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always, still always.

break me into pieces that will grow in the ground

About Me

~little things strengthen my frail wings, and HE gives me high hope of flight~
*i let out a sigh of great relief because i know He isn't finished with me. i am definitely a work in progress.
*i breathe in with thankfulness because we are loved more than we will ever be able to fully grasp.
*i sometimes feel like everyone else is speaking a different language.
*"sticks and stones..." no. just no. words matter. out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks. and sometimes it is better to be silent.
*forgiveness is vital.
*i will fear no evil for my God is with me. whom then shall i fear?
*perfect love casts out fear.
*i'm all about the truth. be honest with me. when i ask you how you are, i really want to know. i will do my best to be honest with you, but my smile and "okay"...don't always buy that.
*i love you and hope to show that to you.
*if i fail to show that to you...i'm so sorry. truly. God is still working on me in that. i spend to much time with my head down, just pushing through the day. it's not right. it shouldn't be about me. it's not about me.
*i heard someone say once that everyone is in the middle of a storm, just coming out of a storm, or on their way into a storm. i believe that. and if you haven't yet, i hope you find the Rock.
*sometimes i hide.
*the rain excites and thrills me, comforts and soothes me.
*if i could somehow put a smile on your face, it would mean everything to me.
*i'm a very trusting(some say naive) person...but i do not believe everything i hear, especially if it is about someone. i despise gossip.
*i mess up.
*i know how to say sorry, and my respect for you is strengthened when i receive a genuine apology from you.
*i'm a bit hard of hearing...it can be annoying, eh...the repeating, the repeating...and the people who think i'm ignoring them...i'm not! i didn't hear you! i also might be confused. i do that. get confused. hah. but i'm also often thankful for it. sometimes i just don't need to hear certain things...
*i'm not easily offended. if you knew my family, you'd understand.
*don't be afraid to be random with me. i delight in it.
*you are beautiful. you are.
*"tears that still drip sore"...."He knew each tear before it came."
*i want to be changed.
*i'm ready for all of us to wake up and fully live.
*i don't care so much for tradition, in and of itself. i think we should question some things...there have to be "mushroom eaters". i completely wish to abandon what most people call "common sense". i'm not there yet...
*read the barbarian way by erwin raphael mcmanus to better understand the note above, as well as, for reasons of beauty and truth.
*pride sucks.
*i hate grudges. please, let it go. whatever it is. it's hurting you to hold on. really.
*don't mock someone's expression. not everyone is controlled by the eyes around them.
*freedom in Him is beautiful.
*i'm not going to sum you up based on an action or conversation. i'm not here to judge you. i just want to love you. i know there is a lot that goes into making a person who they are...and some things are hidden. how can i judge you when i don't see the full picture? only God sees us fully. He wants to love you also. excuse me, He DOES love you. you don't have to believe that...but it's true.
*yeah, and i don't know who you are by your myspace anymore than you know who i am by mine.
*i love to laugh into the sunlight
*laughter can be pure.
*i think i have too much stuff...i think most of us have too much stuff...materialism sucks.
*um, if you ever want to talk...i'm here...and if you so desire, it will never go any farther than you, me, and God.
*if you need a hug...don't hesitate to ask. sometimes ya just need a hug.
*i said this already...but seriously, you are so beautiful.
*you are SO LOVED. believe it.
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truth. love. let's wake up. let's come alive. let's love.



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Always(Irving Berlin)
I'll be loving you always,
With a love that's true always.
When the things you plan
Need a helping hand,
I will understand,
Always, always….
Days may not be fair always,
That's when I'll be there always,
Not for just an hour,
Not for just a day,
Not for just a year,
But always.
Days may not be fair always,
That's when I'll be there always,
Not for just an hour,
Not for just a day,
And not for just a year,
But always.
loving you always, missing you for now, seeing you soon.
More Than You'll Ever Know(Watermark)
Something brought you to my mind today
I thought about the funny ways you make me laugh
And yet I feel like it's okay to cry with you
Something about just being with you
When I leave I feel like I've been near God
And that's the way it ought to be...
'Cause you've been more than a friend to me
You fight off my enemies
'Cause you've spoken the Truth over my life
And you'll never know what it means to me
Just to know you've been on your knees for me
Oh, you have blessed my life
More than you'll ever know, yeah, yeah, yeah
More than you'll ever know, yeah, yeah, yeah
You had faith, when I had none
You prayed God would bring me a brand new song
When I didn't think I could find the strength to sing
And all the while I'm hoping that I'll
Do the kind of praying for you that you've done for me
And that's the way it ought to be...
You have carried me
You have taken upon a bruden that wasn't your own
And may the blessing return to you
A hundredfold, oh yeah...
A hundredfold, oh yeah...
thank you

My Blog

live love

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how is it between us?

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed, the wrong side of the room, the wrong side of the world. Can't put my finger on the mood. It's not melancholy, anger or the blues. I love my husband, my house, my...
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everything

reality and the reality of His love(the everything skit by lifehouse)...
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where you can find me

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save us from our comfortable gods

Health and Wealth - The O.C. Supertones Poor men bound in persecutionGod's their portion every dayBut we don't know anybody who lives that wayThere the church grows strongerUnder politics and chains a...
Posted by always, still always. on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 09:33:00 PST

What are we doing?

God tells us how to find Him, to know Him, to love, to be real. Are we listening? Are we reading His Truths? How many of us really care? Are we applying the Truth in our lives?God loves His child...
Posted by always, still always. on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 08:32:00 PST

Garden Variety by JJ Heller


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Trust Me

"Trust Me, My child," He says. "Trust Me with a fuller abandon than you ever have before. Trust Me, as minute succeeds minute, every day of your life, for as long as you live. And if you become...
Posted by always, still always. on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 05:02:00 PST

5/20/06

WISH YOU WERE HEREPete Kipley and Dan MuckalaI wanted to tell you how closely I've keptThe memories of you in my heartAnd all of the lifetimes that we had to shareLive even though we're apart But ...
Posted by always, still always. on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 03:02:00 PST

only the beginning

"You will ask me, are you satisfied? Have you got all you want? God forbid. With the deepest feeling of my soul I can say that I am satisfied with Jesus now; but there is also the consciousness of how...
Posted by always, still always. on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 12:23:00 PST