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About Me

Some things you should know about me: I can be complex and simple, outgoing and antisocial, intellingent and naive, guilty and innocent. It all depends. I try to be as honest and straightforward as possible. I try not to regret my choices and learn from my mistakes intead of regretting them. I enjoy getting weird looks from people. I don't belong to an organized religion.I dropped out of high school after junior year and I'm working on getting my GED. I love philosophy and hearing different points of view. I'm very open-minded. Music is my passion. I love writing it, playing it, and listening to it. The local music scene is more of a home for me than my house.I try not to put myself into negative situations or around negative people, so if you are going to bring me down or pull me into any sort of drama don't waste your time. I wear my emotions on my sleeve most of the time. I let them control my life. It's a gift and a curse. I'm a very irregular sleeper and eater. It takes a lot for me to get close to someone but when I do I will be a loyal, tustworthy, supportive and understanding friend. I love caring for people and being cared for. I'm bisexual. If you're a bitch to me, I'll be a bitch to you back. But i won't without good reason. I'm a passionate and determined person. I have a great sense of humor, but I know when to be serious. I'm mature, but I know when it's alright to be immature. I can't focus on anything I'm not interested in. I don't get embarassed easily. I'm not afraid of mosh pits. I'm not really interested in mainstream radio or TV. I can make plans, but I prefer to go with the flow. I tend to overanalyze things. I give great advice but can't follow my own. I play guitar. I don't drive. I would rather be broke and happy than rich and unhappy. Honestly I don't really know who I am. Does anyone?

My Interests

writing, playing, and listening to music. going to shows. dancing (not professionally. haha). mosh pits. creating chaos. going to movies. loitering. travelling. going for walks. reading. trying new things. movies. adrenaline. boys. girls. breaking rules. being spontaneous. jaywalking. im interested in anything you care to talk to me/ teach me about. i'm very open minded. just because i'm not in school anymore doesn't mean i don't want to continue learning everything i can.

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Heroes:

Anyone who changed the world for the better, left a suitable mark on it, or intends to do so. All of the "little" bands who know what it's all about. Anyone who ever took the time to try to figure me out. Especially the people who keep me going!: Jimmy Dilley, Jakob Crawford, Ryan Sanders, and Isaac Brewer. You are all HUGE parts of my life and i doubt i could survive it without you. Thanks for always being there, being yourselves, and for putting up with me! You always have my back and i will always have yours. Love you all!And last but not least the love of my life Nathaniel McKinney! You have done so much for me! You are my everything and I can't wait to spend my life with you. I love you!

My Blog

I'm Getting My GED

hey. so i finally convinced my parents to let me get my GED now, instead of wasting a whole other year at school being bored, unchallenged, and just plain unhappy. oh i know. some of you are going to ...
Posted by Rose on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 04:45:00 PST

I'm...

cold.very. fucking. cold.i was out in the rain.there is no heat in this house.i'm also kind of disappointed in myself.i thought i knew better than to make mistakes like this.i guess i have more to lea...
Posted by Rose on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:11:00 PST

nightmares

i didn't used to have nightmares. i mean, not since i was 7 or something around there, but this last year i've been getting them more and more. most of the time i can't remember what they were about, ...
Posted by Rose on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:55:00 PST

let's try this one more time (with feeling)

so as i have made very clear, these last two weeks have been the worst EVER. my grandma, family, stuff, other stuff, more stuff. i don't want to mention most of it on here. but the point is: I FEEL BE...
Posted by Rose on Wed, 30 May 2007 08:33:00 PST

lines part 5

They say keep your emotions in you back pocket and your labels on your sleeve, but I can't help jotting down ideas on discarded paper. Singing my songs in the key of being 17. The poisonous aftertaste...
Posted by Rose on Wed, 30 May 2007 05:15:00 PST

10 reasons Fall Out Boy doesn't suck as much as you are lead to believe (quite the contrary)

1. These guy write some of the BEST lyrics I have ever heard. Pete is so amazing with words, it should be illegal, really. They make you feel what he means. BNNot that that sentence just made any sens...
Posted by Rose on Mon, 28 May 2007 06:22:00 PST

lines part 4

why do we lie to ourselves? create false confidence to get us through the night? we only see what we want to see. we only let what we think is best (for our hearts) past the filter between consc...
Posted by Rose on Sun, 27 May 2007 12:05:00 PST

Disclaimer for "lines"

Forget all the scattered bulletins. I' going to put all the poetry/song fragments that float in my head in a blog series called "lines". if you care go ahead and read it...
Posted by Rose on Sun, 27 May 2007 11:35:00 PST

lines part 3

you only wish i was lying but wishes never come true no matter how many stars you pour your heart to i might be a fraud but everything i say is true and everything i felt was for you don't try to figu...
Posted by Rose on Sun, 27 May 2007 11:29:00 PST

lines part 2

i'm only afraid of the dark when i become afraid of myself and the echoes are different from the original words. assurance to desperation, security to apprehension. the mirror reflects the same surfac...
Posted by Rose on Sun, 27 May 2007 08:33:00 PST