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Tazmir Fourth

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I am intrigued by most things. By that I mean I love to learn, to immerse myself in new things. I feel that is the only way to incorporate that which I am drawn to in my world. I try something, a style, a lifestyle even, and then take the parts I like about it and weave it in. I think we should all live responsibly, looking at how we take care of the place we live and how we can sustain it for future generations. I need to more, at least. I light incense and do yoga. The rythmic motion is soothing to me. I like the challenge of running. I like coffee, maybe too much and have tried to make the switch to no coffee many times. Actually it is the creamer I like, toffee nut. And the warmth in the morning coffee intake ritual. I am a creature of habit. I don't want to be. I like the color pink and I like girly glittery things. Just not on purses. Never on purses. I think it's okay to not be sure of what I am doing here, and it's okay to be intimidated by awareness. I am vegan most months but then will eat a blue cheese bacon burger for no reason other than it looked good at the time. I don't think that means I have no self-control, I think it just means blue cheese is fantastic. I love languages. I think French is beautifully delicate and romantic, Russian is strong to me and also very erotic. My favorite place in the whole world that I have been to was this island off the coast of Belize where I did nothing the entire time. I have been skydiving from 13,000 ft. That was surreal, and I was irritated with my tandem instructor. My friends and I said nothing the entire car ride home, that was perfect and it solidified the experience in my mind. One of my favorite memories was when I pushed Amanda in a shopping cart through downtown Phoenix, we were joined by a homeless man. He pushed our sodas in a seperate smaller cart and we jumped in the fountains that were in front of the businesses downtown. It was a hot day. The homeless man repeatedly drank out of Amanda's soda. Then I pushed Amanda into a strip club, the owner looked irritated but didn't say anything as I pushed her up to the stage. She didn't have any money, so she offered the girl a tampon and a hug. That was a great day. I don't think that anyone ever reads these about me sections. *update* Except for KEN, BRIAN, MICHEAL, BRYAN, BRENDEN, JJ, TOUCH OF GOLD;) ~SAYS~, sorry if I forgot to put you on here... Ok, so I was wrong, people read these things, lol.* I want to live without jealousy. There is no reason for it. I think that we are all connected somehow, I just don't know HOW. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I read somewhere a very simplified way to find your purpose. Sit down with a piece of paper and write what you think your purpose is...until you find the one that makes you cry. I haven't tried this yet, it seems intense. A part of me is afraid that I am really far off and I don't really want to know yet. I believe that love is a choice. I have chosen not to love before, and I don't know what effect that has had on me. I do think it was a powerfully healthy choice though. I am still learning. I love garlic pickles and garlic stuffed olives. I go back and forth on this subject: do I live for health or pleasure? I like mashed potatoes...a lot. I had some for breakfast this morning. I love the idea of living on a little farm somewhere, self-sustained and just being. I hate that practicalities make this impossible or not accepted socially. I like Dr. Seuss and read those books to my son. I used to play outside and build forts with my friend Gwen. We would never watch t.v. Now I watch too much t.v. at least by my own standards for myself. I really like dry humor though.I think home births are beautiful and I am against circumcision. I am in the medical field but think we are overly medicated on the whole. Things that make me smile: my son, great hugs, silly faces across the hall, sitting on a couch of a friend's house and listening to slick rick while talking about nothing, random moments like when a friend of mine played piano and sang at my apartment...that was a great time, the ocean, good coffee, certain smells, springtime, simple things, mushrooms marinated in soy sauce, people who are smiling, people who are just being themselves....there's more I know, oh yes..BOOKS. Things that make me cry: I don't really want to get into it yet. Maybe later. That last sentence should tell you more about me than the entire thing I just wrote. :) AND if you actually sat through and read this entire random thing, applause for you:)
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My Interests

traveling, experiencing new cultures and new things, I really want to see Taipei 101 at somepoint amongst other things, looooove the ocean---insta calm. I really like school and think I will be in it forever. Ihave no idea what I want to be when I "grow up", but I have a feeling it will take a lot of school.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who likes to laugh and doesn't take life too seriously.............stay happy and have fun!I genuinly just like people, even crazy ones. Not creepy or dangerous crazy, but the kooky ones. They pepper life with some randomness and make me smile. But I have a theory that we are all a little crazy, just most of us don't want to admit it. Maybe quirky is a better word for it.I want to meet people that are in the pursuit of their own truth, whatever that is. I myself am still in pursuit and am finding that I am very mutable and my truth changes. It is good to have people around you that understand and encourage change; it is terribly stifling to be put in a box and then be expected to stay there. I wouldn't wish that on anyone.

Music:

Any and all, well, not speed metal, I like country, rap, rock, whatever. Sublime, portishead, DAVE MATTHEWS(ultimate favorite), really liking Incubus these days, Saint Tropez

Movies:

Top Gun! I like a lot of different movies, I can't do scary very well though, into Boondock Saints as of late, Shakespeare in love (sigh, so romantic:), The Notebook, Ladder 49(super sad though)...

Television:

The Office, Family Guy, American Dad, Reno 911....

Books:

anything really, right now I am reading Colbert's "I am America and So Can You". Eat Pray Love is written so honestly that I was instantly drawn into it.

Heroes:

hmmmmmmmmmmm anyone who has paved a way for forward and out of the box thinking. My Great-grandparents (Jo and Hans) who came over from Danmark with nothing and made a way for many generations over here. My Grandmother who is the strongest most selfless woman I know. My mother, she had a hard life but was smiling in the end.....

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Posted by Tazmir Fourth on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 01:50:00 PST

MOTIVATION

I am putting this out there so it's not just me wishing it...I am starting my training for a marathon.  I don't even know if there are marathon's near me or not...but I have always wanted to so I...
Posted by Tazmir Fourth on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 04:12:00 PST

I was really close to OVER-reacting

"How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours."  ~Wayne Dyer   I logged on today and there is this person who posts these bulletins that are often thought provoking or inspira...
Posted by Tazmir Fourth on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 04:07:00 PST

BRRRRRRRR

I can't decide if my run today was for pleasure or if it was a suicide attempt.  I quickly threw things in my bag so I could run during lunch before work.  This was not good planning.  ...
Posted by Tazmir Fourth on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 02:55:00 PST

Current events...in Joli World:)

You all know I am in Spokane and have been for a while.  Well, guess what?  I think I am going to be here for a loooooooooong time!  I am in school right now, done in March and then I s...
Posted by Tazmir Fourth on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 04:11:00 PST