Boom Boom Bangs

I want to wake up to this every day for the rest of life I am a work in progress. I add and take away from my life all the time so this description will as well. I am a crazy lady. If you know me, well then YOU KNOW. I like to stand around and pretend that I am listening to everything around me, when in reality, I'm acting out scenarios like a movie and singing a snappy little tune as well. I think that my head is the funniest place in the world and I love living in it. I like food, in fact I think it has completely taken over my life. At any given time at home you will find me in front of the boob tube watching GILMORE GIRLS. I despise Christmas music. I dont bite my nails but instead the skin around my nail fascinates me. I cant sing to save my life or anyone elses but you better believe I try to no matter what. Apparently I giggle like Betty Rubble but I think Jeannie is full of shit. I eat way too much Campbells chicken noodle soup to be healthy. Yes, I'd like a side of fries with that. I dont wear high heels bc I like to drink and then I fall down. In fact, I probably drink too much but who asked you? I talk to myself and I laugh out loud. I think dirty thoughts and then I smirk at the thought of them. I dont know how to be passive. If I could take a class on "game", I would. Except Im not that great at school, so I'd fail, im sure of it. I think that the secret lives of my friends is funny. Especially my own. I ramble when I'm nervous. There's nothing to compare to a bottle (*or two) of wine, good friends and silly conversation. I am a control freak until it comes to cleaning my room. I love my baby Bailey, even though he is a little shit. My favorite color is blue. I have no time to deal with your hangups and whining. I have enough dealing with my own. I like to have crushes, in fact, I think everyone should have a new crush every week. I could lay in bed all day as long as it's warm and cuddly. I would rather text message you then talk to you. Its not you, it's me. Have you ever walked into a room and forgot why you did? Yea, me too. I'm addicted to chapstick. I finally admitted that I too want to fall in love one day. I dont know who I was kidding. If you can make me laugh, I'll make you my buddy. Feet are disgusting. I own up to my mistakes and I embrace my faults. They are helping to make me become that person I see in the mirror.to be continued... Oh no- here comes that sun again. And (that) means another day without you my friend. And it hurts me to look into the mirror at myself. And it hurts even more to have to be with somebody else.And it's so hard to do and so easy to say. But sometimes - sometimes, you just have to walk away - walk away.With so many people to love in my life, why do I worry about one? But you put the happy in my ness, you put the good times into my fun.And it's so hard to do and so easy to say. But sometimes - sometimes, you just have to walk away - walk away and head for the door.We've tried the goodbye so many days. We walk in the same direction so that we could never stray. They say if you love somebody than you have got to set them free, but I would rather be locked to you than live in this pain and misery. They say time will make all this go away, but it's time that has taken my tomorrows and turned them into yesterdays. And once again that rising sun is droppin' on down And once again, you my friend, are nowhere to be found.And it's so hard to do and so easy to say. But sometimes, sometimes you just have to walk away, walk away and head for the door. You just walk away - walk away - walk away. You just walk away, walk on, turn and head for the door.-Ben Harper