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About Me

"I'm diggin' on the isotopes
This metaphysics shit is dope
And if all this can give me hope
You know I'm satisfied"
"Remember?"
"If I said I did, What would that mean? Nothing is so notorious as human memory. Brain cells are ninety nine percent saline solution...its a miracle we remember anything at all. Neurons are forever discharging, synapses are being severed like twine. It's believed that brain activity is electricity flashing like lightning in an area of the cortex, then another. Do you know how idiosyncratic lighting is?... You can't track it, predict it. A blink of an eyelid!, you'd halfway expect everything in human memory to be erased. So when a person says,"Oh yes, I remember," be sure he or she is already inventing. This instinct to tell tales is located in the same part of the medulla as the instinct to reproduce the species. So even if I did recall, it would only be the mere outward husk of the man. With such personalities it's only the inner, secret man that is real. The other is just a flimsy impression on the optic nerve."
I ask could this be true for us, too?- "Were we just impressions on each others optic nerves?"
"To Know Me Is To Love Me"

My Interests

My interest vary from day to day... I'd say I'm a writer but.. like don't you have to get published first or something? Who cares? who knows?. . . I like enjoy art (strike that) "Good" Art... "Good" Music and "Good" Movies... Does anybody even like read this??...Painting.Writing.Sewing.Singing

I'd like to meet:


"DESIDERATUM"

I won't fixate on finding everything in you..
Nor do I intend to find it all in a single being..
Yet I am foolish enough to ask "forever?" from a mortal man..
I am innately lured through pheromones to men that are both masculine and feminine with a strong sense of self, in touch with intellect, confident, unequivocal, ambitious, "vale madre" swager, awake & aware, creative to no end of my amusement, devious, on the grind, whimsical, multifaceted, tre tre sexual, built with balls, dignified, morally obligated, steered to sincerity, quixotic, intimately kind loyal companions to share camaraderie, communicative, self-deprecating, & have many formed firm opinions, curious, willing & able to laugh at all these illusions & constrictions..ego..pride..persona.. & what not

intellectual intercourse always turns me out

Alive: Christina Aguilera,Tom Ford, Lindsay Lohan, The Spice Girls, Marc Jacobs, Anne Wintour, Madonna, Cavalli
Dead: Virgina Wolff, Oscar Wilde, Gianni Versace, Jane Austen,

Music:

8937songs:22days:39.55GB
Steal my Ipod ..."UPDATE: OH SOMEONE HAS...SOMEONE HAS.."and you'll see how much I love music...
though most of the music was stolen.....
what?.....
I paid for some of it...............

Movies:

This List Is Never Ending ..Im Just Not Bored Enough To Keep It Updated..Angel-A
Factory Girl
Donnie Darko
Mean Girls
The Hours
Cruel Intentions
Gods & Monsters
Soldiers Girl
Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind
Far From Heaven
Garden State
Everafter
The Secretary
Spice World
Happy Endings
Amelie
Closer
March of the Penguins
The Pianist
Monster
The Virgin Suicides
Crazy Beautiful
Vanity Fair
Les Dangerous Liasons
Girl Interupted
Vanilla Sky
Elizabethtown
Boys Don't Cry
Y Tu Mama Tambien
Motor Cycle Diaries
Mala Educacion
Criminal
Philadelphia
AmorEsPerro
Sideways
Adaptation
I'm Going To Tell You A Secret
Dark Days
The Prize Winner

Television:

I've lost touch...most everything on is trash...

Books:

Adonis Garcia, Fun House, If Only, The Hours, Almost Like Being In Love, Catcher & the Rye, The Picture Of Dorian Gray, Les Miserables, Assume The Position, Mrs.Dalloway, First Love, Valley Of The Dolls,Utopia, Father Of Frankenstien, Home At The End Of The World, Close Range, Learning To Fly, Vanity Fair, Emma, Pride & Prejudice, The Importance Of Bein Earnest, One Hundred Years Of Solitude, The Joy Of Sex, Etc Etc Etc...

Heroes:

My Mami..... oh and... no thats it..well maybe??..uh no thats it!! everyone else sucks

My Blog

Love Is A Losing Game

I love to feel the emotions sad songs can bring & watching this rendition confirms artist like Amy believe and live every word they sing.. ...
Posted by kCk on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 09:27:00 PST

Gallery Of The Absurd

Have a laugh at "celebrity" in comical art pieces ..Gallery Of The Absurd
Posted by kCk on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 09:54:00 PST

Poetic Pictures, Not Photographs

Here is another site ...enjoy           ExterFace
Posted by kCk on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 05:04:00 PST

David

This is a good short film...I would love to share it with anyone willing to watch..Dirty David
Posted by kCk on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 04:06:00 PST

Friend Or Foe..

I dont care who you are...everyone must check this site out!!! I shant say more trust me when I say its a good site...check out the making of step  by step ...enjoy     &...
Posted by kCk on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 07:58:00 PST

Too dumb to know if i could

It's 4 am and im wide awakejust waiting for the thoughts to fadethe flickering of all of my mistakesas the light starts creeping ini slowly feelthe day im missingbut i dont even know where to begindo ...
Posted by kCk on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 04:42:00 PST

Christina Aguilera

It wouldnt let me post all my pics...there are sooooo many more | View Show | Create Your Own...
Posted by kCk on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 11:58:00 PST

Thanks Vani...

Your latest post brought me back to this old fave..& its completely accurate Your Love Song IsSitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson"Maybe you've been through this beforeBut it's my first time so p...
Posted by kCk on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 03:36:00 PST

Mourning Death

What does one do when a very important part of your life dies...I'm so so sure no one here cares...but my ipod died at 9:47 A.M...she'd been very sick..as apple likes to call it my ipod had the blues....
Posted by kCk on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 12:07:00 PST

I can't stop!

Im Hung Up!!....I am horrible..really I am!!..I steal too much music..I just love it. Im sorry Madonna, I stole it..I confess and I freaking love this album..it rocks my socks! On other who gives a ra...
Posted by kCk on Sun, 06 Nov 2005 12:40:00 PST