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(#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#)

*JoSh CaNt G3T EnuFF Of mE*

About Me

*~*~*"Ive come undone and all hopes of mending me are gone because the pain took my soul. Can't you see? The only one who can put me back together again is me"*~*~*

Create your own Friend Test here Me and my Babey... The light of my Life!!!!!!
++I can be sweet... I can be a bitch! i can be cocky and pretty conceited but deep down inside I hate myself! so much i wish i could just scar my face so no one would bare to look at me! Most days i just want to cut myself and watch the blood drip down my arms.. some days i just want to cry till my eyes run dry... I am one of the most caring and loving people you will EVER meet! I have a sick twisted sense of humor! THIS IS ME!++ I I LOVE Heavy Metal music, but i also like Hawaiian and Spanish music and some R&B and some rap and soft rock ... I LOVEDONOTBLOCKOURADS .. table table table td.text div { background-image:url("http://www.htmate.com/onlineicon/shaki nit.gif"); background-repeat:no-repeat;} table table table td.text table table div img {visibility:visible;} table table table td.text table table div { background-image:none;}img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v516/BleedingBeautyIn red/peekaboo.jpg"img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v516/BleedingBeautyIn red/peekaboo1.jpg"img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v516/BleedingBeautyIn red/peekaboo2.jpg"img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v516/BleedingBeautyIn red/peekaboo3.jpg"That is love... ive fallin in love with you!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Noehealaniku'uipo aka Noe
Birthday: July 28, 1985
Birthplace: Bethesda,MD
Current Location: woodbridge/Manassas, VA
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Black and red
Height: 5,3
Right Handed or Left Handed: rightie
Your Heritage: Hawaiian Puerto Rican
The Shoes You Wore Today: My black chucks
Your Weakness: Tattoos, Piercings, Brandy(liquor) and Razors :(
Your Fears: Falling in love and then they leave me for someone they think is better
Your Perfect Pizza: New York Cheese Pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get a better job (sorry Hot Topic) and get my own place
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: WTF
Thoughts First Waking Up: I hope today is going to be a good day
Your Best Physical Feature: I say My eyes and lips. You say MY BOOBS!
Your Bedtime: whenever i fall asleep
Your Most Missed Memory: Swimming at Pokai Bay in Hawaii I MISS YOU G-MA!
Pepsi or Coke: haha before it was pepsi... now i have to say coke.. * damn you josh* haha
MacDonalds or Burger King: ehh neither
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: yes....
Do you Swear: FUCK YES!
Do you Sing: yea even tho i suck
Do you Shower Daily: uhh yeah!
Have you Been in Love: Im in Love right now!
Do you want to go to College: yes i do
Do you want to get Married: Yes to the man im in love with right now! I LOVE YOU JOSH!
Do you get Motion Sickness: Im hawaiian puerto rican ,, what do you think?!?!
Do you think you are Attractive: no...
Are you a Health Freak: some times
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes even tho i love them both to death
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: Guitar/Bass
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: haha yes! THANKS MELISSA!
In the past month have you Smoked: yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:
In the past month have you gone on a Date: with my bf... umm yes!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i work at manassas mall..wtf do you think
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: oreos dont come in a box asshole
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: not raw fish.. but give me a california roll any day
In the past month have you been on Stage: everyday!
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: hahah i wish
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: i stole your soul!
Ever been Drunk: YES!
Ever been called a Tease: YES!
Ever been Beaten up: haha No
Ever Shoplifted: when i was like 3 i stole a magnet lol
How do you want to Die: slow and painful
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I want to own my own tattoo and piercing shop!
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany.. AMSTERDAM ANYBODY??!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue/ hazel
Favourite Hair Color: dirty blonde/brown/black
Short or Long Hair: dont matter... altho i like to braid hair
Height: over 6 ft
Weight: more then me
Best Clothing Style: i dont care as long as he aint dirty
Number of Drugs I have taken: me or them??
Number of CDs I own: ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Number of Piercings: i dont care if they have em but i have a total of...11
Number of Tattoos: i want him to get some but i have 8
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Losing my virginity when i did
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!The Love of My life!

My Interests

My Sexy Man Josh... MmMmm MMmMm Josh Again.. hehe Music.. Piercings, tatttoos, any kind of body modification!, fire, the moon, stars, trees, gardens, books, Tarot, palmistry,jewelry, dogs, snakes, lizards. flirting, kissing, cuddling, knives, razors, Poetry!,permanent markers, all types of religions, crying, tears, criminal mind, darkness, handfasting~~.... Loud fucking Music, Belly dancers *coughSHAKIRAcough*, Dancing, Screaming, Mosh pits, coloring books, pixie sticks, Hula Dancing, Cigarettes, Liquor, and Domination and Submission!!!! *RAWR!!* ...Theres so much more!
Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide? You will sit in the garage with the car on and “listen to the lullabies of carbon monoxide”
How many tries will it take? 50
When will you commit suicide? August 5, 2036
What will your suicide note say? "this is to dying in another's arms and why i had to try it.."

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I'd like to meet:

Held down, mouth smothered and gagged, Visions form in my head,
Voices haunt and scream in my ears,
Blood spills from wounds of the past,
Re-opened by verbal razors,
Cutting...slashing at my yearning wrists My arms... my face...
The lost girl from years ago...
Has returned.
Returned with no hope of a future.
People grow and change around her,
But she remains
Trapped in that mind...
In that form...
She will never change.
Her scars have been reopened,
Her tears begin to flow...
And her blood begins to spill.

I dont want to add your band or Rap group. Im sorry i dont have time to support any more groups. SUPPORT HARLEM X!!! I dont want to be your friend unless i know you in REAL LIFE! I have a Boyfriend who i LOVE so damn much so im not interested in getting to know YOU! so unless i went to school with you or i met you through another friend or just randomly met you because you liked my hair or my tattoos or piercings... ( UNLESS YOUR JUST TRYING TO GET IN MY PANTS... I DONT WANT TO KNOW YOU!) SO DONT ADD ME! your just goin to get REJECTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so PEACE
Get this video and more at MySpace.comHey guys and gals! Dont leave me any fuckin perverted comments n shit! if you cant read then please see to the fuckin hot pics i have of my BOYFRIEND on my page! ok... Im NOT trying to meet anyone else! lol I already met the man i want to spend the rest of my life with! My babey Josh! so all you mother fuckers that cant take a hint... you send another message ill just delete you! ok I LOVE YOU JOSH!!!!!!!!!!!


My KraCkA Team!!!! PiNk PanThas! Mother FucKers!! You cant handle this BuLlShit! MWAHAHAHA HAHAHAH My fucking Beautiful Sister!!!!! ♥ My fucking Home Gurl, MASSA!!!!!!!!! ♥
Get this video and more at MySpace.com FREE PONCHO!!!!!!!!!!MY NIGGGGGGGAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! thanks autumn for da pic lol i loves you!!!

Music:

Stuck In Kaos
Ill Nino
Lacuna Coil
Mudvayne
Disturbed
Korn
Marilyn Manson
Kittie
Korn
OLD Limp Bizkit
Dimmu Borgir
Cradle of Filth
Staind
Orgy
Haz-Com
Otep
From Autumn to Ashes
Atreyu
AFI
Sworn Enemy
Bob Marley
Big Pun
DMX
Story of The year
Three Days Grace
Faith No More
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Santana
Ozzy Osbourne
Soulfly
ICP
Zug Izland
Twiztd
Blaze Ya Dead Homie
Kotton Mouth Kings
Kumbia Kings
Lil Suzy
Elvis Crespo
Israel kamakawa'ole
Madonna
Los Lonely Boys
Richard Marx
Daniel Bedingfield
Kapena
311
Rob zombie
white zombie
The Cure
Depeche Mode
Culture Club
Rammstein
My dying Bride
BodyFarm
SkinLab
Motograter
Promythium
AND MANY MANY MORE

(*~*~*I Love My Josh!!!!!!! *~*~*)

Wud up ninja? you obviously down... you know alot
about the Psy family... always be down till u
dead in the ground ninja... MMFCL the wicked klownz will never dieeeeeeeeeee!!!

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Movies:

Bound
The Craft
Chucky ( the whole series)
wrong turn
How High
Half Baked
The Exorcist
House on Haunted hill
Signs
Summer Of Sam
Sixteen Candles
Dirty Dancing
The Breakfast Club
Pretty In Pink
GreaseThe Blob
Grimlens

...and much more...

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Television:

FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES
(Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is A reminder of what I'll never have
I'll never have... I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down, come down.
I cherish you...I cherish you.
Just say you would do the same for me.
Just say you would do the same for me.
Say you would do the same...
Just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.)
Damn right....GANGSTA BITCHES AT 2 AM WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THATS HOW DA PINK PANTHAS ROLL!!!!!!!

Books:

Baby Face Killers ( GOOD book about school shootings)
ANY WICCA books
HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
umm... yeah....

LATE NIGHTS BURNIN SOME GREEN WIT DA JOKA!!!!!! WhAt WhAt MothEr FucKerS!!!!

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Heroes:

My mother.... she has been through so much in her life its insane!!! I dont know how she has survived it at all... I know i would not have been able to survive the things she went through ..... I love her so much and i know i dont show it at all, although i should show and tell her! I dont want her leaving this world one day Not knowing how much i Love her and appreciated the things she has done for me.... My Hero is my Mommy!!!!

Gangsta Bitches On Yo Scent Mother Facko!!!!

My Blog

Im sorry...

Im sorry for being such a jelous girlfriend. I cant help it. I Love you so much and i get so protective. Your MINE and im YOURS!  I cant help the way i feel. I cant help that I cry when im upset ...
Posted by (#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#) on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 05:50:00 PST

Husband

I REALLY hope i dont marry a man like my father. Its sad to say it but... i dont!  He doesnt treat my mom right at all. How can you be married to someone who NEVER tells you he loves you. or when...
Posted by (#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#) on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 06:30:00 PST

Birthday... ehhh who cares

well lets see today is my bullshit birthday... i dont wanna turn 22 but eh wtf can i do right? ummm this week has been ultimately shitty well... minus somethings( like me n josh lol ! ) but umm yeah i...
Posted by (#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#) on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 09:03:00 PST

what the fuck

well lets see.. on monday i got a message from my gynocologist so i called them back. well i had my anual pap smear n shit n they said something came up on the pap smear so now i have to go in today f...
Posted by (#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#) on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 07:46:00 PST

North Carolina

Me n Josh just got back like this past friday from NC. OH MAN i loved it down there!! we were so relaxed. no stress at all. I wanna move there!!!! I just wanna live there with josh and just be happy! ...
Posted by (#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#) on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 09:59:00 PST

Here In your arms

"Here In Your Arms"I like where we are,When we drive, in your carI like where we are.... HereCause our lips, can touchAnd our cheeks, can brushOur lips can touch hereWell, you are the one, the one tha...
Posted by (#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#) on Tue, 08 May 2007 08:39:00 PST

Va Tech

April 16 2007 was a fucked up day!! we lost 32 lives! I can not believe that shit went down! I dont even know what to say about it! im just in total shock!! what the fuck was going through that mans m...
Posted by (#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#) on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:54:00 PST

1 year and more to come

Today is mine and joshs 1 year anniversary!! Im so happy we made it a year!!! :) but i know there will be MANY MORE YEARS to share with this sexy, smart, loving, honest, HOTT Man. I love you Josh!!! m...
Posted by (#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#) on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 07:49:00 PST

such a wonderful life... * sarcasim*

I love My Joshua! he makes me so happy! i want to be with him for the rest of my life!    so about the sarcasim remark... i work at hot topic in manassas mall... I LOVE MY JOB! i do but...
Posted by (#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#) on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 07:43:00 PST

*crying*

I was watching tv when a commercial for the ASPCA came on.  They showed all these abused and starving dogs and cats and i just started crying! HOW COULD PEOPLE BE SO GODDAMN CRUEL!  This fuc...
Posted by (#) I ShAnK TiL i DiE (#) on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 08:56:00 PST