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sugarcayenne

the evolutionary war is won on the battlefield of the psyche

About Me

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Gender: Female * Astrological Sign: Cancer * Zodiac Year: Tiger * Industry: Communications/Media * Occupation: facilitator/propagandist * evolutionary revolutionary, evangelical provocateur & purveyor of existential paradox "the evolutionary war will be won on the battlefield of the psyche."-me

Honest Baby
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids....

i love you. but i don't like you all the time.

My Interests

processing experiences into our own mythology. making it up as we go along.
you have no shame....or is it pride?

I'd like to meet:

soldiers / geniuae / freakshows / elegant savages
Your humility is awesome. You are strong, emotionally intelligent, creative and adventurous. You process experiences into your own mythology. You make it up as you go along. Other people's successes and joys delight you. You are happy and well-acquainted with your own shadow. You know what that means. You've thrown off history's imposing chains and gleaned some treasure from trauma. You have no shame....(or is it pride?) (there is nothing quite as cozy as parentheses)
fountains, radiators, reflections,deepest shadows...

Music:

yes

Movies:

make your own

Television:

is like taking black spay paint to your 3rd eye - bill hicks

Books:

the dictionary

Heroes:

you. you're my hero.

ooh!surprise!
i'm Bettie Page!
girl next door with a wild streak
fun & just a little scary!
i'm an infamous beauty - with unique look
i get under your skin
like a tattoo...strange & eternal
people who like me are cultish about it. What Famous Pinup Are You?

My Blog

suffering beauty

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Posted by sugarcayenne on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 09:51:00 PST

why i am just TOO TOO much...

the universe of my heart can be overwhelming. a reader once looked up at me from my chart and said..."i'm sorry" Uranus symbolizes unpredictable change, intuition, genius, individualism, independenc...
Posted by sugarcayenne on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 10:16:00 PST

no more...

There are moments when I feel out of controlBaby, I like it; I like it.There are moments when I feel like I could string myself up to your fingersI'd like that too-connie lim
Posted by sugarcayenne on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 08:39:00 PST

flower

everytime I see your facei get all wet between my legseverytime you pass me by, I heave a sighof paineverytime I see your facei think of things unpure, unchastei want to fuck you like a dogi'll take y...
Posted by sugarcayenne on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 10:08:00 PST

the weight...

Disappear from your hometownGo and find the people that you knowShow them all you good partsLeave town when bad ones start to showGo and wed a womanA pretty girl that you've never metMake sure she kno...
Posted by sugarcayenne on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 10:56:00 PST

from one island to another

Winds shiftingCurrents coverThe navigationsThese separationsRowing home aloneA beachA blazing fireLighthouse eyesNighttime desireShe walks aloneSkips a stoneFrom one island to anotherSo what have I to...
Posted by sugarcayenne on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 08:59:00 PST

better together/jack johnson

There's no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard, No song that I could sing But I can try for your heart, Our dreams, and they are made out of real things, Like a shoebox of photo...
Posted by sugarcayenne on Sat, 30 Aug 2008 02:27:00 PST

its a delicate dance...

Pain makes you beautiful / JudyBatsI give you what you want, the pain and the pleasureI'm no good for youBut then you're no good for yourselfI bring you painPain makes you beautifulI'm no good for you...
Posted by sugarcayenne on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 10:23:00 PST

heady: the edginess of seeming queer

the edginess of seeming queerfantasized in liquid fearI drank too much, but still had funblue eyes persuaded my lust gunfrequent rushing water soundcame from me, my neck was boundI didn't mind the tig...
Posted by sugarcayenne on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 11:02:00 PST

turn me inside out to breathe and blindfold me so i can see

helloit is a delicious thought.the depth of dark warmthwrapped up raptin knowing unknowing is okayokayswarms of fearful shadowed doubtsdon't find me outthe shameoh my.i wonder how far i can gowith my ...
Posted by sugarcayenne on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 11:22:00 PST