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Gem

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About Me


LIVE the FAST life, NOT into FAST food, NOT into FAST boys, Most Definitely NOT a FAST girl!
*LOST GEMS*
= a lil' rough around the edges but one of a kind. it's official! Established 2008, SJ, 408!Are you a *LOST GEM* waiting to be found? Hit me up!
I don't know what's suppose to be but i know that i got to give it all of me! with time comes my destiny!
LOVE, A TERM CONSTANTLY MISUSED & ABUSED! OFTEN MISUNDERSTOOD& MISTAKEN FOR LUST & INFATUATION! ONE DAY IT WILL ALL MAKE SENSE!

BORN & RAISED! EAST SIDE SAN JO!
"Through Our Eyes are the windows to our soul!"
A BROKEN HEART WILL NEVER COMPLETELY BE PUT BACK TOGETHER BUT LET IT HEAL AND BE SWEN AND BE DAMM PROUD OF YOU'RE SCARS....
"get N down"
Reppin 2 the fullest!
"PEOPLE WHO PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE OR SOMETHING OTHER THAN THEMSELVES NEVER DISCOVER WHO THEY REALLY ARE. WHEN YOU TRY TO BE SOMEONE ELSE, YOU BECOME SEPARATED FROM YOUR TRUE SELF. AS LONG AS YOU ARE SEPARATED FROM YOUR TRUE SELF, YOUR ENERGIES ARE DILUTED AND YOUR PERSONAL MAGNETISM IS GREATLY DIMINISHED. WHEN YOU ARE TRUE TO YOURSELF, YOU ARE IN HARMONY WITH YOURSELF, WITH OTHER PEOPLE, AND WITH THE WORLD AROUND YOU."
ME AND MY MAIN MAN!
ME?
QUEEN of my mind, body, n soul. I enter minds to fight, I will reach my goal. I will be known, I will be seen, because i am a ruler, I AM A QUEEN.. FUNK LAB/ZULU QUEEN!!!! LOVE 2 ALL MY AHKIS & MALIKAS! "EACH ONE, TEACH ONE"
"GEM" short 4 Gemma. *LOST GEMS* but i've been found! Mommy 2 ACYRISS JAYDEN,(lots of love 2 single parents!). Focusing on ME! It's 2008 & i'm Focused & determined. Have a passion 4 make up & Hair stylin & hope to find my future in this industry.Love pin up! Aspiring model, especially pin up, keep it classy not trashy. I don't know what is in store for me but with time comes my destiny!!me? A REAL WOMAN, a straight rider chick/bitch whatever u want 2 call me, it doesn't offend me, complex, confident, not casual, not that typical chick, huster, constantly on the go, 2 get what's mine, got substance.intellectual conversations, tattoos, gettin tattooed. & more tattooed.. piercings and gettin pierced. Adrenaline junkie..HIP HOP! dancing, MMA, expecially kickboxing. SHAMROCK MARTIAL ARTS! down since day one.working out& more working out.gym @ least twice a day.thanks 24. lol. trying 2 eat right.playing basketball, softball. organizing events, gettin involved with the community.expanding my mind. reading, writing.searching, searching for something i don't know if it can be found. music..it soothes the soul..healing to my wounds.. poetry/spoken word.shows.from hip hop 2 punk etc.trying not to one of societies statistics. good company.art.cars, love hot rods.addicted to 50's. love bikes.especially choppers.just loving & living life. loving myself! & of course my son.
LOVE IS ENHANCED NOT CREATED.i don't need someone to make me happy.just that someone who understands that u have to be happy with themselves first B 4 u love another cause if not u'll just expect that someone to make u happy. Enhance me not create me.
Not a simple woman to understand, live a complicated life with complicated experiences. Can't expect u to get to know me but don't judge me. don't judge on what u don't understand. 'cause sometimes i don't understand myself.
I CAN'T CHANGE THE DIRECTION OF THE WIND BUT I CAN ADJUST MY SAILS TO ALWAYS REACH MY DESTINATION.........
KNOWLEDGE, WISDOM, UNDERSTANDING, FREEDOM, JUSTICE, EQUALITY, PEACE, UNITY, LOVE, RESPECT, WORK, FUN, OVERCOMING THE NEGATIVE TO THE POSITIVE, ECONOMICS, MATHIMATICS, SCIENCE, LIFE, TRUTH, FACTS, FAITH!
R.I.P. CALI MISS YA!
Zulu Nation Laws of Success
The greatest sin GOSSIP.
The greatest crippler FEAR.
The greatest mistake GIVING UP.
The most satisfying experience DOING YOUR DUTY FIRST.
The best action KEEP THE MIND CLEAR AND THE JUDGMENT GOOD.
The greatest blessing GOOD HEALTH.
The biggest fool THE MAN WHO LIES TO HIMSELF.
The greatest gamble SUBSTITUTING HOPE FOR FACTS.
The most certain joy in life CHANGE.
The greatest joy BEING NEEDED.
The cleverest man THE ONE WHO DOES WHAT HE THINKS IS RIGHT.
The most potent force POSITIVE THINKING.
The greatest opportunity THE NEXT ONE.
The greatest victory VICTORY OVER SELF.
The greatest handicap EGOTISM.
The most expensive indulgence HATE.
The most dangerous man THE LIAR.
The most ridiculous trait FALSE PRIDE.
The greatest loss LOSS OF SELF-CONFIDENCE.
The greatest need COMMON SENSE
cause really, common sense isn't common!

My Interests



"YOU ARE THE CAPTAIN OF YOUR SHIP AND THE MASTER OF YOUR DESTINY. NO ONE AND NOTHING CAN TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR MIND UNLESS YOU PERMIT IT. YOU ARE BOTH THE GARDENER AND THE GARDEN. WEEDS, NEGATIVE UNPRODUCTIVE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS, CAN ONLY GROW IF YOU LET THEM. WHEN YOU LET WEEDS GROW IN THE GARDEN THAT IS YOUR LIFE, EITHER BY DOING NOTHING OR BY DOING INEFFECTIVE THINGS, YOU HAVE GIVEN UP CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE. TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR THOUGHTS AND YOUR FEELINGS, FOR THEY ARE THE BLUEPRINTS OF YOUR LIFE!"

"There's only ONE WAY from here and thats forward and not looking back!

I WILL make sure as he grows up, he understands in life, YOU are in the driver seat and HE, above is here 2 guide you!

"Great minds discuss ideas. Average minds discuss places and things. Small minds discuss other people."



Trying to move up and learn from my experiences with life in general.Trying to be the best i can be..networking with people.promoting. researching..if u don't ask or search then who will tell..don't be brainwashed by the media & what they tell you. they only tell you wat they want u to know.don't be a sheep. so find out yourself. teach yourself knowledge!knowledge 4 self. know history, know self.. no history, no self.. conquer all.never settle for less.life is in your hands.create the world u live in with the choices you make.

enjoying the beauty of my surroundings/ environment instead of being caught up in a materialistic world. finding balance that ying and yang.. or togetherness.. 2be one in tuned with the universe!

I'd like to meet:



*LOST GEMS* Are you a *LOST GEM* waiting to be found?!!!Recruiting now!!!!If you don't know don't be afraid to ask!!! Only the few!! Only true down ass banditas down for a cause! A POSITIVE CAUSE!!!!!!!!

the perfect job... if possible

NOT trying 2 meet that particular person. especially here on myspace.Just People who are just down and aren't into judging. ONLY god can judge me. open minded people! motivaters, progressors, the wanters, the dreamers,the teachers,the learners, believers,the straight riders, the ones who keep that positive vibe. that someone i can actually have an intellectual conversion with! make love 2 me not only physically but mentally. The ONE who can elevate me, BELIEVE in me & take me to places that i've never seen. & be with me not only for today but 4 eternity....like dead prez's "mind sexin". We don't have to take our clothes off yet!substance & nothing less.never settle for less than your worth.When u'll know u'll know! I need me that rider!!!FTR


Music:





Hip Hop!house,funk, that straight funky ish... breaks, rock, punk, metal, ska,rockabilly, physchobilly, love oldies but goodies,especially 50's, high energy,.all types!living legends, sage, grouch, aesop rocks, hiero, del, demone, Lackadaisical, the basics, clx2, afu ra, busdriver, aceyalone, atmosphere, immortal technique, ab rude, pete rock & c l smooth, wu, nwa, krs, people under the stairs, pharcyde, tribe called quest, dred prez(mind sexin), the cure, agression, the chop tops, mars volta, linkin park, dead kennedys, manic hispanic, red hot chili peppers, rancid, RAGE, johnny cash, misfits, aiden, social distortion, my chemical romance, boyslikegirls, the red phantom (dan, gotta support), incubus, sublime, 311, pepper, the doors, no doubt, the velvets, james brown, sly, bob marley, damian marley, lost prophets, lauryn hill, gwen, bjork,jimi hendrix, led zepplin, anything that bobs my head or bangs my head, keeps me movin, groovin and expands my mind....-----------

Movies:

drop dead fred, graffiti tv, freshest kids, wild style, style wars, the warriors, edward scissor hands, the outsiders, purple rain, reality bites. bomb the system, grandmas boy, and yes, starwars!

Television:

don't watch much tv. brainwashed media! ---distortion 2 static, openworld.tv 15a... u can catch me on re-runs... ;) JAMMIM WID GEMMA!!!! haha...

Books:

bomb the suburbs, bgirl, spray can art, the art of getting over, CLOUT MAG, siddhartha, lord of the flies

much respect to the man himself.....DREAM! r.i.p. GOD CREATED MAN, MAN CREATED DREAM, AND DREAMS WILL NEVER DIE!

Heroes:


HIP HOP! I eat, breathe, sleep, HIP HOP!

My son, Acyriss Jayden, he gave me reason,purpose, & a life worth living! The reason why i wake up in the morning!.

my mom, and FUNK LAB! WE JUST GOT 2 DO THIS AND BELIEVE!

My Blog

i need u on my team!! READ ME!

yo peoples i need info!!! if ur a photographer, web designer/ developer, graphic designer hit me up!!!!! working on a big project and i need your help & input!!!!!!!thanks!*gem*...
Posted by Gem on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 01:00:00 PST

breathe

do we live just to breathe? in a world of our own with no words or no emotions trying to explain the feelings that we endure yet i’m lost among the pain.... empty walls, and timeless clocks... ...
Posted by Gem on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 09:41:00 PST

TAGGED

TAGGED The Rules:Once you have been tagged, write a blog with ten strange/ random facts or habits about you. When you are...
Posted by Gem on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 10:16:00 PST

Essence of Funk Lab Productions & Silicon Valley De-bug presents... "TRUTH"

POSTPONED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE!   Essence of Funk Lab Prod. & Silicon Valley De-bug presents&.. Event: "Truth" When: Saturday, February 2nd, 2008 Time: 6:00pm to 11:00pm Where: Silicon Va...
Posted by Gem on Sat, 08 Dec 2007 11:07:00 PST

bliss, just some piece

IN A WORLD OF  MY OWN WITH NO WHERE 2 TURN.. AS THE WORLDS TEMPTATIONS MANIFESTING ME& STEP BY STEP, DAY BY DAY, AS SIN ON MY MENU ON A REGULAR DAY BASES&. I WALK THE WALK BUT I GET LOST AND TANG...
Posted by Gem on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 06:53:00 PST

MY GIRL! I CHOSE HER 2 LOVE!

  i chose HER to love! A PIECE I WROTE A WHILE BACK THAT I THOUGHT I'D SHARE AGAIN! i can feel her run through my veins.....i can feel her surround me with her beauty..... she constantly ge...
Posted by Gem on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 12:53:00 PST

so tired but i can't sleep! damm rock star! roaming thoughts in my mind

roaming thoughts!!!!!..... yes it's on a daily... i'm so f n tired but i just can't sleep! and madd sore! my shoulders are burning from them damm mat burns.. damm mat rashes arrr.... ever had one? the...
Posted by Gem on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 01:38:00 PST

----can't sleep---- random thoughts and quotes!

ALL things happen for reasons. At that point of time, whether its a person or situation, it was meant to happen. never take them for granted....and never regret what happened. whatever will be will be...
Posted by Gem on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 02:21:00 PST

******a term misused............

love is a term constantly mis used......... used, lost without meaning.......lost among words without meaning....... constantly looking for someone to love you right, love you like you've never been l...
Posted by Gem on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 11:41:00 PST

to believe is to find the key........

sometimes i sit back and wonder what next is in store for me... i clinched my back and feel trickles down my spine when i hear hip hop....no only do i hear it but i feel it..... from the tip of my hea...
Posted by Gem on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 01:34:00 PST