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MMMMMaria.

You can't squeeze blood from stone.

About Me

I am excruciatingly loud and shamelessly blunt. If I love you, you have my whole heart(and then some). If I hate you, you know it without my saying a word. I have a problem with interrupting, but always speak my truth. I am easily seduced visually, acoustically, and physically. Brunch is my favorite time to eat. I do best in a metropolis setting. I respect innovation, passion and dedication.i presented my feminine side with flowers/she cut the stems and placed them gently down my throat/and these tu lips might soon eclipse your brightest hopes/-Saul Williams

My Interests

I have a consistent interest in any and all of the following; Walking, strong black coffee, cats(hairlessness a plus), bitter/dark chocolate, Kiefer and Rothko, and Saul Williams, and Egon Shiele, bikes, mopeds and motorcycles, red wine, cheese, sophisticated simplicity, packaging, incomplete thoughts and stream-of-consciousness, public transportation, cities, contemporary art, theory, culture, and design, beds, printed material, humans, objects left behind by humans, education, words, astrology and dreams, fireworks, water, conceptually and perceptually balanced occurences, digital miracles, the line that divides a boy's torso from his legs...

I'd like to meet:

Need not apply: people who do not move or change, cynics, damaged people, people who love money more than what you can get for it, people who love politics more than life, passive aggressives, mind fuckers, people who buy posters instead of art.Enjoyable: people who go my anti-clockwise (see Party Monster), those who cut me slack, balance me out, drink with me, dance with me, make out with me, aid me in being practical when it matters, freak out with me when it matters, participate with me in romantic, self-indulgent dreams of grandure shamelessly,those who know they won't find salvation in others and keep their center of gravity inside, astrologers and palm readers, physical, sexual, and sensual people, people I could fall in love with for better or for worse. And penguins.

Music:

Amy Winehouse, Eurythmics, M.I.A.,Murs,Michael Jackson, Mary J. Blige, ABBA, Queen, Mike Jones, Free Flow, Prince,Aretha Franklin,Kanye West, Nick Cave, Ani, Astrud Gilberto, The Pharcyde, Fugees, Postal Service,Mos Def, Deyampert,Air, Jamiroquai, Slick Rick, Scissor Sisters, Nina Simone, Otis Redding, Al Green, Missy Elliot, Marvin Gaye, AntiPop Consortium, Feist,2Pac,Faithless, Portishead, Massive Attack,The Roots, Sade,Billie Holiday,Beck,Regina Spektor,Brazilian Girls,Common,David Bowie,Maxwell,Deee-Lite,Three 6 Mafia,Daft Punk, Tricky,Esthero Wikked,Fabolous,Fischerspooner,G.D. Luxxe,Gogol Bordello, Har Mar Superstar, INXS,J-Zone,Jamiroquai,Janet Jackson,J5,Kylie Minogue,Mary J. Blige,Mazzy Star,Missy Elliott,Nina Simone,De La Soul,Pharrell,Razhel,RJD2,Rufus Wainwright,Sage Francis, Seal, Sigur Ros, Prefuse 73,Beans,MONO....

Movies:

SHORTBUS, The Lost Boys of Sudan, What the Bleep Do We Know?, An Unfinished Piece For The Player Piano, A Lion in the House, Little Miss Sunshine,MOOLADE (Ousmane Sembene), To Live, Ju-Dou,Party Monster, The Weeping Camel, Baraka, Mathew Barney's Cremaster (esp. .3), Sergei Parajanov-"The Color of Pomegranates", Pillowbook, any well-produced porn (esp. House of Hooters), Magnolia,Talk To Her, Eyes Wide Shut, "Come and See" (a Russian dish guaranteed to stir shit up-conceptually, visually and acoustically), March of the Penguins

Television:

anything involving exploitation of lazy or ugly people, tennis tournaments, ice skating, anything where stuff gets hunted, shows with tough love judges, cartoons the characters of which I am sexually attracted to, first love reunions and paternity mysteries.... AMERICA's NEXT TOP MODEL and the original Miami Vice.

Books:

Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov, Subliminal Messages by David Bunn, SV-he by Saul Williams,Said The Shotgun to the Head. by Saul Williams, Kundera, Coelho, almost anything from Phaidon.com (esp. Cream series) and D.A.P., oh, and Printed Matter, Yevtushenko, bulky art and theory books, exhibition brochures and catalogs, art theory/criticism essays, Stephen Kern's The Culture of Time and Space, Vogue, BOMB, Artforum, National Geographic, Topic, Cabinet, Radar (i payed for a subscription. where is my next issue, bitches?!?) ArtNow Gallery Guide, FOUND, RES, Village Voice, NY Times......

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Heroes:

My grandfather and Mikhail Bulgakov. And Saul Williams. And Paul Robeson. And Queen. (My friend, not the band (although, they come close, too)). Strongest woman I've met in a very long time and the most creative.And all of my designer friends who work oh-so-hard for the bread...And anyone that keeps on keepin' on and makes things interesting for me.


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My Blog

It’s fun to stay at the...

When the Y is across the street from your house, there is no excuse. When a reasonably priced membership lets you play on top-of-the-line elipticals and swim in a pool and take three different kinds o...
Posted by MMMMMaria. on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 09:02:00 PST

Poemme.

I would be amiss to not miss you and not to say that I miss. You.Not the leper of time in front of me, with glassed eyes, and so much hate it burns through the pores.Not this woman-scorned, blown up, ...
Posted by MMMMMaria. on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 01:03:00 PST

Boys and Gurrrlz.

I just found myself drinking Pumpkin Ale ( and, ok, a bit of Rodenbach, mostly due to the joy of having found the last bottle on earth at Whole Foods)....but wait, that's not it. I was also geeking ou...
Posted by MMMMMaria. on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 06:39:00 PST

Miso Horny

Am hung over. Not necessarily in a bad way. I think have come up with viable solution. Have ordered a tub of miso soup from favorite sushi joint. If this works, I will write a book about cures. D...
Posted by MMMMMaria. on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 10:07:00 PST

L-Train

I wrote it in fire and yelled it screamed it until my pores overflowed with Heaven and music and space and perfumeI didn't stop because I had served my time and because it was mine and because I was k...
Posted by MMMMMaria. on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 06:33:00 PST

Eternal Question

I have been reading "Devil and Seniorita Prim" by Coelho. In Russian, mind you, because I need my Russianness to be sharp like Cutco.There is this passage where one of the main characters, who is ques...
Posted by MMMMMaria. on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 05:59:00 PST

Do or Die.

I have moved to Bed Stuy. No, NOT Clinton Hill, as the listing for my apartment will tell you. Nor is it the "kicked puppy of all neighborhoods" as my friend delicately put it in a conversation about ...
Posted by MMMMMaria. on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 09:03:00 PST

Fridge.

Whoever took the time to write that these are the best days of my life on my virtual fridge, just know that you made my day.   Spanks. Happy dayz.
Posted by MMMMMaria. on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 02:24:00 PST

I've HAD IT.

With being a bad friend to you all. My summer's resolution is to be super. And loveable. If you think you can love me, please call me and let's follow through with something. That's right, Cap'n, we...
Posted by MMMMMaria. on Sat, 23 Jun 2007 11:04:00 PST

Brief appearance on the Space. Please don't shove or touch.

Where has this gurrl been, for fuck's sake? Excellent (and valid!) question. Just don't make it an accusation. No, it is NOT because I am happily in love that I no longer crave the Space in the same c...
Posted by MMMMMaria. on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 10:31:00 PST