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What you see is what you get, I don't hide who I am, life is too short to play games. I'm sometimes harsh and brutal because I get tired of watching people continue to screw up over and over again. I don't like bullshit, honesty will never waste your time.
I have a pretty radical sense of humor, I enjoy having an open mind. I am OCD, I can't sit through commercials. I clean the lids of ketchup bottles and organize my diry dishes. I like it that way. I don't expect anyone to be as anal radical as i am, but atleast pick your own shit up! I used to think I was a pretty hard core liberal…I’m not sure what I am now; I don’t think anyone can get control of this crisis. We're all to SCARED to make a change. Inevitably the world will continue to decline until we eventually kill each other off and start all over! Destine to turn in to a Mike Judge movie! WOW...on my soap box...I could go all day!
I value good friendship; un-biased. I learn something new everyday, even if it’s of no significant value. I like to challenge my mind, I find people in general interesting. I like to dance and listen to live bands, I probably always will. I don’t care much for bars…I’m too old to be there and the smoke is killing everyone, but music is a huge part of my expression. I now attempt to live vicariously through my daughter. Who is absolutely focused. I have two of the most terrific kids in the world (not just partial, anyone will tell you). They inspire me every day. I have a great relationship with my parents. I remember what it was like to be a kid, and that helps me be a better parent. We've all had messed-up childhoods, it’s called ADOLESCENCE and it sucks… get over it. Don’t screw your kids up just because it's habit! Don't stay in a bad relationship because your affraid...

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I am starting to become more selective of who I let into my life; I have found that you can’t predict or analyze fate. I don't know if you can every really KNOW anyone, you can only know what they show you. What's the point in lying really? You can't do it forever. I would like to say that I am still soft and gooey on the inside, but I’ve been broken before. Not bitter (yet...:-) just wondering if ANYTHING is real.
I do not embarrass and there really isn't a topic of discussion that I consider off limits. I am EXTREMELY diverse, I ride motorcycles (yes all by myself), shoot guns, get dirty, paint stairs and break down my own camp! But I also like to wear pink, high heels, and skirts. I find beauty where it's missed by most. I normally notice people that think they don’t stand out. I don't like liars...if you lie to me I have no reason to think you respect me, therefore I can't respect you. If I catch you in a lie, I will beat you down...twice! I hate MEAN people. I believe in Karma. I know there's a poet in me somewhere. I admire extreme artists, have strategically placed tattoo's and some old peircing wounds. I get inspiration everywhere...my children, my friends, nature. I love to explore my mind and I enjoy not having all the answers, if there isn't anything left to learn then why be here?
I have a lot of code in my profile, I like alot of STUFF on my page! I’m sorry if it locks up your shitty computer -upgrade. I’m trying to down size to the absolute BARE mins, but myspace is my free design forum. I NEED IT! I dabble with photography because Photoshop fits my nitch. I have LOTS of pictures, and will continue to add as life unfolds. I see pictures as not just PROOF that you have lived, but HOW you did. There isn't usually anything cutesy on my page...it's pretty adult and not meant for children....so if you offend easily this might not be the place for you! I try not to curse at home or at work so I do it here…if it offends you, I’m sorry, because I’m not hard and bitchy enough to just say:
Enjoy life! Fight for your freedoms and pursue your OWN happiness...you only get one life...
LIVE IT!
Somedays I feel like this...
"The era of procrastination, of half-measures, of soothing and baffling expedients, of delays, is coming to a close. In its place we are entering a period of consequences."
Winston Churchill 1936