Here's to new beginnings! (raises glass)
"There she is behind her desk looking mild mannered while all the while no one knows that she has a demon with wings on her back ready to fly..."
Crazy. Loud. Emotional. Highly opinionated and extremely silly. I consider myself to be hyper-active. I am utterly satisfied when maintainin' a rather constantly hectic and busy flow, in turn achievin' a feeling of accomplishment/contribution. I tend to write excessively when I'm sad. It's quite intense. Paintin' makes me feel free and peaceful--so does being naked. Smilin' feels remarkably exhilaratin'...I smile ALL the time. Especially at strangers. My kitties continuously drive me insane, yet they are the loves of my life. I strongly believe in the power of karma. It can definitely kick you in the ass, hardcore! I like to have good times, and these days that mostly consists of checkin' out local bands/rock shows and loosin' myself in the music. I am extremely clumsy after smokin'...I tend to fall down a lot--but that's what life's about: fallin' and pickin' yourself back up. Overall, I believe that I have a kind soul and though I'm often misunderstood, my intentions are always good-natured. But hey, I'm only human...(wink!)
I live my life day by day. I take risks and have learned that mistakes are heaven-sent, for the wisdom that I have gained through all the consequences I have endured have shaped/molded me into the amazingly tough girlie that I am today...
Currently tryin' to piece the puzzle back together again...
**To love is to stand willingly in the noose of illusion, adoring someone while you wait to choke.**
**As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so
remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.**
**Our judgment against others is really a judgment against ourselves.**
"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengtened, vision cleared, ambition inspired, and success achieved."
-Helen Keller
"Maybe we should develop a Crayola bomb as our next secret weapon. A happiness weapon. A beauty bomb. And every time a crisis developed, we would launch one. It would explode high in the air - explode softly - and send thousands, millions, of little parachutes into the air. Floating down to earth - boxes of Crayolas. And we wouldn't go cheap, either - not little boxes of eight. Boxes of sixty-four, with the sharpener built right in. With silver and gold and copper, magenta and peach and lime, amber and umber and all the rest. And people would smile and get a little funny look on their faces and cover the world with imagination." (**compliments of the lovely Sarah Collins**)
-Robert Fulghum
I have them back! And they make me sooooo happy! :-)
My friends ARE my family...and I'm the luckiest gurlie in da world for they are amazin'!!!
