-Jesse [neVer] Christ-

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I suppose we'll start with the basics. My name is Jesse Peacock aka Never aka Jessicus aka Robot. I was born May 19th.
I am an agnostic because I know that I am ignorant of the big picture. Someday I hope that I can learn of the truth but I don't believe that kind of enlightenment comes in a lifetime. And though I am an agnostic I still claim myself to be Druid for reasons that are complicated beyond my words. Mostly, it's in my blood. It's a big part of who I am without being a religion.
Something that you will notice about my basic info is that it's always changing. This is because I do not classify myself as a gender and instead would like those who speak and know me to see me as an adrogynous being. This means that I won't cleary state my gender nor would I like anyone to refer me as a particular gender. To me love hath no gender. And while I'm at it I'll state that I am omnisexual and wished to be accepted as who I am rather than what. So don't assume my gender, chances are you could be wrong. And I won't correct you if you're to assume a gender in fact because in this perhaps that person will learn a lesson.
I was born in Fairfield, California and lived the first 5 years of my life in Fairfield and San Fransisco. California is where I got into baseball and of suches. I then moved to Mesa, Arizona until I was ten and then moved again to Dayton, Ohio where I currently reside. I also lived in various parts of the United States for short amounts of time in Aberdeen, Washington.. Buena Park, California.. and Little Rock, Arkansas. But as I previously stated, I am currently residing in Dayton, Ohio where I am quite content.
I am currently unemployed here in Dayton, Ohio and am looking for a job. I am also not currently enrolled into a college right now but will be taking classes at a local community college (Sinclair) in welding and various arts. Welding has been an interest for me for some time and I haven't been able to take any courses for it yet.
I am one of those "Do it all" types of people. I enjoy writing poetry and prose alike. I enjoy painting..finger painting the most. There's just something passionate about paint on your hands in creating something marvelous and beautiful. I love photography and have been into it for some time but will hold off until I can get more equipment and some college courses under my belt. I draw a lot and I'm rather good with digital airbrushing. You can see some of my older art here www.ceaseofsalvation.deviantart.com if you would like but a majority of my art won't even make it to that site.
I have a small family that I am apart of and it's rather scattered although I have more siblings than an average American. I have 3 sisters and 2 brothers.. In fact, here's a shout out to all of them. I love you Ashley, James, Mariah, Christina, and Junior. My mother lives here in Dayton with the eldest of my sisters, Christina.. while my father lives in Arizona with the youngest of my siblings Ashley and James. My grandparents on my father's side passed away and my grandparents on my mother's side live in Arkansas. I have an Aunt on my father's side.. somewhere. I have 2 uncles that I adore on my mother's side and another Aunt who is incredible.
I do not get to see a lot of my family very often but I am thankful for them none the less and love them unconditionally.I also have friends that are close enough that I consider them a family. You know who you are :) My beautiful friends, my brothers and sisters of other blood. I treasure all of you and I would take on entire Empire just to keep you safe and happy. I might have a lot of friends and know a whole hell load of people but there are very few people that I love and would do anything for. I am very grateful for them -I love you all and I am so happy that I've been blessed with such amazing best friends.
My favorite color is green :).. it always has been. I also love grays and any strange and magnificient/vibrant colors like purple, orange and, red. I have many movies that I adore but my favorite movie of all time would have to be The Fifth Element. You cannot watch that movie with me without hearing me saying every line. I also really love the movie Hook and 13th Warrior. I really enjoy watching movies that have something interesting to teach you or with something vivid and alluring. I love Freddy Kruger and my favorite Horror film series would definately be Hellraiser.
I don't really watch a lot of television but there are a few shows that I have enjoyed.. such as: My Wife and Kids, Drawn Together, Dexter, CSI, and of such. My favorite cartoons though would have to be Tom and Jerry as well as Ren and Stimpy and The Angry Beavers. I'll watch those cartoons at any given time to this day.
I love animals. Often I like animals more than I like people. I have two dogs here in Dayton with me and a beautiful kitten in California. The older of my dogs would be a Great Dane named Baby.. yes, she's huge and pretty much weighs more than I do but she lives up to her name doubtlessly. My other dog is a pitbull/lab mix named Stank who is just a big sweetheart despite the typical stereotypes of pit breeds. The kitten on the other hand is the sweetest cat to ever hop around and will always remain a sweet kitten in my eyes.. even though her name is Hazard.
I don't drink alcohol.. I don't smoke cigarettes or do any sort of drugs. The closest thing to a drug you'll catch me with is Coffee or Tea.. or French toast.. or muffins.. I love those.. Mmm.
Speaking of.. I enjoy food. I wouldn't consider myself fat at all but I do love exquisite tastes. I however hate almost all dips and sauces. Don't look too far into that, I just can't stand them. I also don't really like Soda.My favorite day of the week is Wednesday, I couldn't really tell you why though. My favorite sport would have to be baseball :). My favorite season is Autumn. My favorite subjects in school were always the Arts, History, and Literature. I am a huge history fanatic and I believe in learning the lessons of those who lived before us in order to build a better future for ourselves. I don't have a favorite holiday and I don't really celebrate any either.
My favorite Author is H.P. Lovecraft in which he has written my favorite literature piece 'The Outsider' and from which I quote, "For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men."
I love the Triangle.. you can't typically see how much I adore it. I know it must be strange for someone to appreciate a shape so much. I also love stars but the Triangle is a sort of sacred thing to me. As are the numbers 3 and 9.
I am also a musician. I play the Piano, the Guitar, the Bass, blah blah blah blah. Like I said before, I'm a "Do it all" type of person.
I tend to travel a lot around the country and someday soon hope to cross the ocean and further explore this world in Europe and Scotland -the land of my ancestry (I'm both Scottish and German).
I love Passion.. true and boundless passion. Be it between two people or between and individual and an artform, I love passion of all kind and I find myself loving to hear about someone's true passion. I absolutely adore passionate people.
I love reading over poetry or prose that leaks passion from the words. I love looking over the brush strokes of a painting that screams passion. I love seeing the look of passion.. I love the look of eyes when they are overwhelmed by passion. Passion itself is a passion of mine. Without passion there would be no sense in life.. it would be dull and emotionless.
I myself am passionate with all art and with music. I am passionate with love and affection and making people around me feel amazing. I hate making people feel bad. I hate hurting people and making people feel unwanted. I love going on to the RTA (public bus transportation in Dayton) and watching the people interact and watch the world outside the window. I absolutely adore helping people cross the street and pulling chairs out for people or sharing random conversations with a kind stranger on the bus. I love holding doors for people and making silly faces at small children. I love getting and giving smiles to random people and I love sharing passions.
My favorite material possesion would have to be my Grandfather's camera that I've had for a long time. I was very close to my grandparents that passed away and there's not a moment in time where I do not miss them. But they're in a better place.. be that heaven or any other after life. In fact, I collect Cameras.. Any type really, I just enjoy having them. I also collect boxes, hats, small statues, and books.
I'm rather obsessed with quotes and will put up a website shortly that has some of my favorite quotes, poems, artwork, stories, pictures, etc. etc.
I'm a picky eater.. Yep.
I'm a very up front person. I'm very honest and for some reason a majority of people take that in a wrong way. Often I'm considered an "asshole" because of my ease and ability to be up front. I do have a tendancy of being rather polite though.
If you're interested on adding me without talking to me or meeting me beforehand then don't bother. I consider it rude and disrespectful and will not accept your add. I don't dig that whole "Hey let's add twenty thousand people to my friends list" bit. In fact.. I often dub those people idiots. So if you do want to talk to me or add me, please, talk to me first. I'm picky.
I usually go by is Jesse.
But I also go by Jessicus, Never, Jess
I don't consider myself an age.
My birthday is May 19th.
I am a Taurus on the cusp of the Gemini.
My favorite color is green :D
My lucky numbers always have to include the number 3 or 9 in it.
I have naturally blonde hair.
My eyes change colors so.. that's complicated :P.
I like to dance.
I'm a very active person soI don't normally enjoy just sitting around when at a social event or party or such.
I'm very social, I love meeting and talking to new people of various cultures, beliefs, etc.
I absolutely love animals (I don't like most birds though, don't know why).
I have one dog a great dane named Baby who is bigger then I am.
Also I have a Pit/Lab mix named Stank.
I like comparing certain peoples characteristics to that of animals.. 'cause I love animals arhg nurr.
I was born in Fairfield, California. I moved to Mesa, Arizona when I was like 5, then moved to Dayton, Ohio when I was like 10.
I'm a visual artist of many sorts.
I love reading.
I love performing.
I was the bassist of former band Monroe 85.
I don't really like fast food and don't eat it unless I'm really hungry.
I love coffee.
I don't smoke cigarettes.
I don't smoke pot.
I don't do heavy drugs.
I'm not all sexual oo baby baby sort.
I like going out.
I have a bad habit of saying what even though I heard you. I also have a bad habit of saying owch or ow when something doesn't hurt.
I like going out to the movies even if the movie sucks.
Not big on sweets either.
I LOVE french toast though.
I don't care about age, gender, race, how you look, reputation, yada yada.
I have a belly button.
I'm random.
I have my lip and septum piercings.
I love going to concerts.
I can't stand when people go to shows and just stand there thinking the cool thing to do is to look pretty and look like you hate the music. MOVE! DO SOMETHING!
That's right, I'm a big local music supporter, if I like the music, I'm moving around, ALOT.
I like to sing but I'm rather shy about it.
I like being silly.
I love making people laugh.
But I don't laugh a whole lot myself.
Don't be mad if I don't look at you while I'm talking.
I'm a bit of a misanthrope.
I have 2 tattoos as of right now. 2 stars on my hand and a pentacle on my shoulder blade.
I have my ear lobes gauged to 5/8s.
EBM is my GOD.
I hate energy drinks, they taste like beer and pixie sticks.
I have strong beliefs.. no named religion.
If I don't like you, you probally know and if you don't, you're an idiot.
I won't like someone until I know them; you have to build my trust and respect it doesn't start out perfect.
I'm not a loud person but I'm not shy, normally.
I blush easily.
I'm stubborn.
I stand up against something I don't think is right.
Thanks to the amazing sarah 13: I say fork funny.. ferk...
I have a bit of an accent.. scottish.. uh huh.
I'm mostly scottish and german, yep.
It's hard for me to say 'bubble'.
Also hard for me to say 'decision'.
And 'Burger'.
I sound like a 14 year old boy about to hit puberty.
I like kids.
In fact I adore children. I would like some of my own some day :P.
I want to get married eventually.
I like long sleeved shirts.
I like having no limits!
I'm ticklish on my wrists.. hips.. back.. and thats about all. Sides sometimes :P.
Uhm.. my septum is ticklish.... don't ask.
I love many people, but not in the way you would think.
I adore music and support good music all the way.
I know/talk to most the people on my friends list.
I don't usually talk very fast.
I don't like bananas 'cause the texture of them makes me feel dirty (yes you can laugh at that).
I know alot of people... yeah.
I like alot of different kinds of music.
I have few close friends.
I am a part of a promotional group/company called Fatal Promotions which you can go add above and adore us.