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About Me


i'm me. deal with it ;)

My Interests


music:metal & industrial
reading:suspense or classic novels as well as philosophy and WWII history (sound boring dont i?)
anything asian as well as german (im in love with the asian culture)
anime
why wasnt i born to a japanese fam? lol
ryan dunn -winkage-
grimey cozy concert venues
walking everywhere with my iguana, Thor, on my shoulder
china buffets ^_^!!11
being 1337, lollorz gg kthx gg

pigtails
studying aka being a nerd
shirley temples
swimming at night:better yet, in the rain at night
chai tea & milk
walking right in the middle of a huge downpour
horror movies that genuinely scare the shit out of me
foreign films:mainly Korean
walking anywhere - at night, with no destination in mind.
vinyl
ye good ol' booze
red bull - red bull- and red bull
skirts AND pigtails-while on redbull
kool aid bitches
bone corsets
using chopsticks -even to eat pizza with
pondering what would happen if i went into east side at night(i found out...)
my piercings _
garters
texas holdem-as doc holiday would say "thats a peach of a hand"
looking at skylines beyond a lake at night
dreaming of living in NYC one day
being poked-tickled
irish accents 0_o
escaping from home
ninjas:REALULTIMATEPOWER.NET
video and pc games..omg imma r0x0r ur b0x0rz
partying
archeologists/tomb raiders (hottness like no other) w/ a slight ego
Ferris Beuller's Day Off
rough play
dr pepper lipgloss
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the soiled ground for the sacrifice, dispelled, crippling, faulty, holyland. i am your martyr, your stigmata... the tears turn to blood, beneath my eyes. my body listens... as you whisper. my fingers bend... as i'm nailed to your cross the splinters etch... hearts in my back. i denounce this crucifixion, i demand another sacrifice. a cast shadow over this narrow hill, pulling my fingers from these nails... there will be no use for a second coming.-the number 12 looks like you "jesus and Tori"
"There is some madess in love, but there is also always some reason in madness. " - Nietzsche

Music:


old school blink 182 kicks ass!! go scott ^_^
Abigor
Ad Infinium
Aegir
Aeturnus
Akercocke
Amon Amarth
Amoprphis
And Oceans
Anorexia Nervosa
Arch Enemy
At the Gates
Bathory
Behemoth
Bethlehem
Between the Buried and Me
Bleeding Through
Blink 182 ( haha sticks out huh)
Bloodbath
Bloodlined Caligraphy
Bolt Thrower
Borknagar
Burzum
Cannible Corpse
Carcass
Carnal Forge
Carpathian Forest
Cattle Decaptiation,
Celtic Frost
Cephalic Carnage
Children of Bodom
CkY
Clit Eater
Crytopsy
Dark Funeral
Dark Tranquility
Darkest Hour
Dead to Fall
Death
Decapitated
Decide
Deeds of Flesh
Deinonychus
Destroyer 666
Die Apokalyptischen Reiter
Dimmu Borgir
Dissection
Dragonforce
Dying Fetus
Ed Gein
Emperor
Enslaved
Everytime I die
Fear Factory
Finntroll
Funeral Mist
Gaahlskaag
Goatwhore
God Dethroned
God Forbid
Gorgoroth
Gorod
Grabnebelfuesrsten
Grave
Grimfist
Grimnir
Gwar
Heaven Shall Burn
Hecate Enthroned
HIM
Himsa
Hyprocrisy
Iced Earth
Immolation
Immortal
Impaled
Imperial Crystalline Emtombment
In Flames
Inimical
Iniquity
Iron Maiden
Insomnium
Isvind
Judas Priest
Kalmah
Kataklysm
Katatonia
Kelly Simonz
Killswitch Engage
KMFDM
Korn
Krisiun
Lamb of god (!!)
Leviathan
Lifthrasil
Limbonis Art
Liturgy
Lja
Lux Occulta
Marduk
Mayhem
Metallica ( up to black album)
Moonspell
Mortitcian
Motorhead
My Dying BRide
Mutilated
Myrrdraal
Naglfar
Napalm Death
Nargaroth
Nile
Ninnghizhidda
Norther
Old Mans Child
Opeth
Orphaned Land
Pest
Pig Destroyer ( grindcore ^_^)
Poison the well
Rage against the Machine
Salted WoundbrSatyriconSetherial
Shadows fall
Shining
Six feet Under
Slayer
Slipknot ( ooooold stuff)
Summoning
System of a Down
Testament
The berzerker
The Black Dahlia Murder
The blackseed Boys
The Crown
The Haunted
The kovenant
The Locust
Troll
The Red Chord
Three inches of blood
Turbonegro
Type o Negative
Unearth
Vader
Vehemence
Vintersorg
Vital Remains
Vlad Tepes
With Passion
XXX Manic
Xasthur
and more:
Anal Cunt
Android Lust
Anti-Flag
beauty
bile
bjork
Black Flag
Bludge
the Circle Jerks
Dead Kennedy's
Deadsy
Dropkick Murpheys
Flogging Molly
Jack Off Jill
Mindless Self Indulgence
Ministry
Misfits
Necromantix
Nirvana
NOFX
No Use For A Name
Operation Ivy
Orbital
Pennywise
Queen
Rancid
Ramones
Sex Machines
Skinny Puppy
Suicide Machines
Suicidal Tendencies
Tiger Army
the Vandals
Ween
Weezer
and there have to be more..
Radiohead
Her Space Holiday
Im lovin the industrial dance scene too ^_^ ( yes.. im an odd odd person)
assemblage 23
tool
NIN
Bile (yes - it deserves it twice)
the birthday massacre
dresden dolls
daft punk
infected mushroom
moulin noir
dir en grey
puscifer
wumpscut
haujobb
kraftwerk
ohgr
j-rock ^_^::
Ayumi Hamasaki
Dir en Grey
Gackt

Malice Mizer

Melt Banana
x japan
and there are numerous other random bands that i will still listen too...
old school shit - eagles, CCR, Sabbath, Kansas, Claptan, Elton John, Carpenters, The Supremes, etc -
Oh yeah.. i've played violin nearly 12 years, so throw classical into that wonderful mix ^_^
-Victori@

Movies:


sin city
Herbie Fully Loaded
Terminator 2
So I married an Axe Murderer
Death Becomes Her
Requiem for a Dream
Run Lola Run
Battle Royale
Donnie Darko
Mononoke Hime
Spirited Away
clerks
The Last Samuri
Ferris Beuller's Day Off
Cider House Rules
Napoleon Dynamite
Lord of the Rings trilogy
SLC Punk
Sense and Sensibility
Trainspotting
Boondock Saints
Natrual Born Killers
American History X
Saving Private Ryan
Schindler's List
Moulin Rouge
monty python and the holy grail
Mallrats
goodfellas
perfect blue
Flight of the Navigator
Legend
The Labrinth
Dark Crystal
Love Bites
Heavenly Creatures
Akira
Tale of Two Sisters

Television:


Comedy Central (mad tv kinda sux0rz tho)
History Channel
Disc. channel and its sub stations
family guy
x-files
robot chicken
love hina/DBZ(not gt)
undergrads (when it was on...)

Books:


mein kamph
anne frank's diary
rose madder
Requiem for a dream
where the red fern grows
harry potter series
angels and demons
the good earth,
numerous philosophers:
aristotle
plato
machiavelli,
Nietzsche
sir thomas more
rosseu
voltaire
etc
the vampire chronicles
HP Lovecraft

Heroes:

my mother

My Blog

happiness

W00t: this weekend = sweet times because: -halloween parties tonight with amazing people and the best boyfriend ever!-athen's tomorrow-see my family sunday and its been over a month since i have!-con...
Posted by its CRAN! on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 08:56:00 PST

ive realized

that my insignificance is significantly bothersome to me. I feel like a real shitty friend for being so busy lately and not being able to stay in touch with everyone. Hence, I deserve the neglec...
Posted by its CRAN! on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 08:21:00 PST

yay for being a wreck

So yes me, being 'brilliant', had another anxiety attack.. and im scared shitless Im going to have another one tonight. I've been down/anxious all day - and i only keep hearing bad news about stuff. i...
Posted by its CRAN! on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 05:18:00 PST

Major update 0_o

Hey! Sorry its been ridiculously long since I've written on here... usually im write a few times a week - if not a day - but i've moved into my own joint and I've no internet there yet. Supposedly I h...
Posted by its CRAN! on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 09:16:00 PST

in as nutshell

I did wanna make this a detailed entry but i just wrote a few letters so im wiped out.. along with having been up and nonstop moving since 7am. -got up at 7-opened the gym, was 'in charge' today :) -...
Posted by its CRAN! on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 11:02:00 PST

ok now ladies...

ever have like a 3-4 days stretch where you want to eat everything you see? lol... im making today the last one hen im gettin back to my sched tomorrow - that means i best order a pizza 2nite ;) &nbs...
Posted by its CRAN! on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 01:32:00 PST

mulch is actually a good bedding

today had its turmoils - but what day doesnt? main focus: i talked with my aunt about my uncle ( her late husband) for over an hour... and that meant the world to me. I wish i could visit her so...
Posted by its CRAN! on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:40:00 PST

he was right

Good ol' Nietzsche.  He said that in order to live a full life we had to life dangerously. The first time i read that i didnt read into it how i was supposed to because i hadnt experienced what ...
Posted by its CRAN! on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 08:07:00 PST

agenda

today: (for school and others) write 2 papers for japanesewrite 2 papers for american litmake study guide for lit and chaucerread last story in chaucergo to gym 2nite and work out with Ritasee if i ha...
Posted by its CRAN! on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:55:00 PST

a 'me' day

We all need one of these - a day where we get a lot done and then do a lot for ourselves. i officially have my own place for this next year... i cant get over. it. I went in, he let me unlock my ...
Posted by its CRAN! on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 01:28:00 PST