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the gods are marching

those who curse the rain have never danced in it.

About Me

when I see a blank peice of paper I feel like it needs to be filled someway somehow someone has to do it.I know exactly what I want in life, I might not always know how to get there but I try and try again until I do figure out the best path for myself.Opportunities enter our lives and we might not always feel ready at that time but one has to try anyway. I feel it is better to have at least tried and failed then to have let a little piece of life pass you by because of fear. Sometimes the only way to prepare yourself for something you have never done is by just doing it. Only then do you really have the experience and courage you need, right after the fact.When two people come together and occupy the same space it is inevitable that they will change. We are complex creatures, I think it is natural for us to reflect and absorb those who are around us, at least those in which we care for and have strong bonds with. Evolution is impossible to stop. Things just get up and change weather by your hand or that of another. Sometimes you just have to adapt and go with it. Guide the evolution and let the evolution guide you.Love is accepting the person you are with for who they are, the good with the bad imperfections and all, we all have em just different ones. Love is letting yourself go of that list of attributes you thought you wanted in another when you find a connection with someone. It’s good to know what you want, sometimes though what you want surprises you with a different color wrapping then maybe you had previously perceived it would be coming in. Communication is key. Ladies we understand that you want us to pick up on things without you having to tell us, but when you can see that we are not getting the hint you need to express your thoughts, and feelings on whatever it is which is troubling you. We are not mind readers, other wise we’d all be millionaires.

My Interests

I like rusty nails rotted houses with a vacant interior. I like phone booths because they remind me how all of us can go from super human to super nothing. the same holds ofr it's reverse. I like the smell of lilacs, traveling, sunny days, strong bad, make out sessions, girls with messy hair, stickers, being rained on, cool summer evening, long hair, short hair, spikey hair, cussing like a sailor, drinking like a sailor, lylacks, pretty eyes the kind that suck you in, chucks, studded belts, burning things and taking pictures, saying things that shouldn't be said, giving everyone the same story with alternate endings, blue jeans shreded to pieces, t-shirts with obscene sayings, debates and other intelectual conversations, cartoons, the first nintendo, geeks, trouble makers as long as they are not making trouble for me, sexy girls that play guitar, george carlin, rum and coke, meeting the decendants of pancho via, ranting and raving, butterflys losing myself in my work. other then that I like I am really into art. all kinds writing, painting, graphic design, photography, music, art is my life for the most part some day I'll do something really cool.

I'd like to meet:

I am not looking for anything, or anyone. I find those rare people tend to fall in your lap while you are looking the other way, but if I had a choose. I would like to meet compasionate people, odd people, people who are themselves, passionate, weird, geeks, dorks, lively people, beautiful people taken from any and all perspectives. I just like to mix things up a bit and keep it interesting. blah blah blah* some paintings I have done in the past * ..

Music:

India Arie, raised on zenith, the killers, the racontours, theivery corporation, the housewives club, capital eye, royal, seven mary 3, ac dc, the black keys, bonnie summerville, chevelle, cold play, cursive, the distillers, the dresden dolls, filter, fugees, him, super drag, white zombie, wilco, the wall flowers, U2, tool, tonic, stabbing westward, sigur ros, rush, iron and wine, beck, frou frou, coheed and cambria, death cab for cutie, merit, norah jones, the postal service, the six parts seven, zero 7, damion rice, the mars volta, the swords project, radiohead, queens of the stone age, crystal method, poe, bjork, ani difranco, nirvana, alice in chains, the smashing pumpkins, blind melon, 311, sasha, paul van dyk, diesel boy, foo fighter, element 101, the benjamin gate, the cranberries, collective soul, fuel, tool, nine inch nail, stone temple pilots, the toadies, incubus, weezer, kaki king, our lady peace, sonic youth, the doors, jimi hendrix, the red hot chilli pepers, white stripes, black keys, poe, portishead, health and beauty, symphonic affair, lying in states, punk, techno, rock, classical, jazz, you can like what you like, just please don't make me listen to it if it sucks, that's all i ask.

Movies:

Mr. brooks, brick, something new, final fantasy advent children, pitch black, silent hill, constantine, hanibal rising, garden state, the salten sea, hero, what about bob, bubba hotep, fight club, donnie darko, stigmata, the last samuri, michael collins, queen of the damned, van wilder, equalibrium, pulp fiction, kill bill 1 and 2, the shining, full metal jacket, fear and loathing in las vegas, the big labowski, the girl next door, clerks, dead poets society, k- pax, chasing amy, vanilla skys, resident evil, saw, blade, indiana jones, evil dead, black hawk down, the grudge, clash of the titans, calateral, gattaca, the village, the devil's advicate, underworld, troy, chasing liberty, and sin city.

Television:

the family guy, the simpsons, comedy central, and the movie channel, sponge bob square pants. jackass, distraction, aqua teen hunger force, robot chicken, drawn together.

Books:

a trip into the super natural, siddartha, survivor, ishmael, adbuster magazine. the bible. anything by chuck palahniuk

Heroes:

this is a complicated title.... hero, I confused it once for admiration. I havn't quite figured out the qualifications of a hero for myself yet. it seems to me these people might be those who have tried to pick me up when I get pushed down. or people who stand true to their morals, dreams, ideals no matter what the cost, or maybe people who make sacrifices for the better good of others. or maybe a hero is ones self since sometimes upon that is all you can rely. but like I said as of yet I really don't know.............

My Blog

Identity in love

I see through the glass. I see the open door, both avenues leading to the same place, the same space. My identity must be secure in order for me to pass through. What is my purpose? It's a matter of ...
Posted by the gods are marching on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 09:51:00 PST

reaching to let go

The gods are on the prowl. They want the dieing breed. They want control. They want me. These words recycle themselves haunting me like ghosts damned to be stuck in space in time and not moving. Love...
Posted by the gods are marching on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 05:59:00 PST

your life in mine ( spring 2008 )

My world has seemed to have turned around taking a direction I had never found causing me to wonder too can I live with or without you. The first time I met you, you must have gotten underneath my sk...
Posted by the gods are marching on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 12:25:00 PST

a burning in the night

If I painted you a picture, its presence would be imperfect to your eyes. If my words came across with great feeling it's those words you would despise. For any breath or heart beat which comes forth...
Posted by the gods are marching on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 12:31:00 PST

the patterns of you

Patterns show where I have past, the past to tell the truth. my love I give as friends are born. A bond from me to you. with carelessness you shall never hear me sing words of discouragement to you. ...
Posted by the gods are marching on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 08:16:00 PST

belmont harbor 2006

I went away today I lost myself in the breeze, the lake was cold and I begged her to swallow me. her waves over lapping my mind. my gaze I gave her over time. she whispered everything will be ok just ...
Posted by the gods are marching on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 08:14:00 PST

We made history

Today is a day set aside in the memory of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. A day to remember a great figure in American history. A figure who was alive while my parents were teenagers. It makes me wonder w...
Posted by the gods are marching on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 08:31:00 PST

those who feel forsaken can still love

It has been a crazy weekend. Seems everyone around me has their own problems. The source? Seems to me like it all comes down to a lack of love. I'm just looking for love like everybody. The past mont...
Posted by the gods are marching on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 08:47:00 PST

moments of black white and grey

If for but a moment, we loved fiercely, we were honest in holding each other tight. Through sickness and health, smiles and tears we chased away the others fears. One hand in mine and mine in the othe...
Posted by the gods are marching on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 09:42:00 PST

a funeral of love

She says I'm to blame, she says it didn't have to be this way. But I know it had to be this way because she always gets her way. Love is about give and take. I want that love, no mistake. I thought I...
Posted by the gods are marching on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 09:00:00 PST