreplay does nothing for me But commitment makes me wet"

My Interests

[::Passion/Weakness For:][My Amazing Gf] [Chasing Dreams And making them MY Reality][Misspelling Words][MUSIC][Meditation][intellectual conversation][painting][mc'ing][writing][hitting up a park for a good hike][social drinks][boi-ish girls][hispanic girls][Loyalty][Honesty][Inspiration][Intrigue][Intelligence ][hard shell's with soft insides][beauty in Any and All forms] [Tattoos][artists][Piercings][photography][slam poetry][passionate/talented people][individuals][ambition][frida khalo][genuine hearts][people with character][True laughter][Vivid dreams][waking up to Al Green][painting with friends][photo's with lovers][great memories][masturbation][listening/watching the rain from my balcony][soulfullness][WORDS][enlightenment][spooning/being spooned][GRAFF][meeting new faces/hearts][natural beauty][ART][kickboxing][reading][working out][HOLISTICS][fierce hair/style][YOGA][surrounding myself with good energy][live shows][vintage][uniqueness][procrastination][FAMILY][overcom ming fears][learning Forgivness][Ripping through Boundaries][Proving people wrong][Tears from Joy][Spiritual awakening][Peace of mind][Love held up by Substance, not Circumstance][relation/friendShips][seduction][singing in the shower/my car][burping out loud][laying in bed with friends][innocence][opened Minds][submission][Understanding a new Perspective][creativity][Bondage][equal rights][speaking spanish while making love][late night journal entries][sexuality][sensuality][Last but not Least, My one who utters these words...."I Crave You"][Haunting Revelation][Tempting Stimulation][Raging Revolution][expressionism of all sorts][Evolution of all types]

I'd like to meet:

Myself, Once I Finally Finish My Master's Degree.

Music:

[Trip hop][downtempo][hip hop][jungle][drum & Bass][jazz,blues][funk][(Neo)soul][spanish rock][folk][Any and All substance-filled music]

Heroes:

Fellow Yogi's, painters, writters, musicians,photographers, artists, fitness/Martial arts addicts, Revolutionaries. Unique individuals who offer stimulating coversation, laughter, inspiration. [Anyone who can interpret these quote's I fucking Live/Love...] ["You carry in yourself all the obstacles necessary to make your realization perfect. Always you will see that within you the shadow and the light are equal: You have an ability, you have also the negation of this ability. But if you discover a very black hole, a thick shadow, be sure there is somewhere in you a great light. It is up to YOU to know how to use the one to realize the other."] ["Your heart knows in silence the secrets of the days and the nights. But your ears thirst for the sound of your heart's Knowledge."] ["Heaving one's heart into one's mouth provides a feast that feeds the soul, and multiplies the harvest for those who bear witness without judgement."] ["In order to come to the light, I have to germinate in the dark."] ["The hero's journey is one that we all must take, once begun it never ends. Our lives become a journey of growth and understanding of our true nature and purpose of existence."]["SANSKRIT PROVERB (PRAYER) Look to this day This very life of life In its brief course lie all The realities and verities of existence The bliss of growth The splendor of action the glory of power--For yesterday is but a dream And tomorrow is only a vision But today, well lived Makes every yesterday a dream of happiness and every tomorrow a vision of hope."] ["The best day of your life isthe one on which you decideyour life is your own.No apologies or excuses.No one to lean on, rely on, or blame.The gift of life is yours-it is an amazing journey-and you alone are responsiblefor the quality of it.This is the day your lifereally begins."]["All that We are is a result of what we have Thought; it is Founded on our Thoughts; it is Made Up of our Thoughts; Intention Is Extremely Powerful."][I am not looking for my dreams to interpret my life, but rather for my life to interpret my dreams.] [Our dreams disturb US because they refuse to pander to our fondest notions of ourselves. The closer one looks, the more they seem to insist upon a challenging proposition: You must live truthfully. RIGHT NOW. AND ALWAYS. Few forces in life present, with an equal sense of inevitability, the bare-Knuckle facts of who we are, and the demands of what we might become.] ["Life is nothing but the manifestation of the Divine, and that Divinity lies within each Human Being."][Trust change, because hearts change, but betrayel always feels the same.]["EACH PAINTING HAS ITS OWN WAY OF EVOLVING..WHEN THE PAINTING IS FINISHED, THE SUBJECT REAVEALS ITSELF"][Knowing quite well that the spirits hold powers. Having emmitted through channels carved by the mind. I have intentions unfulfilled and faults unsuspecting. Maybe the one will guide my travels or leave me for dead. These thoughts enscribed don't necessarily reflect a concrete image. But without these thoughts I would be no more than a reflection.]["THE EXPERIENCE WILL MAKE YOU ANGRY , DEPRESSED, AFRAID, HOPEFUL AND ULTIMATELY, MORE FREE."][We are unable to give love if we never received it. Dig deep beneath the surface and find THE ONE who has always loved you.]["WE MUST ALLOW THE BOLT OF PAIN TO STRIKE US, THIS IS HELPFUL PAIN: LIGHTNING ILLUMINATES"]["I Shall Never Forgive You For Teaching Me To Love Life."]

My Blog

JUST READ DAMN IT

http://www.pluginamerica.com/
Posted by [Persephone's Ambivalence] on Wed, 02 May 2007 08:24:00 PST

FUCKING VOTE YES TO ELECTRIC CARS

http://fyi.gmblogs.com/2007/01/a_frontrow_seat.html
Posted by [Persephone's Ambivalence] on Wed, 02 May 2007 08:15:00 PST

Coachella

Bjork, Here we come Dun Dun Dunnn
Posted by [Persephone's Ambivalence] on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 05:51:00 PST

Seattle

Fell in love with another city last weekend. Buster Butt, and I spent some QT with my Becca Wecca...Wasnt enough thou. Soon enough Becca Wecca!!!  Still planning on our Tour De Vancouver, fo...
Posted by [Persephone's Ambivalence] on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 05:49:00 PST

.How Did We Get Here.

Damn, grrrl.....Come Here..   I Love You.
Posted by [Persephone's Ambivalence] on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 03:51:00 PST

Torture.

what you dont realize, my dear...beautiful soul....is that my past IS my PAST, for a reason. Ive travelled that road, and ended up, in your arms. Ive taken that road, and found myself just as lost and...
Posted by [Persephone's Ambivalence] on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 03:10:00 PST

[Trouble Alert]

Everytime, I think of you...and me...of We; Overwelming joy takes me captive, like the rushing waters of the Pacific. Thank you my beloved angel sent from somewhere far away, somewhere beautiful. Yo...
Posted by [Persephone's Ambivalence] on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 10:29:00 PST

These Days..

I'm Lovin' and Livin' for Those 2 Second Moments..
Posted by [Persephone's Ambivalence] on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:17:00 PST

This Could be Heaven..

..Right Here On Earth..
Posted by [Persephone's Ambivalence] on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 03:55:00 PST

[Going Through Withdrawls]

I Keep trying to drownd you out of my head. Don't stop Don't stop now...... Torture me just a little bit more....a little bit longer. Hold me....Let me Hear you exhale the way you do when you hold me...
Posted by [Persephone's Ambivalence] on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 07:54:00 PST